You are the one

I met someone to get over you
But couldn't.
You are still there somewhere.
By now you must have met countless
Me being just another flesh,
Another experience.

For me, I am back to my nothingness.
Every touch is bland without you.
Was it love, I don't care
After all that disrespect.

I miss you
Maybe I will always
No matter who goes or stays.

You were the one!

The Last Laugh

Body is trembling

That rage, that power!!

We started with a kiss, against the wall.

He was ready...

And we shifted to the bed.

He inserted his meat,

I sucked him inside my vortex.

And when he unhooked my lingerie

He saw the marks.

Who has done this to you, he asked.

I was evasive

The expression on his face

Funereal

He kept asking while ripping me apart

He was furious!

This was my woman

How could it be someone else

I lied it was my hubby

He wasn't convinced

He took me from sideways

Our bodies were in symphony.

Flesh to flesh

As I rode him

I bent down to lick his ears.

He was feeble with my quest.

We sat cross legged

Our sexes ingrained in each other

Playing

He was befuddled

Who can it be other than me

Minutes swept into hours

One session, then another

With poses swimming

Finally we were done!

He pleaded, please tell the name

I smiled and said it's your friend

What!! he exclaimed.

I confessed

And we had a hearty laugh

About how we all know about each other.

But the last laugh

Who is gonna have.

©LR

No more

I can't return back to you
To us anymore
You were all that I ever desired
But...

It's a loss for both of us
We won't find us in any other.
You know, so do I
But...

I still miss you
Dunno what it was between us
Dunno why I still can't get over
You are what I will crave forever.
But...
I won't come back to you my love.
No more.

That Night

She was raging when we made love.
Unrestrained, as if she was anticipating the moment.

Ever since I moved to her house.
She clouded my thoughts.
Whenever she used to come to the terrace to dry clothes.
Her presence electrified the ambience.
The aroma of her virginal flesh,
The glistening drops dripping from her lusterous tresses
Her saree still damp with moisture
She was a sight so sensuous.

How I craved to take her right there.
Under the nude skies
With the clothes billowing in the air
Covering and uncovering us with modesty
Alas, my anguish kept escalating with every passing days.

Till that night
When the power had gone off.

I was loitering in the terrace
When she came upstairs
Our eyes regarded each other's presence.
She went ahead and stood near the railing.
Her contours dreamy in the shadowy moonlight.

Gathering my courage, I stood beside her.
We stood there with the sexual tension lurking
As I slipped my fingers in hers
She stood motionless.
Her palms so warm to my trembling nerves.

I went behind and cradled her
Liberating her tresses, inhaling it's fragrance
I nestled in her neck.
Unbuttoning her blouse, I cupped her luxuriant breasts.
She stirred and turned towards me
Her eyes dreamy, her flesh feverish
She pushed me on the parapet while unshackling my bulge.
And bent down.

Seizing my existence completely
Soft moans escaped from within
I tried to find words but was lost in her expanse
Amongst the twinkling stars.

Before I could burst, I dragged her closer
Sitting cross legged on the parapet
Sensual energy passing through glistening pores
We kept looking at each other
Searching for some love, for some meanings
But it was only lust that was simmering.

Grinding her hips on mine
Her velvety skin coating me with the finest of wine
Hearts drumming against each other
I diffused somewhere in her.

A tentative whisper of her name
Consummated the night.

©LR

Don't say

Don't say 'I love you' when you don't mean it
Don't say 'I want you' as per your convenience
Don't say 'I miss you' when your desires overwhelms.

Don't say anything
Just prove it
If ever I meant anything to you, till date.

Her space

There was light

There was darkness

But she chose the latter

For the glare blinded her

And in darkness she twinkled

Mystical in her existence

Distancing from emotions and situations

She found her space

Where she breathed in silence.

©LR

Chosen ashes

The fire rages in the wilderness with feral intensity
Consuming the purposeless
They draw towards her
As the unforgiving winds escalate the temperature.
She selects who will be her ashes.

Self prisoned

A solitary prisoner I was
And have remained so
As people come and go.

Experiences pushed me further into solitude Questioning my life's purpose.

As I cautiously open a window
The turbulence everywhere
Clutters my soul.

Forgive me

Forgive me for falling in love
Forgive me for pouring my heart
Forgive me for assuming you to be the one
I perpetually sought.

Forgive me, but I can't return back
After all that I have suffered.

I miss us

I miss us
In the promises we made
In hushed breathes
In the colours we painted
In the moments we created.
I will always miss us.

My Standards

My standards are only mine

Whether I smoke

Or drink wine

Whether I love

Or select a partner in crime

My standards, remains mine

Yours, who cares!

©LR

Be There

You are there somewhere
I see you everyday
As you do
But the chasm between us is beyond repair.
I wish to accept you back just as a stranger
But I know, you still have the capacity to hurt me again.
So be there.