I didn't know
When you were going to wake up
But I had to leave before you woke

It was difficult slide from your embrace 
But I managed
As I collected my clothes
I looked at you for one last time

Moist eyed
Heart drenched I knew this was the end
Tomorrow, when I take my wedding vows
With a facade of joy
You will remain clueless about my whereabouts

I will be somewhere 
With someone else
Of my religious faith
©LR

 I can't let you go, he wept hugging my waist 
Don't, he begged as his tears drenched my layers
I stood in stoic silence holding his head

Memories flooded
Years of abuse and betrayal
His flared temper enmeshed with possessiveness
I was stifled

Entrapped, I wanted to break free
But he would plead for forgiveness
One last chance, that made me continue for years 
But that day something snapped in me
The day when he bloodied my flesh
My soul became silent

I didn't say a word
I didn't pack my things
I just left...
©LR

 Everytime I see you curvy back
With your the peekaboo of your bra straps 
The raging urge to make you my slave

Bunching your saree around your hips
Unfastening your bra hooks
Freeing your melons 
I maraude them in my grip
While I rip apart your rear

I want to take you then 
And there मालकिन 
In the kitchen
Bending you over the counter

It's so difficult to work beside your seductive gravity everyday 
Inhaling your sweaty fragrance
And the electric spurt when our hands graze
Is ultimate torture.
©LR

 How much I love you

I have never expressed

But we are both are tied by an invisible thread

When I check out on your

Asking have you eaten

Have you rested enough

And your whereabouts

It's not just my concern but my affection for you

The warmth of your presence 

Inspite of the aching distance

I am always here, waiting for you

I don't wish to summarise our bond in three words 

For some relations are defined by hearts

©LR

 
He: as she laid her head on my shoulder
I didn't move 
I let her be
She: even if he seemed younger to me
I laid my head on his shoulder
He didn't flinch 
Nor he complained
He let me be

He: we travelled the journey in pregnant silence
I could feel she was carrying a heavy heart
As her tears soiled my shirt
I let her be

She: there was an unspeakable warmth in his presence 
He didn't question 
He didn't make any move
He let me be

As we reached the final stop
We looked at each the only time
Our eyes acknowledging the piercing rhythm we shared 

Strangers 
©LR

 I pulled down my pants she had worn
She had quite a foliage 
I had to dig deep to find her forbidden flower 
It was moist and intense with anticipation

While inhaling her musk
I dipped my fingers in her volcano 
She sighed and hissed
While grabbing my neck
More, she begged
I went in with my fist
While gorging on her breasts aggressively

She screamed in agony
Whether it was my palm inside her legs
Or me eating her breasts
I didn't care
I went on...
Possessed

Till my hand was coated with her embers.
©LR

The moment I set my eyes on him

While he was swimming in the river

I knew this was him

The boy who will satiate my suppressed desires

So when he suggested for evening snacks in the nearby market

I offered him a ride on my scooty

The bumpy ride 

And the eventual grazing of bodies

I could feel his phallus pricking on my butt crevice

What next

The village classroom became our rendezvous stage

And the joint benches, our bed 

We didn't use protection 

Even though I was keen to perform oral

He chose to thump me to silence

We continued for a year

Till I got a transfer to the next village 

He was my landlord's son 

Youthful and virile 

Unlike my drunkard husband.

©LR

 That's how I first saw her nude 

From the ventilation window

While I was fixing the AC

When she found me peeking

She didn't cover her modesty 

Rather continued with her bathing rituals

 

And from then started our torrid affair 

Her husband being a Marwari 

Barely had time for her

Whenever he was away, I used to visit her 

On the pretext of fixing the AC

She was pretty voluptuous 

And her sexual appetite complemented my youthful potency

Even though she was heavy for my lean frame

I managed her weight on me

The sight of her mammoth sized breasts swinging wildly

As her paunch flapped

While she rode on me

With her glorious juices coating my phallus

It was sheer ecstasy

But when she arched herself on my mouth 

With her pearls dripping 

It was Divine Death! 

©LR

To paint you

I don't need a brush

I will engrave you with my nails

On your neck, back 

And chest

Neck, marking you are my man 

For the world to see

Chest, the lingering pain  which make you 

Curse under your breath

And back so that when you go to sleep 

You twist in agony seeking my touch

That's the real art of a woman

Only woman like me have the flair.

©LR

 When I read us

The bygone moments

The ecstasy that cascaded between my legs 

When you latched on to my nursing breasts

A wave sweeps over me

To have you again

Down there 

You didn't enter

Coz I was still raw after childbirth

Yet you couldn't wait

For me to recover

So you nursed my flower to life

I couldn't moan even

Fearing waking my baby

And the disruption to follow

Those stolen moments

Before your भैया returned from work. 

©LR