They all came back to her

One by one

They couldn't substitute her

With any other women

She was fire

But she had withdrawn

Deep into her self

Even if she had burnt for love

And in desire

She channelised her fire 

Into her power

A self sustaining force in herself.

©LR

 

They took turns in raping me

Everyday, every hour

Under the influence of alcohol or drugs

Tied to chains

Without food or water

I couldn't fight back their hunger

Somewhere I was already dead

I simply stretched my legs

When the door opened

Knowing what's gonna unfold

Sometimes anal, sometimes full throttle

I simply did what they told

I had lost all hope

I had withered physically

One day he came with a bottle of alcohol

To perform his ritual

But unable to perform

Frustrated, he slapped me

Till I tasted my own blood

After a while he passed out by my side

Mustering courage I searched him

Finding the key

I unchained myself

It took me minutes to stand

For I had been laying on the bed for months

I broke the bottle

And dug it in his throat

Blood cascaded like a river

I watched him calmly

So cathartic it was to see his passage

I walked out of the door

The sunlight blinding my vision

But with a sense of purpose

I ran

I ran

To no where.

© LR

 I love gazing at you

Making you uncomfortable

While you discuss work with my husband

You are aware of my mischievous intentions

But you don't dare to look

I love having an eyeful of you

Unlike you

When your eyes go astray

When we are alone

Maintaining decorum

In your professional sanctum

Your eyes give away

The cravings 

I feel your stirring desires

But you hesitate

My husband being your boss

And I won't make the move

So that's how our story continues 

Our eyes kindling the fire in our hearts.

©LR

  

I could literally smell her

So close she was to me

Yet so far

I used to wait for her

Every morning by the river bank

On the pretext of catching fish

She used to come when no one around

She didn't want her widowed integrity to defile others

Her only luxury was when she soaked herself

In the virgin waters of Ganges

Unaware of my carnal eyes

Consuming every curve of her chaste flesh

The sight of her chocolaty nipples

The triangular forest of death

And those beefy buttocks

Such a captivating sight, she radiated

I couldn't help, my hand slipped inside my dhoti

Caressing my youthful vigor

After her diurnal indulgence

She draped her meager modesty

And went to the temple

To offer her prayers

The scene of her swinging hips

As she climbed the temple stairs

I used to wonder how can God focus

With such distraction

This continued for months

Till one day, I mustered up the courage

To meet her face to face.

©LR

 

Take some flowers sirji, her syrupy voice

Brought me back to reality

I was lost in my train of thoughts

I looked at her and was dumbstruck

She was soaked to the skin

Her meager saree displayed the magnificence of her voluptuous sensuality

Her nipples pointed at the hidden tales pulsing to be explored

The fullness of her curves accentuated by nature's shower

The sight of her was sumptuously unsettling

She the last thing I wanted to be distracted that very moment

As I had been waiting in the rain for a cab to leave for home

Quivering, she waited for an answer

I have these many flowers left, please buy these for your wife, she coyly said

But my answers were written in my unchaste eyes

Rivulets of sweat I could feel forming on my forehead

Inspite of the torrential rain

I stared at her unable to respond

My heart craving for her luxuriant flesh

My eyes slipped to her pendulous breasts

They were an invitation in itself

She smiled

She knew her spell

Sirji, if you want the nectar with the flower, I can offer you both, she said teasingly

Follow me

And I followed her, in the blinding rain

Blinded by my hedonist rage

We went to dilapidated hut near by

I ripped off the delicate layer of modesty

And latched on to her breasts

She tasted of milk

I devoured her frothing assets

Till I was satiated

The rain had diminished

I gave her some cash which she refused

I lost my baby recently, she blankly said

My breasts get hard

You released my maternal ache

Thank you

Take these flowers for madam ji from my side

Handing me some virgin flowers, she left.

©LR

 

I slept a little more

With you in my dreams

There I loved you

The way I envisaged in reality

Inhaling the fragrance of your tresses

Feeling the luxuriance of your flesh

While you slept safe, in my arms

I tossed a little more in the bed

For I didn't wish to wake up to actuality

You aren't mine

Or will ever be

But I keep dreaming about you

In my solitary space.

©LR

Some stories are meant to be unfinished

And ours was such

Ours was a passage

From flared passion

To being in love

From solemn promises

To verbal warfare

An odyssey of emotions

But we couldn't survive the tumultuous seasons

We got enveloped in its currents

Who was to be blamed

Neither you

Nor I

But some stories are destined to be unfinished

And ours was such.

©LR

You u are the love of an artist

And your are my love

Even though my eyes lure to all the beautiful creations

But you are my celestial perfection

The woman I love to love

An artist can love his art

But when others admire his creation

It doesn't bring torrents upon my heart

Rather I cherish the beauty I have composed

With my distinctive taste for wine.

©LR

 I crave for you

A little more everyday

My love for you deepens further

With every passing day

You have infused a sense of calmness

With your warmth and compassion

I soak in every moment with you

For I fear somewhere I might lose you 

Coz of my fluctuating temperament 

My possesive streak

You endure me during my moments of chaos

Mollifying my fear and insecurities

I feel blessed to have you in this odyssey.

©LR

I slept a little more

With you in my dreams

There I loved you

The way I envisaged in reality

Inhaling the fragrance of your tresses

Feeling the luxuriance of your flesh

While you slept safe, in my arms

I tossed a little more in the bed

For I didn't wish to wake up to actuality

You aren't mine

Or will ever be

But I keep dreaming about you

In my solitary space.

©LR

 

The urge to have sex with you

Becomes so ferocious at times

A veil enshrouds my sense

I look at your pictures on Instagram

And pound the woman from behind

Whether it's the maid

Or the aunty next door

They enjoy my savage intrusion

Unaware, that it's you on my mind

Of all the images, particularly the waist chain on your curvaceous elegance

Drives me insane

Gripping her hair

While holding the waist

I thump

Till I cum

Satiated, she sleeps

While I toss

Fantasizing to make love to you

Someday.

©LR

 

She was my uncle's mistress

Widowed, in her forties

We got introduced during one of the drinking sessions

She wasn't beautiful

But she had her own charm

Her low waist saree gave ample display of her navel

I couldn't help but kept gazing at her navel

Feeling conscious, she adjusted her pallu

I had to leave after a while

I felt tormented

Realising that they both will have sex after my departure

Once, while helping out my uncle in adding a apps

I stole her number

I texted her immediately on some pretext

She messaged with equal fervor

We decided to meet over a few drinks

Only two of us

I made the move

By slithering my hand on her buttery belly

While encircling it over her navel

That lit the fire

Unbuttoning her blouse

I chewed her nipples

She pressed my head against her cleavage

While caressing my buttocks

We had fiery sex

She was tight

Her petals cradled my armor

Like a virgin flower

We met clandestinely on several occasions

Our uncle oblivious to our sexual escapades.

©LR

 Stop, I shouldn't be doing this

Not again with you, she managed to say

They were in the rites of passion 

Kissing, while stripping each other

I can't go through the sagas of ache 

When I make love

I give myself completely

My feelings, my flesh

Unlike you

You only have sex

While I compose it with love

But her expressions belied her statement

He was necking her

His hands fingering her cleft 

She lost herself

Her orgasm building in her like a tidal wave

She let him use her

She wanted him as much

She knew she will regret later

But she gave in to her hunger.

©LR

 To watch you unveil

The virgin you

When taken by someone younger and virile

Than me

Under my watchful eyes

Is my kind of kink

To see you moaning

In rhythm 

When the grooving of bodies

Are entwined in carnal glory

Is my cocaine bliss

To observe your expressions

From passion to ecstasy

When every pore of yours

Is devoured in earthly fury

I see you

The woman I married to.

©LR

 

One day, I will fade into the horizon

I wouldn't bid you adieu

For somewhere we have already sealed that path

Don't shed tears on my grave

Don't wax eloquence about my image

For I won't be there

Your actions and words would be meaningless

Reminisce our golden phase

Of JNU

When I was your anchor

Till you sailed away

To your glittering passage

One day you will realise

And when you do

I will be on the other side.

©LR

The thrill of hunt

Coursed through my blood

When I saw her saunter towards me

Open mouthed, I oogled at her plunging neckline

It displayed the magnificence of her breasts

She was cultured

Yet with smokey sensuality

If she was aware of the aura she radiated

The eyes that envied

She couldn't care less

Collecting myself, I introduced my bearing

She acknowledged with a chilling handshake

Woman, you are volcano, I blabbered

I didn't even where did that come from

Embarrassed, I apologised profusely and left

But my eyes never left her

If she knew, she played ignorant

The party had thinned by then

I still lurked around

As she was about to leave

She called me

Trembling, when I came near her

She asked if I would like to have a lift

Befuddled, I joined luxury ride

Well, you are pretty obvious, she said

And I wouldn't mind if you have a taste of my juices

Which juices, that for you to decide

Like every savage man, I lingered near her breasts

Freeing herself, she cradled me on her lap

I latched on to her breast, suckling and inhaling her feminine fragrance

While she drove the car to nowhere.

©LR

 

Why have you become so silent

You no longer weave

You no longer interact

I feel as if I don't know 'this you' he questioned

Maybe I no longer seek answers

Maybe the chaos within is silenced

Maybe I have realised and accepted life

Maybe I have found solace with self

Maybe I have finally arrived, she remarked.

©LR

 I will let you touch me

Only if you satiate my flesh

Instead of dipping in my ocean depths 

I will let you use me

Only if you are willing to be used as well

To my will

Till every pore of mine

 Is glistening with gems

I will let you

Only if you 

You are capable enough

To my match my prowess

Else pop a viagra

For I know my worth!

©LR

 

If ever there's a misunderstanding between us

We will sort it out

We won't wait to build it up

If either of us is the first to apologise

It won't diminish our egos

Rather we will bury the differences

For there's nothing more significant than saving the relationship

Which took years to cultivate

If ever we have any issues

We will iron it

For there's nothing more powerfully beautiful

Than being there

Accepting each other through the seasons of life.

©LR

 

The strings to my heart

Wrings in agony

When I see you

Playing with your lingerie

A peekaboo of your enchanting forests

Seductively enticing

I try to grab hold of you

But you escape

Swinging your buttocks

I follow you to the balcony

And there you raise your hips

An invitation to invade

Your virgin crevice.

©LR

 

I love my wife, he said

Of course you do, she replied

I don't wish to be unfaithful, he said

I'm not asking you otherwise, she smiled

But, I can't get over you

You haunt me

Your infinite eyes

Your epicurean flesh

I wish you to be my

Companion for vice

You have invaded my thoughts, he confessed

There's no way to get over you

Except to have you

Don't give any explanation or justification for your lascivious desire, she replied

We can indulge...

But you can't get over me

For I will infiltrate your very being

Don't tell me later, I didn't warn you about it

Saying so, she climbed over him.

©LR

 The chaos in me can only be silenced

By your tongue

Saying so

She buried his head

Betwixt her legs

As he plunged deeper into her abyss

A silence echoed in her soul

Nirvana, she achieved!

©LR

  

There were whispers

In the dark

I followed the note

And found myself

In front of is SIL's door

The door was slightly ajar

I saw her posing on all four

I could barely see her

For it was quite dark

But the light filtering from the window

I could see her silhouette

She was moaning softly

I realised she was masturbating

It was a sight to behold

Her hips gyrating

To the rhythm of the vibrator

Her melodious whisper, echoing

I couldn't leave her unfolding

Even though my heart was pounding

I watched

My hand caressing the bulge tightening

I played along with her tempo

Till we were through...

Suddenly she looked back

Our eyes caught

She knew

All along...

©LR

 

Stay, she pleaded

I can't, I have meetings to attend, he smiled

As he drew her closer

Dunno why I feel heavy today, she said

Feels as if something is sinking within

It's just a feeling my love, he replied

I will be back soon

Kissing her on the forehead

As he started leaving, she hugged him from behind

As if it will be the last time

She will see him

And that was the last meeting

He never came

He simply left with questions in the air

She waited...

Answering herself.

©LR

 

I had seen her somewhere

But I couldn't place her where

While she was mentioning the tenant rules and remuneration

My eyes didn't dare to stray

But it seized her well endowed structure

I texted her showing my willingness to stay

But she denied saying she won't keep boys

Damn, my expectations plummeted

Suddenly it dawned

She's the woman

The profile I came across on Insta

I had visited her id earlier

Her fiery spirits in her verses

And her sensual flesh

She was no less than a sorcerces

I texted her again complimenting her writing prowess

Curiosity overtook the better of me

I questioned her age

Considering the way she carried herself

She raised her barriers

Damn, I muttered again and again

If only, I could have been her tenant.

©LR

 

I fell asleep last night

Thinking of you

Dreaming of you

Kissing my mouth

Devouring my breasts

Lost in my forest

While my nails

Dug your flesh

I woke up this morning

With a throbbing ache

Desperate to touch you

To make me alive

Every night

Till twilight.

© LR

 

She the wind

She the fire

His water

Evaporated into ashes

When he penetrated her earth

She bloomed in the forest of love

While he wandered

In the wilderness of lust

She didn't seek him

For she was wrapped in self

But he craved, only her

For she was the inferno

From where he took rebirth.

©LR

 I was his mistress

He came and left

According to his wishes

Sex was a ritualistic indulgence

But it had lost its sheen

Some days he wouldn't come

Feeling listless in the affluence 

I used to venture for life around

It was one of those days

When I met Shyam

On the beach

I was sitting alone

Soaking the sunset

May I join you, he asked

I didn't respond

Many used to approach

Finding me alone

He sat beside me

Minutes passed into hours

With no words spoken

The sound of the waves

Only echoed

I will wait for you, he said

As I started leaving

I came back with a sense of uneasiness

Couldn't figure out the feeling

I didn't go the next day

But my heart felt heavy

As if something was pulling

I ignored and continued

In my space

Next time, when I strolled to the beach

To fade into the sunset

I found him there

Same spot

Intrigued, I sat beside him

I have been waiting for you since days, he said

I didn't reply

We kept sitting till the moon whispered from the skies

As I was leaving

He asked, what's your name

Meera, I replied

From that day onwards

We faded into the horizon 

With not a word spoken

It was like I found my Shyam

And he founded his Meera

A cosmic intervention of souls.

©LR

 

I let him use me

There was no love between us

Pure lust

My thirst

And his hunger

So finally we met

He started shivering

For he felt intimidated

Which was the usual case

They all said "you have that aura which intimidates"

So we started the play

Neither of us expecting

But what started as a casual encounter

Was a revelation in itself

He filled me

The volcano which had become redundant, for ages

The ashes between my legs

Soaked the mattress

We went on for hours

My legs, trembling in the air

I was completely spent

I could barely walk

For days

We met several times

Every episode was exhilarating

I let him use me

For I wanted to be used

In flesh.

©LR

  

Those few errant strands

Glued to her salty flesh

Mesmerized my sense

Like a moth to fire

I went closer to her

And licked her neck

What the...startled she hit me on the face

The slap further fuelled my rage

Pinning her on the steel table

Spreading her legs

I inserted myself

And chewed her neck

The cacophony of the crockery

The clash of the utensils

The heat of the kitchen

Didn't matter

As the food burnt somewhere

As the customers waited for their order

I ate her

Till satiated.

©LR

 

As he cradled her neck

Over the balcony railing

With civilisation streaming beneath her

She kept fading in and out

Was it the marijuana

Or the erotic asphyxiation

The ecstasy she achieved

Was beyond orgasmic

She felt light

Drained

Her knees buckled

He laid her on the patio

Beneath the starry lights of the skies

Above the illumination of mankind

He went between her thighs

And that's when

She lost herself

Completely.

©LR

 

That woman haunts me like none, he confessed to his wife

Why do you say so

When you have been with many women, his wife asked

She's no ordinary woman, he replied

You have to read her

To realise her fire

You have to see her

To feel her sensual prowess

A thirst, difficult to be quenched

Maybe she is aware of my feelings

But we both are tied by social threads

I try to get over her

When I make love to you

Visualising her face

But she blurs my passion

To ashes

That woman

Disturbs my existence!

©LR

 

I have millions of reason

To let you back in my life

Still I reason out the reasoning

Of not letting you back

For the agonizing pain

I have been

I have inked every moment we composed

In every season

And those words

Haunt me

Not to get swayed away again

In your treacherous waters.

©LR

 

Why do your eyes slip to my chest

While we converse

Why do you lag behind

While we walk

I know you check out my curves

Why do you maintain dignified distance

When we both are agitated

With lascivious urge

Still, I won't make the move

I will leave it to you

To thread your youthful candour

To my simmering fire.

©LR

 She was my portrait for the day

If anything

I couldn't concentrate

She wasn't the first nude 

I had to work upon

But she was indisputably

The first woman who was sheer art

From those wavy tresses

Caressing her earthy flesh

To those ripe mangoes 

Embellishing her curvy waist

She was a muse par excellence

She was aware of her magnetic spell

Yet she posed

As I tried to paint her in red

But my hands trembled

Frustrated, I told her

I can't do justice to your form

She simply smiled

And said, inhale the fragrance I disseminate 

From the aroma of my hair

To the nectar of my breasts

Plunge in the secrecy of my navel

And inhale the aroma of my mystical forests

Inhale

Inhale my boy

Till you smell of nothing else

But me

Only then you can essay my essence 

©LR

 

There are nights

When I wish to be

By your side

Feeling your beats against mine

Soaking your being into mine

There are nights

When I see the stars

In your eyes

Till the birds croon of twilight

There are nights

When I don't make love to you

But find love

In being with you.

©LR

 

She asked me "are you lonely"

I smiled and replied

I have the company of self

Where I celebrate my being

In solitudinal distance

It helps me retain my semblance

Besides, loneliness is a state of mind

Sometimes, in the chaos of voices

I find lost in that incessant chatter of perceptions

I try to probe the meanings

And significance of one's existence

For that I chosen the company of self.

©LR

 

The moon desired to get marked

Whether crescent

Or in bloom

She was high

Always was

Before her monthly rites

When her hormones rage

Enough to distract a cogitating sage

She decided she has to find a prey

Someone

Somewhere

And then he crossed her path

She could feel his eyes

Prying on her

Not now she thought

I will take him, in leisure

At the twilight hour

She knocked on his door

Sleepy and groggy as he opened his abode

I need to be marked

Saying so she pushed him on the chair

Sitting cross legged

She lowered her dress

Bite me till I hurt, she commanded

I can't do that ma'am, he pleaded

I know you have your eyes caress my flesh, she whispered

I am not asking for sex

I simply yearn to be tattooed

On my breasts

With that she pulled him towards her chest

To resist her

Was impossible

So he feasted on her breasts

As her husband was snoring downstairs

He painted her glorious flesh

Till she was beautified in his lust

She left her tenant

Throbbing for more...

©LR

 

I am tired of understanding

Sometimes, I wish to be understood as well

The distance I seek

The silence I speak

In life's chaotic waves

So much of me is gone

So much of me still left

But when I look in the mirror

All I find is

Scars

And emptiness.

©LR

 

So cold you have become, he remarked

Well, that's the fruit of your seasonal love

The metamorphosis from the spring of love

To the wintry drape

Found itself drenched in monsoon solace

Where I washed away

Residues of your love

Now that I have shielded myself with icy winds

You complain of my icy disposition!

©LR