Acceptance

Of what was

Acceptance

Of what is

Wasn't easy

Still I had to let go of you

While you continued with your prosperity

I was stuck up in a shell of memories

So, I collected my pieces

And liberated myself 

From your pretence of love.

©LR

The poems I have written

For us

And the poems I still write

If only

It were

Still us.

©LR

 Can I borrow your husband for the night, I asked upfront to his wife

Dumbfounded, speechless she stared at me

Well the way your husband is checking me out throughout the evening

I thought of checking his worth 

Will be smooth in penetrating 

Or drinking my musky juices

I want to estimate his power in bed 

She looked at me and her husband 

Her husband's countenance turned pale 

I left them there

Carrying my glass of wine and cigarette.

©LR

 I don't have to go far 

To search you again 

Coz you never left my heart

If it would have been just lust

You would have faded in the horizon 

But its my love for you

So you will remain forever

The last episode

©LR

 

He was different from the rest

For all that he craved

Was to view my navel

As I laid on the bed

He cast aside the pallu

Your navel, its sensual, he whispered

May I kiss the landscape of the centre of gravity

Before I plunge in your navel

I simply nodded

For I wasn't sure what he desired

Gingerly, he kissed the contours of my structure

Without touching me

The tingling sensation he aroused with his art

I twisted in pleasure

Gradually he focused his attention on my third eye

Plunging in the abyss

Of my being

The ecstasy I achieved

Trickled down my legs

I clutched the pillow

Stuffing my agonizing cries

He continued

Till he was satiated

This my lady

Is a signature of my admiration

For the sexuality you radiate

From the centre of your universe!

©LR

 You have the body of a woman 

And sexual drive of mine in it

You don't say or brag 

But I feel it in my bones

Even if we haven't met till date

Your prowess is layered 

Unlike other women I have bedded

For you sex is art

Each stroke depicting a distinct shade 

The act is a rites de passage for you

Taking you higher to a spiritual cosmos 

You take your time

And I know the act of prolonging 

Till you are there 

With me

Climaxing

You are no ordinary woman 

I already sense it

Sex with you

Will be cosmic salvation.

©LR

 You are a passionate soul

In terms of love 

And intimacy 

No one can even come closer

To the aura you carry

You are a mirage 

A haunting dream

An unquenchable craving 

Men like me

Get sucked into your vortex of desires

You love fiercely 

And make love 

With complementing intensity 

A man of providence 

Might touch your flesh

But he can never touch your depth

You are more than curves and edges

You are a work of masterpiece

Mortals like me

Visualise you

A forever muse.

©LR

 You and I

Will remain an unfinished story

A story, whose genesis universe conspired 

A story, whose fructification is destined

You and I

Amidst our high and low tides

Treading and weaving our feelings 

Regardless of the distance

Will forever remain an unfinished story 

Maybe that's how it was meant to be. 

©LR

 I hate it when we fight over trivias 

If we would have been together

I would have tied you

And made love to you

A deep passionate love making

Looking into your eyes

Plunging into your depths

Slowly, very slow

Registering every expression of yours

The jiggling of your breasts

In consonance with my thrusts

The arch of your waist

The flurry of your breath 

As I shove my circumference 

I would always prefer fighting with you

On the bed.

©LR

 

Ohh no, you can't close your eyes

I want to see the wave of emotions

That surge in your eyes

When I latch your thighs on my shoulder

I want to lock my eyes with yours

When your juices cascade on my legs

As my phallus explores your oceanic depths

More than your sumptuous flesh

It's your hypnotic eyes

That I wish see

And feel...

©LR

 Scattered tresses 

And some matted on your salty flesh

Your boobs dangling on my face

The sound of your jumps 

On my erect circumference

With your musky juices 

Coating my phallus 

Your eyes rolled up in ecstasy 

That's how I visualise you, my lady.

©LR

 I'll make you strut all over the room, naked

While I lie on the bed in my birthday suit 

Caressing my erection 

You will do whatever I command

All that you will drape 

Is your Naigara fall tresses 

I want to imprint each of your seductive moves 

When your boobies bounce 

Playing hide and seek behind your tresses 

When your buxom derriere wiggle 

With your gait

I would love to see you blushing 

As I frame your character in elements 

In the core of my heart

 

But the sight of your luxuriant forests 

That's when I will drag you to bed. 

©LR

There are times when I lose the count of men

I entertain every night

I just spread my legs

For them to indulge

Anal was restricted

So was kissing

Some did latch on to my breasts

To quench their maternal thirst

Money kept flowing

Body deadened with every reckless touch

Sometimes I didn't feel what trickled between my legs

Barren became my universe

The heart roared to escape

But I continued

Coz there were empty mouths

Waiting...

©LR

 I will ensure you will smell like me

When you leave the party, he whispered in her ears

How do you propose to do that, she laughed 

They were at the Diwali party

Amidst the clinking of glasses

And chaotic banter

He found her in a desolate corner

Her curvy back in glittering saree

In enveloping darkness 

Was an unmistakable lure

They were strangers of the night

He hitting her, didn't shock her

Her feminine energy attracted 

She knew that

He came close to her

Their breath colliding 

Their heart beats resonating 

Sliding his fingers beneath her saree

He opened her fissure 

She welcomed him 

By lifting one of her legs on the chair

He went slow...very slow

Gingerly, in rthymic motions

The squishy sound of her juices

And breathless moans 

Only they heard

Taking out his fingers 

He smeared it on her neck and chest

And licked her sloppyly 

Ecstatic, she found his boner 

Unzipping she went down between his legs

And seized his core

He came within seconds 

On her breasts

She didn't tidy herself

For it wanted to carry his fragrance 

They were strangers of the night. 

©LR

Neither of them needed each other

But still they met

While she had embraced herself

He was content with gratifying his virile flesh 

The disparity in their age

Separated by states

Didn't hinder their attachment

From late night conversations

Till the grogginess of the twilight 

They found their sacred space 

Even if their cravings for carnal indulgence overwhelmed

They found solace in the hope of someday

He treasured her intimate images

While she garnished his words with ardour 

They continued...

Was it love?

©LR

 Intimacy 

When silent becomes the flesh

Only our beats resonate 

Legs intertwined

Your breasts crushed on mine 

With your blooming flower

And my flaccid member

Only the heart whispers of love. 

©LR

 The pain was excruciating 

Ripping my senses

But still I pushed myself to the edge 

It hurt coz he was huge

Felt as if he touched my core

Somewhere, where none had before

He held my waist, gingerly 

Lifting and swaying me

But it hurt like hell

I clung to him with all my might

The reflection in the mirror

Was testimony to my liberating tears

He caressed my back 

Kissing my ears

Assuring...he was there 

For me

Till I came 

In orgasmic outbursts.

©LR

 You thrive on emotions 

That's what excites me

More than my intense craving for you

You aren't extra ordinary 

You aren't even ordinary 

For there's layers of depth in you

The emotions which are dead 

I wish to revive everything in you

To touch

Feel 

And relish your very core.

©LR

 The day we meet 

We will embrace each other

With a lingering kiss 

We would not kiss 

Just for the sake of kissing 

Or to make love

We will kiss each other's essence

The way we have longed for each other 

We will collide

Like stars

Probing and plunging deeper 

In our black hole of love. 

©LR

Your eyes

Touch me

More than my hands would

Touch you

My hands will slither on your luxuriance

But your eyes have a mystical brilliance

Which seizes my being

How I wish to make love to your eyes

Touching the very core of your essence.

©LR

 

The language didn't act as a barrier between us

When our eyes made the contact

She was in awe of my city bearing

I had travelled to my friend's village for his wedding

She was his sister in law

Petite yet garrulous

Even if our communication was ludicrous

Her eyes gave it away

And I got carried by my male instinct

Everyone had retired for the night

And I was fast asleep on the bed

Suddenly to be woken

By a presence beside me

It was her

Cradling by me

My arms on her waist

My face on her neck

Bewildered, I could barely breath

The fragrance of her femininity

Was so intoxicating

I stayed rooted, holding her

As the dawn set in

She woke up

Tied her hair

And left

Assuming me to be asleep

And without realising

I had been awake for hours

Holding and feeling her.

©LR

 She knew what was on my mind

As I kept inhaling her sweaty fragrance

In the bus ambience 

She was my tour guide

Every time we deboarded for sight seeing 

I followed her closely

Sometimes grazing my hands 

Sometimes breathing on her neck

She responded 

By sitting beside me

I caressed her thighs 

Slowly slipping my hands in her skirt 

Fingering her petals 

She started getting breathless 

I signalled her to the rear seat of the bus

Since the evening tide had cast it's spell

Most of the tourists were resting 

Unzipping my shorts 

I slipped her on my member

Holding her waist

I made her sit on me

The bustle of the bus 

And the soothing zephyr 

Made it easier for us

Was she sexy, no

Rather I was horny

And she quenched my rage.

©LR

 Just be submissive 

I will dominate 

I know you aren't in form 

You have chosen to be celibate for years

You doubt your prowess in bed

Sex with you, might be modest 

But your flesh isn't my only lure

It's your essence that I crave to touch 

The woman I have fervently desired for years

The ecstasy I will achieve 

When I look into your hypnotic eyes

As I lay my seed in your earth

Will be framed in my heart forever. 

©LR

 The twinkling of her anklets 

Annouced her arrival 

I waited with baited breath in my room

I knew she would take time to come to my room

Which agitated me further

Finally when she came to clean my room

I was all let to have a glimpse of her jewels

Being a mother of four

She wasn't firm 

Her pendulous breasts 

 With her sagging belly, still I enjoyed watching 

It gave my brimming adolescence an erection 

Her breasts swayed 

And butt jiggled when she mopped the floor 

My tent had reached it's peak under the blanket

Caressing myself as I watched her

I released 

As she remained oblivious to my juvenile interests. 

© LR

 To me, you represent the epitome of feminine grace

Starting from the waves of your tresses 

To the swell of your pendulous breasts

Or the dent from your shoulder 

To your curvaceous waist

Everything about you is unsettlingly treacherous

Enough to give me a drooling leaking erection

And I relish the effect you have on me

In spite of the gnawing distance 

You are one hell of a woman 

Prolific in thoughts and words

Subtly erotic in pictures

Yet piercing my semblance.

©LR

 You are mine

He roared 

As he thrust deeper

Into her

Cradling her on his hips

Pulling her hair with his fist

You are only mine

Even if you are chained to someone else

Even if your nights are shared

You are mine

In flesh

And spirits

And there's no two way about it!

©LR

Legs intertwined

Against his sinewy frame

I clung to him

Chanting his name

Cradling me on his waist

He locked me 

With in his power 

Careful honey, we might slip, I managed to say

Against the thudding beats

Of our frenzied love

He pushed me against the bath tub

And entered from rear

Holding my breasts for support

I looked at our reflection in the mirror

Like animals we indulged

In a barbaric display 

The sound of his trumpet

Wasn't the ending

For he pushed me in the bathtub

And went between my legs.

©LR

The tea became cold

For we were frothing

At the mouth

Flesh entwined

Seeds getting sown

As the tea became cold

Performing our daily ablution

Before we started our day

Our daily dose of stimulant.

©LR

 With my cum

Dripping from your expectant lips

Sliding your neck

Coursing across your cleavage

And finding it's way

To your navel

That will be a sight

If only...

©LR

 I love the feeling

When you grow in my hands

From a flaccid being

You emerge with vitality and virility 

I love the power 

I yield over you

Only with the touch of my hands.

©LR

 I always preferred MILFs

Over girls

For they were seasoned 

Their desires fulfilled my youthful rage

It was one of those sultry noons 

When I saw her walking

Lugging her bag

The pendulum swaying of her waist

The heaving of her pendulous breasts 

Her blouse drenched in sweat 

Was enough for my quest 

I approached her "auntie may I help you"

She looked at me lost 

In which direction are heading

Lemme drop you, I have a bike

She nodded...

Maybe the heat had taken over her

She sat on my bike

Her breasts literally plastered on my back

I got the cue...

We reached her home

She invited me to come in for water 

As she bent down to put the glass 

I got a glimpse of her cleavage

She caught me and smiled

And then there was no looking back

Pulling off her saree

Shredding her soaked blouse 

I latched on to her salty breasts 

Placing her on the couch 

I went down between her legs

Ahh, those agonizing moans

Were music to my ears

She insisted on performing BJ

But I refrained her

Some other day, I thought to myself

I continued with my art 

Satiated I left 

Only to return when her husband was away. 

©LR

 The degree of intimacy we shared

Was unparalleled 

You cushioned me in your heart

I swelled in lust

But you doused my fire 

With your ever brimming love

I ached to touch you 

Feel your luxuriance 

But kissed my heart

Marking me forever 

You aren't another flesh

You are nature 

Making love to you

Won't be the same with any other. 

©LR

 Why do your petals still look like a virgin

At your age, it should be blooming, he asked

Well, after maintaining years of celibacy 

It shriveled, I answered 

It will bloom when you use your lips to explore my oceanic depths 

Or I seize your circumference

And graze myself. 

©LR

 I didn't apply any lipstick 

When I met him

Coz I knew it would be wiped off 

With his smothering kisses

I didn't wear makeup

For I knew the radiance on my face

After our passionate outburst 

I did apply sindoor though 

For I wanted it to be smeared off 

A signature of my amorous indulgence 

With someone younger.

©LR

A kiss on that mark

Where you have a vaccine mark etched 

Slithering from there to above

Where the forests becomes dense 

I will snake my way leisurely 

Leaving a trail of hickeys all over

You arch in anticipation as I reach your volcanic core 

But I spill my ashes 

Near your gateway 

As my offering to the goddess.

©LR

 

Why do I love you

When there's no future between us

I love you

For I can't do without love

The purity of the emotion is embedded within

Even if my heart has been broken into smithereens

My love for you has the virtue of a mother

The passion of a lover

And the continuity of a river

My love for you will remain

Regardless of your reciprocation

Coz my love for you

Is a reflection of me.

©LR

 Each night

A new lesson 

In a different setting

Each night

A distinct skill 

You will be indoctrinated

Each night

A different man 

You will be catering

Each night 

You will obey my commands

Else the punishment will be signatured on your flesh. 

©LR

More than the craving of having sex with you

Is the overwhelming desire

To watch you

When you are in the throes of passion

With another man

If I indulge with you

I'll be engulfed in your prowess

Missing out the expressions of a lioness

You are not just a poet

You are poetry in motion

I wish to capture every move of yours

Every breath you inhale in ecstasy

Every breath you exhale in orgasmic glory

You are no ordinary woman, my lady.

©LR

 One look at her husband 

And I knew, what I was going to encounter

The undercurrents between us

Had been germinating for sometime

We lived in the same apartment 

Bumping into each other at the gym was regular

The way she checked me out

I knew...

During one such encounter 

I approached her on the pretext of taking her husband's number to discuss certain issues

Her husband was holding the post of secretary 

She shared

And I called the same evening 

It wasn't his 

Rather her's 

She asked me to visit her the next day

I carried a packet of condoms 

Knowing what's in store

She was in her nightie

When I visited her during afternoon hours 

'Show me' she said bluntly 

What? I asked innocently

The length and size of your power, she replied 

I ripped her nightie

As she slipped her hands inside my shorts 

Kissing passionately as I reached out for the condom 

रहने दो

ऑपरेशन करवा लिया है, she said 

We went to her marital sanctum 

Where she lay on her fours 

She wanted to be taken like that

And I didn't disappoint her

We continued for hours 

Days and almost a week

Whenever her husband wasn't there. 

©LR

 

How profound is your navel

I wonder if it can cradle the entirety

Of my passionate outburst

I wish to cum on your earth

To see if it can soak my seeds

Or will it trickle between your legs

Into your enchanted forests

Your third eye is my universe lady.

©LR

 She never confessed her love for him 

For she feared she would lose him

She knew he was commitment-phobic

A drifter...

So she kept her feelings layered

But he knew 

He had been knowing all the while

She never said the unsaid 

He never questioned 

It was the unwritten 

Unspoken emotions 

Between them 

And that's how they remained 

As a couple 

In their virtual universe.

©LR

Do you hear that lad, she said

What, he asked 

The silence between us, she replied 

It's loaded with meanings 

Our flesh has become silent

But not our intense feelings

This might be our first and last meeting 

You will fly back to the river that flows by your field 

And I will remain by the shores of memories 

You and I were destiny's child

And the universe conspired for us to meet

The fire of the lure might have extinguished 

But the silence of the ashes

Will remain for years to come

Atleast for me

Feel this silence between us

For you won't find it anywhere else, my boy she concluded chokingly.

©LR

 The realisation that I won't be able to see you 

To feel you again 

Rips my soul

I know you aren't mine

You are drifter in spirits and deeds

Who saunters in the lanes of carnality 

Laying his seeds

Still I will hold on to the memories of our indulgence

Leave me a layer of yours

As a parting gift

I will soak in your fragrance

Feeling you, around me

Always.

©LR

 Little did I know

You will leave me midway

Everything I have

But you, not there

You simply left

Without thinking about the consequences

You shouldn't have

For we had few more paths to tread

All that I have now

Is ashes

Of your memories

And with that

I will carry forward your legacy.

©LR

 Sometimes I even hear your silence 

When your mind is chaotic 

You withdraw into solitude 

Ruminating...

I give you the space 

Even though I want to assure you of my presence

I understand the cycles of the moon 

Disturbs your semblance 

Your body swells 

You still look beautiful

I want you as much as I crave for you any other day

But I merely hug you with assurance

Waiting...

For you to emerge from your cocoon.

©LR

I want you in the most indulgent way

I want your heart to breathe in sync with mine

Your touch caressing me back to life

Your sweat glistening my sensual being

I want you

Only you

I don't get envious with your sexual escapades

I don't crave for your attention

But still I want to be with you

Why

© LR