Beyond Words

I curled by his side

Wrapping my legs on his hips

My arms cuddling him

Placing my palm over his heart

I felt its pounding rhythm

It was as steady

As the wordless affirmation of our commitment

I wondered where we were heading

And the duration of our bonding

For in the trajectories of life

Everything had an ending

With tears swimming in my heart

I held on to him

Cupping my face in his palms

He kissed away my tears

He didn't give any assurances

And I didn't have anything to say

For we had bared each other

Soulfully

And in those silent moments of love

We conversed

Beyond words.

©LR

Again and again

I want you to take me higher

Higher, till I blur

Erasing everything that I have buried

That I have carried

For so long

For that you have to go deeper

Deeper, than my sinuous flesh

Celebrate me

With savageness

Pound me

Deep and hard

Drive me towards a numbing climax

Staving off my emptiness

Binding you with arms and legs

I will hold on to you

Till you soak my earth

With every seed you posses

I won't let you escape

Even when our bodies cool

And you seeds ooze

From my tender bundle of nerves

Down there

Drenching the carpet

Don't ask why

For I want you

Again and again.

©LR

Finally I left

He pressed his lips to my temple

And murmured, "stay"

A bitter sweet tenderness pierced me

Emotions swirled

Words crashed within

I had nothing to say

It took me so long

To reach this decision

It was excruciating

But I valued my self

His love was as intense

As his temperamental outbursts

His periodic abuses

Scarred my being

I wondered why

Why couldn't he see

What he was doing

Why can't he be contented guy

With whatever we shared

Our relationship had evolved

Over the months

I didn't have any exaggerated expectations

I reconstructed him, with endurance

All I sought, was his mere presence

Maybe he started taking me for granted

That's when I made up my mind

To leave

He wept

And he pleaded

But I couldn't have died another death

I hugged him

And left.

©LR

Rewriting my life

In the tranquility of the night

When I cast aside my veil 

I see a reflection of desolation

Clouding me

The frightening depths of my emotion

Wrenches my heart

I try to hold on to something

But the emptiness within

Screams

I remove the grease

There's a nude me

The experiences of the past

That has ripped me apart

Yet I have no regrets 

No shame now

For it was my loneliness

That pushed me 

On the edges of the cliff

I see myself 

What I was meant to be

My ink spills in the evening tide

And I rise again

To rewrite my life.

© LR

Ultimate seduction

One day, I am going to kneel beneath your desk

And suck you off

While you discuss business

Facing the world

I wish to score with you

For inflaming my senses

With your teasing caress

When I arrange the files

On your desk

That day, I will exquisitely stretch you

In your professional cocooned space

Kneading your balls gently in my palms

Swallowing them, till you twist in delicious agony

It will be a seductive mixture of stop

And some more

But I will leave you

Without appeasing your ego

But staining your trouser with my juices

That will be my ultimate revenge!

©LR

You are all that I have

There are days

When I miss you

Till depression sets in my bones

It pains not having you

In my arms

Not finding your assuring warmth

My earth gets soaked in emotions

I drown myself in verses

In the hope of blurring my pangs of love

Nothing works

For I need you, my love

Beside me

Hold on to me

You are all that I have.

©LR

Rules of the game

Caging me on the wall

He gripped my waist in one hand

And clutched my wrists in another

I stopped twisting beneath him

I realized, there was no escape

So when I wriggled my butt against his

I could feel the prod of his erection

Growing

His hands started sliding

Behind my back

Unzipping my layer

I digged my nails on his buttocks

And brought him closer to my velvety flesh

He was straining

I released him from the clutches of modesty

He fell heavily on my palms

Hot and throbbing

His breath erratic

His musk strong

I stroked him gently

Sizing up his balls

He groaned in my indulgence

I positioned him facing the wall

Gyrating on his posterior

Holding his power 

In mine

I need you, he groaned desperately

Well, the rules of the game has changed, I replied mockingly

I will go slow

Very slow

Till you cum

In my hands.

©LR

So much for today

He brushed his lips behind my ears

While he pinned me against the door

I tried to breathe

But choked

In my own surge of arousal

His eyes penetrated mine

With his power growing

Betwixt my legs

I tried to slither

But he caged me

In his bare desires

He curved his powerful frame

And kissed my feverish neck

Pressed full-body on him

I ached like an ebbing moon

Longing to bloom

Again

I want you, he hissed

Saying so, his legs crawled on mine

Parting my skirt

And slipping his fingers

Inside my moist desires

With my heart raging

Eyes pleading

Every pore of mine craved for his turgidity

Suddenly he released me from his strength

Smiling wickedly, 'so much foreplay

for today'.

©LR

Sadistic cravings

What are you doing, I whispered fiercely

When he slid his hands beneath my skirt

We were in the lift

Along with an oldie pair

He winked mischievously

And indicated me to keep quiet

My heart raced

When he rubbed the back of his fingers on my buttock cleavage

Picking my pantie

My legs shivered

Shocked, by his audacious display of playfulness

Ignoring my pleading glance

He suddenly unclasped the hook of my lingerie

I froze

With my tits asserting their presence

I tried to hide my modesty with my clutch

But he restrained

The lift doors opened

Thankfully, we remained the sole occupants

Nuzzling on my neck

He commanded, strip

I yielded

Piling up my layers

Pressing the button to the basement

He clutched my tresess, dragging me closer

And said, I am aching 

To be inside you

To consume you, here

But I will take you to my abode

Cradling your nudity in my armour

With the lingering frustration

Between my need and desire

Till you realize

You are the one I love

And wish to be dirty

With my sadistic cravings.

©LR

Milky essence

He cupped my breasts

Kneading them softly

In rhythmic squeezes

As I lay on his lap

Exhausted

We were through

With one of our explosive sessions

Our flesh dewed in saltiness

Our desires chilled 

In the passionate outpour

But he continued tweaking my tender nipples

Till they hardened to his coarseness

Searing pleasure resurfaced

No more, I have no stamina left

Breathlessly I whispered

He sealed my protest with luscious kisses

Looking into my eyes

Hoarsely he said, I wish to be a baby again

I will keep tweaking your tits

Till I suckle your milky essence

Even if it's a drop

To quench my thirst

And from it

I will take rebirth.

©LR

Till you came by

You must have been serenaded by several men

With their flowing compliments

Whether it's your stirring poems

Or the elegance you carry, he commented

I wouldn't deny, she replied

From waxing eloquence of my beauty

To the feelings I weave

In my musings

I have been a muse for many

As well

But nothing could caress my heart

The compliments they profess

Are ephemeral

It stems with my sensuality

And concludes with it

What I seek

Is to be celebrated

For my existential reality

The artistry that I carry

In my soul

But none could infiltrate that layer

Till you came by.

©LR

Splendor of romance

I miss you terribly

At times

The thought of reaching out to you

Crosses my mind

But knowing you must be preoccupied with work

I refrain my urge

The feeling of listlessness

When nothing calms my chaos

I wish you were with me

Comforting my turbulence

With your mere presence

I miss you, my reflection

Even if you are signatured

In my heart

I wish I could fly to you

This moment

And blend with you in the

Splendor of romance.

©LR

It's you, only you

And you don't even know

How much

And in how many ways

I indulge with you 

On my mind

Everyday

I keep imagining you

Running my hands down your spine

I rest my hands on your waist

And draw you closer to me

Inhaling the fragrance of your moist tresess

And we stand rooted 

At one place

Your breath blending with mine

My intentions become sullied

But I don't proceed

For I wish to frame us in my reverie

You are everything

I have ever desired

I try to enclasp you in my hunger

But I realize

I can never be satiated

When it's you.

©LR

My Whole

You are anything but common, he said

What makes you say so, she questioned

I wish I can answer

All that I can say

You are a blend of elusive love

And animalistic passion

The whole 

I have been waiting

You affect me 

You arouse me 

It stays for days

And it hurts

The craze to have you

And the pain of not having you

In between these feelings

I survive to narrate

My infinite yearnings

I want to have you in real

To touch the soul

That threatens my sanity level

You ask what's been unquenched

You are the one

Who will quench my whole.

©LR

In your lap

There's nothing more precious

Than cradling in your lap

Looking into your eyes

And getting lost

From the enveloping turbulence

That's all I desire

To be with you

Cuddling your essence

Soaking in your embalming presence

I just wish to escape with you

And detach from expectations

I am tired now

My morale is plummeting

I wish to resist

I yearn to restart

But my heart is choked

You are my only hope

To live and love

Be with me

Till death do us apart.

©LR

Drop by drop

You are a work of art, he commented

Your posterior is as enticing 

As is all of you

And I imagine

Painting you with only purple passion

For my intentions for you

Is base

I can only think 

Of being savage

Every curve of yours

Is luring death

I so wish to melt

In your sensuous luxuriance

Holding on to you

Like a dying man

Drinking ambrosia

From your ripe breasts

That drips

Drop by drop.

©LR

An apology

An apology

Is all that is needed

To erase the harshness 

Of words 

And deeds

So easy?

I wish it were 

For the person who endured

Those caustic words resonate

Making you wonder

Was it necessary

An apology

If it could blur the reality

And you bounce back blithely

Unfortunately, it smothers your individuality

You didn't deserve such

But why such disrespectful behavior

And then the apology

How deceiving people can be

Wow, people escape so easy!

©LR

Framed in my heart

Yet, she was unaware of how beautiful she was

Until she saw her reflection

In my eyes

I didn't see the scars of age

I saw her eyes shimmering with grace

I didn't find any grey tresess

I found them dyed 

With experience

It wasn't her features

Nor her feminine curves

It was only her

The luster of peace

The aura of elegance

Which she radiated

In her solitary existence

She was beautifully framed

In my heart.

©LR

Undress me

Undress me, she commanded

How can I, he questioned

There isn't a single thread on your flesh

Undress me with your nude eyes, she teased

With your bare touch

Till I feel you 

Melting my senses

And when I soften like the candle wax

I will smear the smoldering residues

On your phallus

And blissfully watch you

Crying in pain

A haunting reminder

'Never leave the lioness inadequate'.

©LR

Altar of love

Unsure whether forever will be us

But as long as I am there

I will ensure our now 

Will be forever

Dunno whether we will blossom

Or wither

But as long as we are together

We will be each other's cure

I will not promise anything

I won't even expect anything

For my love is unpretentious

I will give you

With all my heart

And if we ever depart

I will still treasure us

In the altar of love.

©LR

Soul echoes

The urgency had mellowed down

With time

But the feelings were strengthened

We met occasionally

It was no longer rushed

We waited, for our space

And in that realm

We spoke 

Through our eyes

Through our beats

It was a sense of completeness

When we embraced each other's actuality

No words

Only answers

Implying our longing

To be with each other

Till the soul echoed

With the rhythm of love.

©LR

Our sacred space

Silence prevails

The chaos within

Has subsided

I found my shore

In your divine core

You touch me

Without touching my chassis

You love me 

Without expecting anything

You have spread laughter

To my being

What are you to me

I question myself

You are the temple 

Where I have recreated myself

The soul whispers

I cannot love you

With only my gestures

I will not unlove you ever

With my words

For you are the sacred space

Where I have sealed us

With infinite love.

©LR

Remnants of me

And then they all started coming back

One by one

Reminiscing the moments 

I had created then

I yearned for companionship

While all they craved

Is a taste of flesh

And left

What happened to me

I simply withdrew somewhere

To protect myself

And then he came

The one who was destined

The one whom I was unwilling to accept

Again

I tried to reconstruct myself 

It wasn't easy

I didn't want another one

In the name of love

But I went ahead

So starts another chapter

Maybe few pages

One never knows

I am clueless

So much I have lost

So much of my purity is gone

All that remains

Is a skeletal frame

Still he holds on to my 

Remnants

Why.

©LR

When she withdrew

She simply withdrew

She didn't have the endurance to tolerate

Another abusive relationship

She was so done

Everytime, she treaded with hope

It killed her 

All the more

She became contented

In her solitary confinement

No more love

No more pain

She was done

It wasn't her loss

When she resolved to walk away

For she knew

She has left her foot prints behind

She always did

And wandered back

Into her wilderness.

©LR

Dilemma's of love

You mean the world to me, he said

She just smiled to herself

With tears choking her heart

She wished to believe

But she couldn't

For she wanted safeguard herself

She trusted no longer

Disillusioned with experiences

Love: what a fictitious word

Lust: everyone wanted
A piece of her flesh

In her abyss

She was still breathing

Still struggling

But why

And for whom

When she couldn't know

Which one is her's

How can she be

Someone else's

So she went back

To her abyss of skeletons

While he holds on to her

With hope.

©LR

Mere touch of yours

I keep telling myself

It's just phase

But somehere

The anxiety of us drifting away

Lingers

I wave off the feelings to the back burner

But they resurface

I know it's the distance

Between you and me

That intensifies my insecurity

I know it's your heartening touch

Not my sexual inadequacy

That has become my dictating necessity

I wrestle with my groping emotions

That's robbing my significance

And I sink into brooding silence

I am waiting, my love

For that mere touch of yours.

©LR

Till we meet again

The wait for you is both engaging

And excruciating

For it essays my love for you

I realize, love can't be painted

With your handsome presence

Or reassuring words

Love becomes us

When souls whisper

When you leave

Pouring your odour all over me

I keep aching for you

To consummate us

When the moon flirts with the stars

Enveloping us 

In it's shadows

The breeze

Disseminating our musk

In the meadows of our desire

I will wait for you

Till my twilight years.

©LR

Isolating Integrity

So the time has come

To isolate myself

From the pervading chaos

That suffocate my spirits

With unwanted negativity

Gradually I distance myself

From friendship and relationship

And introspect, where I stand now

I cannot forget the vile of others

But I forgive myself 

And heal

With the lessons I have learnt

I will not forget the good

If something has now went wrong, somewhere

For it's my process of discovery

Letting go of memories

Became easier

When I found peace within self

It became empowering

And I continued love and live

Endlessly.

©LR

And I wait

I am waiting

Patiently

For your karma

To give you what you deserve

I cannot erase how you smeared your vile

On me

To escape from your deeds

I cannot forgive myself

For believing you

It hurts

It still hurts

For my faith is wavered

It will be a lengthy process

To restore self confidence

But I will get over you

Till you become a mere name

A speck, in the horizon

I won't stoop to your level

I won't let you grow again 

Like a malignant tumor

I will drape the friendship carcass

As a reminder of the years of bonding together

And how you ditched me

And I am waiting, calmly

For I believe

You will face your comeuppance

Sooner or later.

©LR

Ever since you left

Ever since

I haven't slept on the bed

On which we made love

Your strands of hair are still scattered 

On the mattress

I wrap it in my fingers

And rewind the lyrics, we engraved

Your juices on the sheets

The odor of your sweat

Is ingrained deep

I find it torturous to sleep on it

Without you

I feel you, around me

When I enter the room

It seems you never left

You are with me in spirits

Haunting me

Come back to me 

Let us crumple the sheets, again

Till it is drenched 

With our blazing lust.

©LR

Those sinful tresses

It's strikingly arousing

When I see you combing your tresses

When you lift your arms

Exposing your underarms

The smell of your sweet sweat

Distracts my senses

It's indescribably electrifying

When you groom your hair

After our love making

The slight display of your breasts

With teats erect

I feel like grabbing you from behind

And taking you again

And when the cascading tresses

Caresses the crescent moon on your waist

I die a million deaths

Only to see the sunrise

From there.

©LR

Closures

I wish I had answers

Of why I wish to leave

When love is something I always craved

You entered my life in the name of love

Somewhere I too felt loved

And then we consummated love

Everything is there

But something is missing

Is it you or just a feeling

I try to elude

But the voidness continues

Am I seeking for closures

Knowing it won't be easy without you

I will die another death

Recovering will be an agonizing process

I know

But continuing, will kill me further.

©LR

Mirror Image

She spread

He knelt

He devoured

She liberated

His thirst

Her flesh

Foggy she became

Musky her taste

She knew she was coming

She pushed him on the floor

Straddling his legs

She poured her offerings

On his phallus

He looked at her

She was glowing

Eyes blazing

Tresses plastered on her moist chest

Her nipples peeping

With magnificence

The slight bulge below her navel

It was that time of the month

When her libido surges

When the lioness battles with her inner darkness

Seeking only flesh

The taste of blood

Mixed with her own crimson juices

A battle between all that she is

All that she wishes to be.

©LR

Sea of Desires

I knew I couldn't gratify her

I realized that with the passage of time

She was a sea of desires

The more I cruised her waves

The more I craved to be submerged
In her epicurean waters

She was beyond infinity

I touched her

I made love to her

But I felt she was somewhere 

Where I couldn't permeate her senses

It was another day of our escapades 

Stealing moments

Sealing us in love making

She was beneath me

Eyes closed, radiating in her feminine aura

She opened her eyes

And looked at me questioningly

I had a surprise

A porous filling

Which I had stealthily slipped inside her

Playing with her petals

I expanded her crevice

Her breathing became laboured

As I kept sliding it in and out

Of her being

Her glazed and motionless expression

Got me worried 

I slowed

Don't stop, she whispered

Clinging to my neck, she covered my muscular frame

In her fleshy luxuriance

And when she pushed my turgidity along with the toy

I was dumbfounded

I continued with the flow

Open eyed

She endured two

I realized ultimately

What she was capable of!

©LR

When I stopped missing you

Did you miss me, he messaged

Yes, I have

I missed you for days

Recalling those engaging moments we had created together

I missed you every single moment

Till my soul parched

And then one fine day

I didn't miss you anymore

For I had found myself

With those fragments

Which I had forsaken

In the name of love

I missed our foundation

But I built mine.

©LR

Arrived with you

You aren't my destination

But you are in my destiny

The journey with you so far

Has blossomed us

From a I

To we

Every moment with you

Rekindles the cinders of desire

I surrender my being to you

For I feel

I have arrived with you

I know this phase is transitory

Tomorrow, our paths may diversify

So I am flowing in the moment

Collecting everything of you

With you

Becoming the love I have yearned

For years

You will forever remain

One of the most pulchritudinous season

Who caressed my tired soul

With your enveloping presence.

©LR

Wrapped in love

When I close my eyes to offer my prayers

You appear

Why

When my heart wrenches in agony

I find succour

With your affirming bearing

Why

When I search for meanings

In this tumultuous journey

I see you

As my answers

Why

Why do you mean to me so much

Why can't I see a life

Beyond you

For I am wrapped up with you

In love.

©LR