When you couldn't appreciate

My existence

How will you ever miss

My absence

I found my answers

In your convenient distance

And then silence

Became my solace.

©LR

 I don't know

How to take you out of my head

Or maybe I don't wish to

You lurk in my mind

Like an enigmatic seductress!

©LR

 I have always written what is in me

The woman I have blossomed into

The scars I have engraved in my soul

The experiences which have beautified my being

The desires which keep me simmering

The yearning for love

I have always painted 

Just what I am

What I feel

And I am unapologetic about it

Still you wish to know

More about me?

©LR

 Like fire

You ignite my desires

Staying with me 

Haunting my subconscious

The embers of you

Suffocating my existence

The urge to have you

To course your mystical layers

Has engulfed me

A fervor so consuming

I can't focus on others

You are no ordinary woman, my lady

You are as pristine 

As your words.

©LR

 You have killed it

And I won't continue it

First you became my heartbeat

And then you left me 

Only with beats

You don't hurt me anymore

All that is left of you

Is memories

I have drifted somewhere

Where I find peace

It's healing 

And it will heal

Eventually.

©LR

I could not love you

In pieces

Even if my heart knew

You will shatter me

Into pieces

Still I went ahead

Now that you have conveniently left

I'm trying to collect

My pieces.

©LR

 You and me

Eyes locked

Flesh interlocked

Beats in rhythm

Sweat glittering

Behind the flimsy curtains

As the rays dim

With neighbours listening

Our moans chanting in the air

And the creaking of the chair

You and me

Oblivious

To everything.

©LR

 Every day I waited for you

Every single hour

To complete the tunes of love

You had professed

To win my heart

You did return

Only to prove you didn't betray

And have kept your words

I only heard

For I knew, you will fade

You did

I no longer wait for you

For I have ended the melody of love

By filling myself

In your place.

©LR

 Hickeys, only on my thighs

And nowhere else

For when I walk

The bruises should hurt

The pleasure in that pain

Is my kind of high

Baby!

©LR

 The fire in my eyes

Even the ocean can't quench

And you are a mere mortal.

©LR

 What are you wearing tonight, he texted

Everything you have desired

Yet nothing to purify your eyes, she replied.

©LR

 If I have to steal anything from you

What will it be, he asked

Steal me from life

I am saturated with it, she replied

Steal my breath

With a lingering kiss

If you ever leave

I still feel you

In the moments

We loved

And lived.

©LR

 Either you are there

Or not there

But don't leave me somewhere

Where you are not even there

For I'm left nowhere

Between your oscillating nature.

©LR

 Morning arrived

But not your wishes anymore

You faded eventually

Just like others

What hurts me still

Was your pretence of love

To come closer

And then you drifted

Just like others

Morning arrives

With bruises of memories.

©LR

 

You made me alive

After years

And eventually gave me death

For life.

©LR

 I hope you find someone

Who loves you

More than me

I hope you don't lose her

As you lost me

I hope you face your karma

And realise

Eventually.

©LR

 I will let you do

Whatever you wish to do 

To me

Coz sometimes, I wish to be moulded 

Like wax

In your flames of desire.

©LR

 The dawn

Settling on my skin

Simmers in sin

The mistiness of my core

Will drive away the shadows

But I still wait for you

My love

Let us indulge

In steamy hours.

©LR

I slept with many girls

I loved many women

But none were you

I could never find

Or replace you

Your eyes

Haunt me till date.

©LR

Mark me, she moaned

And he tattooed his lust

On her cheek

Her lips

Her neck

Her shoulder

The places where it can be displayed

Like a peacock

She wanted to flaunt

Her true colours.

©LR

 Parched was my earth

Chaotic my soul

Waiting for just a drop

To quench my thirst

You came...

Glittering my flesh

You caressed me 

Beneath the layers

Igniting my sensual ocean

I cried in ecstasy

When you blended with my juices

And trickled down my flesh

A peacock I became

In the showers of passion.

©LR

 I will kiss you forcefully

Not with your consent

For I wish to taste your parched earth

Till you shower

With nature's glory

I'll keep kissing you.

©LR

 Your navel

Is like quick sand

Gulping everything

Which comes near it's periphery

Your third eye

Blinds me with

Rays of desires

I see myself

In it

Pouring my seeds of lust.

©LR