Tangerine Haze

Impregnating thoughts of a gentleman so wise 
Who has captivated me in his torpedoing tide.

A man of quintessential sagacity 
Coupled with incredible virtuosity and resonating gaiety

Weighing on my mind
Ever since he has entered my life.

Magnetized with his charming humility 
My feelings digressed towards infatuating sensibilities

Gradually overcoming the initial fascination 
Now I am stung with haunting emotions.

Evoking feelings of awe and unmitigated adoration among shifting realities.

His contagious charm infused with signature humour 
A voice so mellifluous that has hooked me forever.

My intriguing mind looks for answers i
If it is the splendours of romance that has swept me off.

But I doubt so…for he is simply beyond expression

An essence of refinement who has embellished me in his natural ornament.

Moving beyond my so-called glamour quotient
Perceiving me as a woman of substance Metamorphosizing my redundancy into creative articulation
His visibly impalpable presence has captured my imagination

Wandering mind at times fantasizes of sinful indulgence 
Trying to figure if it is a earthy desire to have him

Fantasies loose their appetizing significance 
What remains is puritan presence.

So neither its infatuation nor romantic graces 
Or carnal desire that has stirred me

But a sense of profound feeling
A beauty of the senses where the heart connects.

Our occasional dalliance hasn't lessened my esteem for him 
the distance has rather trumped up my innermost feelings

Feelings which have no explanation but undisguised idolization.

Lost am I in a tangerine haze
Here I wait for answers
As to how to articulate this indefinable emotion.