I'm married, she pointed out

I know

That's what makes you more desirable, I replied

I was at my friend's party

Strangers

But she caught my eye

And I caught her's

The eyes played the car and mouse symphony

I followed her wherever she went

Finally I butted in

And introduced myself

I would like to undrape those layers

Which enhances your sensuality, I told brazenly

She looked at me haughtily

Inbetween sipping her drinks

I'm married, that's when she said

That serves my purpose, I replied looking into her eye

We left the party and went to an empty room

Ripping each other's layers

We had a quickie

Mama where are you?

It's time to cut the cake

Hastily draping her layers 

She went out

Only then I realised

She was my friend's wife.

©LR

 

Of satin sheets

And sunset 

Of nude bodies

And rabid desires

In the lap of paradise 

But heaven betwixt each other's legs

As the breeze caresses our salty essence

The aroma of our musk hangs in the air

We explore each other in the most potent way

Nature stands still

Witnessing our intimate moments

The birds chirping somewhere for the final call

The waves of the sea dwindling 

Still we continue

Of satin sheets

Till twilight.

©LR

 Why do I still believe in love

After giving so much love

In my search for love.

©LR

 I slither the soap on my flesh

Visualising you

I caress it on my breasts

Imagining you 

Touching me tenderness

I snake it down towards my forests

Inserting it betwixt my clitoris 

And swipe it up and down

Till I shudder with euphoric juices 

Visualising you 

©LR

She was in the last days of her periods

But I didn't have that patience to wait

With the swell of her breasts

And bloated belly

She looked luscious

She was our maid

She used to wear flimsy sarees

Without blouse

As they belonged to the lower caste

Being Zamindars, we had to maintain distance from them

But I seduced her to bed

With honeyed talks and a sack of rice

I knew she was on her periods

But I couldn't resist myself

Grabbing her from behind

Stifling her mouth

I carried her to the storeroom

Since no one was in the house

I became audacious

बाबू आज नहीं, she pleaded

I ripped off her saree

And marauded her tender breasts

So ripe were they

Raising her petticoat

I penetrated

Initially she resisted

But then she gave in

Maybe she got the feel of sexual ecstasy

During her periods

The spill of blood on the floor

Was testimony of our ravenous indulgence

From then on

We ensured to have sex during her periods.

©LR

 I knew, you will be thirsty

So better way to quench your thirst

Than soaking you

In my pool of desires.

©LR

 I can't have sex with you

Rather I don't wish to 

For all that I seek

And wish to give is love

The virtue of all emotions 

You had sex in abundance 

I will touch you with love

With tears in my heart

With silent prayers from my soul 

For your well being

Coz that's all I am capable of giving

Love

©LR

 Of all the girls I slept with

She made me diffuse

We were in the middle of sex

More than her passionate moans 

It was her incessant chatter 

Chanting my name

To cum inside her

Filling her hunger 

Simply put me off

I started diffusing 

I spanked her as a warning to stop

But she seemed possessed 

Unable to concentrate 

I clutched her head 

And her gagged her with my raging member

She choked on my size 

But she needed to be punished

To learn her lessons for future discourse.

©LR

 It wasn't the overwhelming fragrance of mogra 

Adorning her hair

It wasn't' the sight of her curvaceous waist

That kindled my fire 

It was the peekaboo of her white bra

On her black blouse

Which ignited my senses

The flimsiness of the fabric couldn't camouflage the contradiction of her shades

We were standing in a queue at the grocery counter 

Stealthily I raised my hand to touch her

I missed the opportunity as she moved forward

It was one my closest call from being a molester.

©LR

 You take me there

Where I don't wish to be ever again 

Not with your exalted words 

Not with your promising touch 

Even if my heart whispers something else

Even if my flesh simmers by your mere presence 

You take me there

Where I fervently wish to be

Where my being will luxuriate in fiery indulgence 

But I don't want to be there again 

Not with you

Not with anyone else

I don't wish to be another woman 

I don't wish to ache in lifelong lingering pain. 

©LR

 

Was it the alcohol

Or the heat of the moment

For when she came between me

And the freezer

Grazing her derriere on my crotch

I was shocked at her nerve

She didn't move

Gathering my senses

I caressed the chilled beer on her flesh

A soft sigh escaped her lips

Turning her towards me

I stripped her of her shirt

She was sweaty

But the mild fragrance she was wearing

Was intoxicating

We kissed passionately

I went down on my knees

And performed cunninglingus

Her stuffed moans were music to my ears

Then she took me

But the muted sound of the door closing

Made us stop

Maintaining decorum

We parted

It didn't matter

It was my home setting

She being my wife's friend!

©LR

 It won't hurt this time

Unlike last time

You were supposedly mine

And I was your forever muse then

It won't hurt anymore rather 

For with every experience

I withdrew further

Into self

Till I found solace in emptiness.

©LR

 Sometimes the feeling of barreness overwhelms me 

Feelings of love and passion 

Seems to have faded into the horizon

All that remains is words

Words that heals my existential silence 

Words which exhilarates souls

Words which calms the chaos

I realise I still have the power

To captivate 

To give life to love and lust 

If not mine

But for others.

©LR

 As I walk the memory lane, nude

I see so many souls 

Desiring to have my flesh 

They go lengths

Some with their lofty words

Some with youthful vigour 

And some with their seemingly distinguished presence

Their purpose remains the same

Just a piece of my flesh

To caress their male pride

I view these empty souls with disdain

Where is the sanctity of feelings

Where is grace in their thirst 

A few jerks 

And they are done 

The male pride rests for a while

But rises again

For another nubile or seasoned deer

I saunter the memory lane in solitude

I see scavengers all around me

Ready to pounce on any

I remain oblivious 

For I am towards the end of my journey.

©LR

 Those eyes

Haunted me for the rest of my life

I was sauntering in the red light area, aimlessly 

The whistles and the cat calls 

The grazing of hands

I ignored 

Then I saw her eyes

So powerfully innocent were they

She was looking at me from a semi closed window

I stood still and kept staring at her

The purity of her smile

Seized my being

She must be barely twelve 

We kept looking at each other

बाबू मोशाय वो चाहिए क्या, the middle man knudged me

I gave him a shallow look

Words ceased 

My mind battled with the realisation 

What was in store for her 

Choked with emotions 

I walked away from there

But her eyes

Plagues me till date. 

©LR

 Of all the frames 

I visualise making love to you

You dressed like woman saints

Who discard modest layers 

Your cascading waves

Draping your pendulous breasts 

You riding me

Oblivious to the worldly chaos 

Chanting my name

In reverence to my member 

In your temple of Venus

You seething 

I squirming beneath you

I see you as a powerful force

Conquering not just my thirst 

But only yours.

©LR

 What will be her moans like

I always wondered 

The woman I fiercely desired

Eventually we met

When the universe conspired 

The urge to penetrate instantly was overwhelming 

But her soulful eyes seized my being

I lingered by her ears

Inhaling the fragrance of her dense waves

As I stripped her

The sensuous ripples of her flesh was breathtaking

I nourished every curve of her's

The rise and fall of her hips

Intensified my urge

Her juices were flowing lavishly 

By the time I reached her flower 

I knew I would have to be gentle 

As she remained barren for years

She gasped when I slid inside her

With every thrust 

She flushed a shade deeper

Tears of ecstasy swelled in those beautific eyes

She didn't moan 

She cried...

Agonizing and heart wrenching cries of liberation 

©LR

 I keep coming back to you

If not in reality

But in dreams

Those itself so surreal

I feel your fiery being

Searing my flesh

The ashes between my legs

Is a testimony of your effect

On me.

©LR

 Fierce waves of wanting

Sweeps over my flesh

How I wish

It was my tongue

Stroking your curves 

As my hard smoothness

Of male nudity

Wiggles on your back cleavage

You gasp in pleasure

While I maraud your breasts

I celebrate you my woman

As you weave poetic utterances.

©LR

 If only you would have seen me

Through your eyes

Instead of other's perception

You would have realised

What you have had 

You lost me gradually 

Over the years

With your callouseness to my existence 

Never valuing my worth

All that I wished for was for some love

Was that too much to ask

I loved you when you were nothing 

Now you have everything 

Except me

You lost me

And I earned myself.

©LR

 

I know, there will be many others after me

But after you

There will be none

For me it's emotional connect

For you it's sexual gratification

So don't take me in that path again

For I don't get over easily from a relation

I value the bonding we cultivated

I cherish the moment we spent

I am content with you being the last chapter

Even if we have never met

Don't take me on a ride in that path again

I have nothing

But emotions to survive upon.

©LR

 

What was that, she asked

When she was done

After I performed cunninglingus on her

I was stupefied with her query

Yet, I explained

That was divine, she cooed

The way you relished down there

I was floating

The glow on her face

Reflected the ecstasy

She was a married virgin

She never experienced anything other than missionary

With her husband

She was restless

For penetration

But don't come inside, she requested

I wish you ejaculate

On my navel

I did after a few strokes

Inside her ocean

That feels warm, she exclaimed

I smiled at her innocence

For she was the married virgin!

I ever encountered.

©LR

 

I don't know

Where to find you, anymore

Or maybe I don't want to find you

Anymore.

©LR

 There's a place within me

Where its dark

Brimming with memories of past

A part of me

Died there

I no longer visit that place

For I am at peace

Where I am now

Serenely built on

Graveyard of memories.

©LR

 

Why is my heart so silent, tonight

Coz I have emptied all my emotions

As I sit by the window of life

Ruminating over the years

Yearning for love

And passionate touch

But all that I experienced was

Facade of feelings

From each soul I came across

Was I not enough, I questioned myself

Why can't people accept my being

Am I lacking

The answers were haunting

It wasn't me

It was them

Their duplicity

In the garb of love

Just to have a piece of flesh of me

Gradually I embraced solitude realising

No one was worthy enough

The silence within echoes

My heart is racing

But I can't hear the beats

Something in me has died.

©LR

 

The poems I have written

For us

And the poems I still write

If only

It were

Still us.

©LR

 

The path she treaded

Was soiled with blood

No one knew her story

Yet, she chose to drape the color

To camouflage the pain

Layered in her

No one knew her story

She didn't wish the world to decipher

For ultimately

It became her color.

©LR

 I'm planning to keep you

All to myself for a while, he said

How long is that while, she laughingly asked

For seasons, he replied

Not till death do us apart

For I lust for life

With you

You have infused my being

With emotions which I have missed all these years

I want you for my selfish interest

I won't say the cliched lines

You are the world to me

But I wish to build my world around you

I won't promise you anything

But would ensure you a secured garland

As long as I live

Be with me

As long as we are destined to be, my love.

©LR

 All I desire is you

In me

The feeling of you

Touching my core

When I envelop you cross legged

Your throbbing meat

My welcoming heat

And we remain intertwined

Beyond space and time

In our carnal glory

Celebrating our symphony of our being.

©LR

 Your power dressing

My lady

Is more destructive

Than the arsenals

Hits the target

Without much efforts

And the ache

Lingers for lifetime.

©LR

Every time I drive her somewhere

It becomes difficult to concentrate

She sits in the front seat

So close...

Her sophisticated aura

Her body fragrance

Engulfs my being

I look at her sideways

I oogle at her waist from behind

I fantasized about her figure

If she could feel my penetrative face

She didn't display

That night I had the opportunity to chaperone her to a party

Draped in a flimsy saree

Her figure was outlined by her backless blouse

Tied with strings

As she was about to get down

She sensed few strings were loose

She fiddled with the strings 

But couldn't tie the last one

Can you please tie the last one, she said casually

Stunned, with sweaty palms

I tied the last one

The spine chilling feeling

When I touched her flesh

It was like divine death

She thanked me and smiled

The smile of vengeance

She knew all the while...

©LR