Those cascading tresses of yours
Arouse the beast in me
How I wish you braid them in hands 
While you kneel before me
Offering your willingness to be used 
As my slave

I tighten my grip around your tresses
To use them as my reigns
To control you
To guide you
While you worship my phallus.

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The fantasy of you reading out your erotic poetry

While my fingers trace the curves of your sinuous flesh 

As I inhale the fragrance of your midnight waves

The thought of your bosom on my brawny chest 

Heaving with my luxuriant touch

That's all I want

My lady.

©LR

 Between you and me
The defined space 
The pregnant silence 
And the raging ache
The infinite longing...
And it's still beautiful. 
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Why can't you love me back

When you know love is all that I have for you, he asked in his boyish simplicity 

I don't believe in love, I replied

Have you ever fallen in love, he questioned

Many times, I responded 

Then why don't you believe in my love, he argued 

Love came to me in phases 

Sometimes it seemed mutual 

Sometimes it was one sided 

But it left a gnawing ache 

When expectations weren't met 

And I was left stranded 

Alone 

Questioning myself 

That's when I decided I was done

And shielded myself from love, I finally reasoned 

He kept quiet for a while

And said even if you don't respond to my feelings

I will keep loving you not for eternity 

But as long as the pain of not having you resonates.

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 I want to push my phallus down your throat
Till you choke 
Drenching me with your saliva 

And then I will glide it on your cheeks
Drawing a line from your neck
To your navel 
And if my pen gets dry in the process 
I will again dip it in your orifice 
And write all over you
With your musky juices. 
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 What will you prefer tonight, my boyfriend asked

The mandatory, I replied 

Why, he questioned raising his eyebrows 

It's been a while, I have had my training 
I have been rebellious
I have had my ways with others
I  need to be disciplined  
To be tamed as a subservient, I reasoned

 
Fine with me, he said 
My hands were also itching to smack your butt cheeks
The tinge of purplish shade on them 
Satiates my appetite, he smiled

And we both had our ways....
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 He opened the door even before I knocked 
Were you expecting me, I asked
Let's just say I am not surprised to see you here, he replied

He was doing an internship under my tutelage 
Youthful, but his eyes were brutal 
He had an effect on me 
I tried to focus on the subject 
But his eyes penetrated my very flesh 
I wondered why at this seasoned age
When sex was a luxury 
I rarely indulged 

The day he sent a message with an address 
I walked into the hotel room to find answers
Ours eyes spoke 
While we remained silent 
He bolted the door 
And cradled me on his hips
Kissing passionately like famished souls 
We had feverish sex 
As my moans echoed in the corridor

We remained plastered in each other
Exhausted, we lay by the door
We kept quiet 
But my flesh echoed 
This is what I had craved for over the years
Youthful libido.
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 That guttural moan
When I squeeze your neck
As I take you
From your ample rear 
Is music to my ears 

And in an animalistic symphony 
We have sex 
Gyrating to the tunes of flesh. 

©LR

 You didn't make me fall in love with you
Rather I fell in love with you
For love is all that I could feel for you
Coz love is all I am capable of. 
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 I could see their shadows from the window
As they made passionate love

भैया had returned home after a year
भाभी stayed back to look after my parents
She was the typical भाभी stuff
Sumptuous breasts
Curvaceous waist 
Heavy duty buttocks 
And if I say I lusted for her
Will sound cliched 

Fantasizing her to masturbate was the norm 
A glimpse of her cleavage when she served food
Enhanced my appetite
And now as I watched them making love
I achieved voyeuristic pleasure

As भैया took her from behind
The jingling of her bangles 
Along with her muffled moans 
Was music of carnal pleasure

I didn't masturbate 
I came...
Seeing their nude shadows.
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 The tightness I felt
When I penetrated her
Was just like deflowering a virgin
It was unexpected 
Considering she was married and older to me

She gasped for breath
Holding me 
Clawing my flesh
As I slipped in and out of her universe
She secured me tightly between her legs
And locked eyes with me for a few seconds 
I could see tears rolling down her eyes
Confused, I asked her if she's fine

The pleasure I achieve in this kind of pain
After years of forced celibacy 
You made me alive once again, she replied 
And kissed me.
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 I never feel lonely in my solitude 
Rather I get exhausted in a room full of people

The uproarious laughter
The jarring banter 
Everything rings like chaos in the distance
I become silent 
Observing them

I walk away to be in sync with nature
Inhaling the fragrance of zephyr
Assimilating the aura of nature
It's so peaceful having them as company

And I walk further into the horizon
Where I find myself alive again.
©LR