Now that you are gone

The wait is over

I finally shut the door

Which I had left it ajar

With hope

Now that you are gone

I have closed all the doors

I can't take it anymore

My heart being shredded

My soul broken

Now that I am alone

I try to find succour

In my silence

Where's its only me

And my simmering turbulence.

©LR

 Little did I know

You will be another

Few pages

To my chapter

Little did I know

You will trample

My feelings

Like others

The so called treasures

I was collecting

Will be buried forever

In the quick sand of memories

Even though, now I know

You all are travelers

In my shores...

©LR

 The only wish I have

Is to be fed by you

When you are lactating

When your breasts are sore

Coz of bounteous nectar

Spilling 

And staining your modest layers

I will cradle you on my lap

Unbuttoning your blouse

I will maraud them

Suckling earnestly

Then I will merge them together

And nestle betwixt your cleavage

Soaking your heat

And being your baby.

©LR

 The day you open your eyes

I would have closed mine.

©LR

 Silently, you filtered in my heart

And I didn't realise

When 

And why

Days blurred into nights

When I embraced you

In my solitary confines

It was a sense of deja vu

When you spread your tresess

With those inviting eyes

I lay awake

Whole night

For I didn't wish to miss

The tears of ecstasy

Which spilled 

When I made love to you

The lady of my dreams.

©LR

 Maybe when you are lost again

You will try to reach out to me 

But nothing would be the same then

For I would have embarked on another page

Where it's only me

And my meaningfully loaded silence

Even if you knock on my broken heart

All you will find is 

Smithereens of us

I wouldn't be the same, then

I wouldn't forget how you drifted away

As per your convenience

Love isn't for months

And years

Love should have been ingrained

Unfortunately, it wasn't love

It was holding on to a straw

Till you reached the shores

So much for

"Till death do us apart" Affirmation!

©LR

 I had to change my undies

For you wouldn't stop dripping

Till you invaded me

With your power!

©LR

 Mysterious

Gravitational

And exotic

Your third eye

Has a magnetic resonance

Like the crimson moon

Fogging my feelings

Between rage and desire

To devour it

Cherish it 

In my solitary nights

Between my meaningful silence

And whispers of ecstasy

Your navel

Is the only universe

I wish to be.

©LR

 Every morning

I used to wait for her

On the terrace

When she used to come

To dry the clothes

The glimpse of her navel

The aroma of her moist flesh

And those cascading waterfalls

I kept stealing glances

From my seemingly bookish interest

She was unaware

Of my ache

How I wished to trace every curves

On her flesh

How I desired to nestle betwixt her breasts

How I wanted her to touch

My throbbing circumference

To make her feel

The effect she has on me

How I wanted to take her right there

Lifting her modest garments

Ramming her from behind

With my voracious hunger

Under the nude sky

With the birds witnessing my shameless engagement

Yet drowning the moans 

Of my liberating experience.

©LR

 I wish to take you

With me

Even if it's not for love

But my greed

Whether you accept my craziness

Or deny

To be mine

I wish to take you

With me

Whether it's only for one night

I wish to live my life

With you

In those blissful moments

Of having you

Beside me

Whether I perish

Or breathe

I wish to take you 

With me

©LR

 I don't listen to those songs anymore

It reminds me of you

Of us

The love we composed

With our bitter sweet verses

Even if it plays somewhere

The tunes sound discordant

My eyes have dried

Even if my heart has survived

I no longer hum

The melody of love 

And life

Now I sleep

Open eyed.

©LR

 

A man makes his woman

Complete

In words and deeds

But you are merely there

Namesake

You are here

And there

Everywhere

But not with me

Coz you have taken me for granted

You know how I feel

Still you have no say

For there's nothing left

Except for your excuses

Still I carry no grudges

For I knew you will leave

Once you are safe

Go...

Don't come back to me

To convince me 

With your hearsay

It wasn't love between us

Else it wouldn't have faded.

©LR

 Still knocking on my door

Now that you are going to get married

To your supposed soulmate

Still

Well, seems you can't get over me

Neither you ever will

I will allow you

To enter my chambers

Only on your wedding day

Just before the rituals

Slyly I will take you

From the cacophony of customs

For the gift I will be bestowing

You have to bear me

When I am grinding on you

Till I am satiated

Drenching you

With my juices

You will twist in agony

Begging to be left

When you leave 

With a limp

With your crushed dhoti

I will follow 

And join you

In your wedding mandap

As you toss and turn

Through the ceremony

I will smile mischievously

For I will be the only one knowing

How I have taken my revenge.

©LR

 Seasons coursed their cycle

So did the rose 

From bud 

To bloom

It waited

For its nectar to devoured

But you never came

Now the rose has withered

Its fragrance 

Lost in oblivion

Still you are unaware

How much she endured the thorns

For you 

If only you could realise

Once.

©LR

  

It's an empty feeling

When I go back

To where I belong

After all the love

You had strewn all along

You words "I was there

I will be there"

Echoes somewhere

But I don't try to find the source

For now I know

It's worth

Somewhere I have buried your memories

I once treasured

You were just another

With words

Mere words of love

It's a liberating feeling

To be back

To were I belong

Solitude finally.

©LR

 The desire for you

Is growing in me

I spread my legs

For you to burrow

But you come

With lightening swiftness

And I remain incomplete

So I soaked myself in the shower

And used the jet spray

For my release

The water became foamy

With my musky waves

But you were not there to witness

As you were snoring

Somewhere!

©LR

 

You can't give what I need

Coz that's not in you

But in me

Still I wish

If only you could realise

In your race for money

And machines

You will

When I become completely silent

You will miss my feminine energy

From where you used to derive strength

Coz just like me

You are empty from within

If only

You could have blended with me

We would reckoned together

But in your race

You lost me

You couldn't have ever given

What I need

Coz I am the whole

The giver

You are supposedly there

But no where

Only a receiver.

©LR

 When the snake slithered

Betwixt my legs

I wasn't prepared

Not during my monthly rituals

But it did

Swimming in my crimson tide

Splashing the murky waters

Staining the sheets

I arched in ecstasy

Slipping away

But it caught hold of my legs

And dragged me to the edge of bed

Pumping his rage

A blood bath it was

Messing up my resolve

Not engage

But the sheer bliss on my face

Painted a different picture

Of soiling my grace

During my periods

With the snake.

©LR

 I don't belong to you

Nor I wish to be owned by anyone

Neither with love

Nor with desires

Nor as a friend for life

I just want to be confined

In my little space

Where there's only words

For solace

I don't want your care

Or your convenient presence

Go back from where you came

I am done with stretching myself

Beyond my endurance

Leave me alone

With my verses.

©LR

 

You sound so sick

Why did you call me

You should be taking rest, he reprimanded her

This is when I need you the most

A mere touch of yours

Will heal my soul

But since I can never be with you

Your assuring voice

That's all 

I can have

Of you, she sadly replied.

©LR

 Look inwards

You will find light

And love

Within you

Don't search it from someone else

For you are the source of energy

Which creates..

You are the uproar of the waves

The succour you seek

Simmers in silence

Within you

You are the love

Of the universe.

©LR

 I don't see you

In my reflection

Neither I see the woman

Who used to be radiant

All I see is vaccum

All that reflects is gnawing pain

I don't see you

Nor I wish to see you

Anymore

I have shut my heart

To keep myself safe

From the drama of love.

©LR

 The groginess of your voice

Has titillated my senses

How I wish

You had been with me

In bed

Intwined in my flesh

Your turgidity

Drenched in my juices.

©LR

 Those hisssing flames

In your eyes

Kindles my embers

Blinding me

Choking me

In a vortex of desires

I no longer feel anything

Except you

I see myself slipping into death

But there's no escape

From the magnetic spell

Of your smokey eyes.

©LR

 Just be there

Between my legs

Till you devour 

The last traces

Till you suffocate

In my musky waves

Till our neighbours hear me

Moaning in orgasmic bliss

Till they are tortured enough

Till I am burnt

And you spent!

©LR

 Let's wrap some modesty, my lady

And then play 

Nude games

By the window

For the world to relish

And suffer.

©LR

 For the all the fetishness 

I have for navel

In yours

I found my universe

It pulls me in its expanse of desires

And disrobes my core

I suffocate

I try to gulp air

But there's no escape from you

Or maybe I don't want to

For I wish to lay my seeds

In your earth...

Till you are full 

Like the moon.

©LR

 Not so soon baby

Lemme first gauge your power

Before I baptize you

In my sensuous waters!

©LR

 We might not be sharing the same space

But we share the same cosmos

We might not be breathing together

But we inhale the same fragrance of flowers

We might not ever be together

For we are destiny's child

Meant to be tied

Only by the beats of love

Somewhere

Sometimes...

©LR