Till we meet again

The wait for you is both engaging

And excruciating

For it essays my love for you

I realize, love can't be painted

With your handsome presence

Or reassuring words

Love becomes us

When souls whisper

When you leave

Pouring your odour all over me

I keep aching for you

To consummate us

When the moon flirts with the stars

Enveloping us 

In it's shadows

The breeze

Disseminating our musk

In the meadows of our desire

I will wait for you

Till my twilight years.

©LR

Isolating Integrity

So the time has come

To isolate myself

From the pervading chaos

That suffocate my spirits

With unwanted negativity

Gradually I distance myself

From friendship and relationship

And introspect, where I stand now

I cannot forget the vile of others

But I forgive myself 

And heal

With the lessons I have learnt

I will not forget the good

If something has now went wrong, somewhere

For it's my process of discovery

Letting go of memories

Became easier

When I found peace within self

It became empowering

And I continued love and live

Endlessly.

©LR

And I wait

I am waiting

Patiently

For your karma

To give you what you deserve

I cannot erase how you smeared your vile

On me

To escape from your deeds

I cannot forgive myself

For believing you

It hurts

It still hurts

For my faith is wavered

It will be a lengthy process

To restore self confidence

But I will get over you

Till you become a mere name

A speck, in the horizon

I won't stoop to your level

I won't let you grow again 

Like a malignant tumor

I will drape the friendship carcass

As a reminder of the years of bonding together

And how you ditched me

And I am waiting, calmly

For I believe

You will face your comeuppance

Sooner or later.

©LR

Ever since you left

Ever since

I haven't slept on the bed

On which we made love

Your strands of hair are still scattered 

On the mattress

I wrap it in my fingers

And rewind the lyrics, we engraved

Your juices on the sheets

The odor of your sweat

Is ingrained deep

I find it torturous to sleep on it

Without you

I feel you, around me

When I enter the room

It seems you never left

You are with me in spirits

Haunting me

Come back to me 

Let us crumple the sheets, again

Till it is drenched 

With our blazing lust.

©LR

Those sinful tresses

It's strikingly arousing

When I see you combing your tresses

When you lift your arms

Exposing your underarms

The smell of your sweet sweat

Distracts my senses

It's indescribably electrifying

When you groom your hair

After our love making

The slight display of your breasts

With teats erect

I feel like grabbing you from behind

And taking you again

And when the cascading tresses

Caresses the crescent moon on your waist

I die a million deaths

Only to see the sunrise

From there.

©LR

Closures

I wish I had answers

Of why I wish to leave

When love is something I always craved

You entered my life in the name of love

Somewhere I too felt loved

And then we consummated love

Everything is there

But something is missing

Is it you or just a feeling

I try to elude

But the voidness continues

Am I seeking for closures

Knowing it won't be easy without you

I will die another death

Recovering will be an agonizing process

I know

But continuing, will kill me further.

©LR

Mirror Image

She spread

He knelt

He devoured

She liberated

His thirst

Her flesh

Foggy she became

Musky her taste

She knew she was coming

She pushed him on the floor

Straddling his legs

She poured her offerings

On his phallus

He looked at her

She was glowing

Eyes blazing

Tresses plastered on her moist chest

Her nipples peeping

With magnificence

The slight bulge below her navel

It was that time of the month

When her libido surges

When the lioness battles with her inner darkness

Seeking only flesh

The taste of blood

Mixed with her own crimson juices

A battle between all that she is

All that she wishes to be.

©LR

Sea of Desires

I knew I couldn't gratify her

I realized that with the passage of time

She was a sea of desires

The more I cruised her waves

The more I craved to be submerged
In her epicurean waters

She was beyond infinity

I touched her

I made love to her

But I felt she was somewhere 

Where I couldn't permeate her senses

It was another day of our escapades 

Stealing moments

Sealing us in love making

She was beneath me

Eyes closed, radiating in her feminine aura

She opened her eyes

And looked at me questioningly

I had a surprise

A porous filling

Which I had stealthily slipped inside her

Playing with her petals

I expanded her crevice

Her breathing became laboured

As I kept sliding it in and out

Of her being

Her glazed and motionless expression

Got me worried 

I slowed

Don't stop, she whispered

Clinging to my neck, she covered my muscular frame

In her fleshy luxuriance

And when she pushed my turgidity along with the toy

I was dumbfounded

I continued with the flow

Open eyed

She endured two

I realized ultimately

What she was capable of!

©LR

When I stopped missing you

Did you miss me, he messaged

Yes, I have

I missed you for days

Recalling those engaging moments we had created together

I missed you every single moment

Till my soul parched

And then one fine day

I didn't miss you anymore

For I had found myself

With those fragments

Which I had forsaken

In the name of love

I missed our foundation

But I built mine.

©LR

Arrived with you

You aren't my destination

But you are in my destiny

The journey with you so far

Has blossomed us

From a I

To we

Every moment with you

Rekindles the cinders of desire

I surrender my being to you

For I feel

I have arrived with you

I know this phase is transitory

Tomorrow, our paths may diversify

So I am flowing in the moment

Collecting everything of you

With you

Becoming the love I have yearned

For years

You will forever remain

One of the most pulchritudinous season

Who caressed my tired soul

With your enveloping presence.

©LR

Wrapped in love

When I close my eyes to offer my prayers

You appear

Why

When my heart wrenches in agony

I find succour

With your affirming bearing

Why

When I search for meanings

In this tumultuous journey

I see you

As my answers

Why

Why do you mean to me so much

Why can't I see a life

Beyond you

For I am wrapped up with you

In love.

©LR

Tribute to our love

You know how much I love you

How much I desire

To be with you

Composing what we have lost in the past

Beautifying every second in the present

You are my love of today

Every morning you are the tide

That carries me forward

With your tears of love

And waves of rapture

It's my sense of insecurity 

Of the imminent departure

That torments me

I cannot think of a life

Beyond you, now

For I wish to course

The remaining seasons with you

Whether it's till the autumn of our lives

Or in the spring of our being.

©LR

With our eyes

I still carry the straw

That has lipstick stain of yours

I have preserved it

As one of my rarest treasures

Reminds me of the moments

We beautified

With our eyes

So animated was I

While you calmly watched me

With endearing eyes

I could feel you

In your silence

As I slipped my legs

Under the recliner

Caressing your legs

The world unaware

You smiled

And in that smile

I found my sanctum

I prayed to Almighty quietly

One day, I wish to merge in the earth

With her

In front of my eyes.

©LR

I see myself in you

Gazing at the reflection in the mirror

I no longer recognize

The person I have metamorphosized into

Embittered, in the vicissitudes of life

I have set myself free from expectations

And from hope

People came

Some stayed

Some left 

Slicing my soul

It hurt then

It doesn't ache anymore

I collected my ashes

Smeared it on my being

And found peace within

Until you came by

The kiss of destiny

On my forehead

And I became precisely

What I was meant to be

Soaring heights

Erasing my past

I have treaded on journey

Where I see my reflection

In you

With you.

©LR