And we kissed 
She stopped kissing
Looked into my eyes
And started smiling
And resumed kissing 

In that second I realised she was in love
While lustful desires were overriding my mind
I felt guilty 
I wanted to stop and flee 
But her earthy warmth drew me closer in her whirlpool 
We had been dating for a while
Being intimate was the natural course 
But love was never on my mind 

She was in symphony with my sexual appetite 
She played along with role plays 
She did everything for my gratification
But that moment when I saw love in her eyes
I crumbled
I didn't want to loose her with denial
But I couldn't promise her a future
We stopped kissing
And searched each other's eyes
She saw through my unspoken words

She smiled again
And left. 
©LR 

 Everytime you dismissed my feelings
Everytime you made me feel unseen
And everytime you left me in lurch

I stopped giving
I stopped initiating 
I just withdrew into a cocoon 
Where I protected my peace
Where I valued my self

I simply gave up
For when you were cutting the strings
You didn't realise one day
It will be a you 
And I.
©LR

 He just wanted a hug 

But I went ahead and kissed him 

He tried to keep pace with my thirst 

But faded 

We ended abruptly

With the looming fear of being caught

I came back with my heart thudding

Low, eyes brimming

I realised what I have been missing 

All these years

The touch of a man

It has been more than a decade of hibernation

In the passage of heartbreak and deceit

I lost myself somewhere

But that chance encounter soaked my being

The mere touch of his soft hands on mine

I realised I was still alive 

Somewhere

Somehow 

I knew he desired me like others 

And I still imbued with love

End of the story.

©LR

 Boy, find someone of your age
Not just I'm way older
I am menopausing, she dismissed my pursual 

She happened to be one of my customers
I used to eagerly look forward to her visit 
To my shop for the ritualistic grocery shopping

She wasn't hot 
Rather she was homely
But striking her simplicity intensified my desire for her
The graze of our fingers
The lingering hungry look in my eyes 
She knew but didn't bother

That drizzly noon when she visited my shop
Drenched and shivering
I invited her inside for shelter

The storm outside 
And the storm within
I blurted out my desire
When she feebly dismissed my feelings

Ma'am, with due respect
When a man pauses between your legs
Men O Pause
You live once again

Saying so, I ate her ravenously 
Pulling down the shutters.
©LR

 I just wanted to be desired again
So I didn't bother about they being half my age
Teenagers precisely
As long as they kindled my fire

Drunk and barely in senses
As we stumbled in the alley 
They pounced on me like wolves 
One chewing my lips, marauding my breasts 
While another went down between my legs
It was complete mayhem

Neither of them could penetrate 
So inebriated they were
They simply tore my clothes
Clawed and bruised my flesh 
But I loved it all
A symphony of fire and energy

Made me alive again.
 ©LR

 I simple act of robbery will spiral out of my hands
Was something which I hadn't imagined ever

It was a regular visit to one my neighborhood house at the nocturnal hour
When I entered the house scaling the boundary 
I found her sleeping...semi-nude
Her breasts were literally spilling out of the dress 
And her frock had skirted to her thighs 
Exposing her bushes

Delirious, I stood rooted at the beautific sight
Like a magnetic pull I edged near the bed
Observing the rise and fall of her luxuriant chest 
She froze when she suddenly she opened her eyes 
Our eyes met
Her's brimming with fear 
Mine, with desire
She understood my intent
Sitting cross legged with my eyes fixated on her melons
She exposed them completely 
I simply latched on to to them
No words spoken 
Only flaming desires

The taste of her milky essence
Was like अमृत to my thirst 
The cooing sound beside the bed
Made me realise her baby was lying beside her.
©LR

 I didn't know
When you were going to wake up
But I had to leave before you woke

It was difficult slide from your embrace 
But I managed
As I collected my clothes
I looked at you for one last time

Moist eyed
Heart drenched I knew this was the end
Tomorrow, when I take my wedding vows
With a facade of joy
You will remain clueless about my whereabouts

I will be somewhere 
With someone else
Of my religious faith
©LR

 I can't let you go, he wept hugging my waist 
Don't, he begged as his tears drenched my layers
I stood in stoic silence holding his head

Memories flooded
Years of abuse and betrayal
His flared temper enmeshed with possessiveness
I was stifled

Entrapped, I wanted to break free
But he would plead for forgiveness
One last chance, that made me continue for years 
But that day something snapped in me
The day when he bloodied my flesh
My soul became silent

I didn't say a word
I didn't pack my things
I just left...
©LR

 Everytime I see you curvy back
With your the peekaboo of your bra straps 
The raging urge to make you my slave

Bunching your saree around your hips
Unfastening your bra hooks
Freeing your melons 
I maraude them in my grip
While I rip apart your rear

I want to take you then 
And there मालकिन 
In the kitchen
Bending you over the counter

It's so difficult to work beside your seductive gravity everyday 
Inhaling your sweaty fragrance
And the electric spurt when our hands graze
Is ultimate torture.
©LR

 How much I love you

I have never expressed

But we are both are tied by an invisible thread

When I check out on your

Asking have you eaten

Have you rested enough

And your whereabouts

It's not just my concern but my affection for you

The warmth of your presence 

Inspite of the aching distance

I am always here, waiting for you

I don't wish to summarise our bond in three words 

For some relations are defined by hearts

©LR