Everything is a lie

Why is that you still have the capacity to hurt
When you should mean nothing to me
Why do I still cater to your whimsical outbursts.

You justify it as your possessiveness
People are possessive only in love, not in lust.
And that's precisely why we met.

When I fell in love, you took me for granted
And now that I am in a turmoil
You still have no empathy

Right, everything about me is a lie
I keep warming beds to add numbers.
What am I

I gave you the capacity to hurt
I gave it all!
Each of me
What did I get in return?
Accusations

I hoped for you
But now I am through, with you.

Don't ever come back to me.
Because everything is a lie.

The End

©LR

In conversation

Why did you give him to me,
when you were there in the scene...
Maggie asked

Because you were destined, Vicky replied.

I wonder if I have anything left now,
Sunny marked me for life... Maggie said sadly.

I am glad he did, you deserved him, Vicky responded

But the love...
But the hurt...
How will I deal with it, Maggie cried.

If it doesn't hurt it wasn't worth,
You won't come out of it,
Just shift focus...Vicky suggested.

Hmm...How much I am gonna miss him,
he was my liberation from years of shackles
I will never be the same again
But I have to go
Maggie went back to her exile

The smudged vermilion

The amber smoldered on her forehead,

When she looked at me

Between my thighs

I couldn't think sane

I looked down at her 
With blurring vision

Glimmer of sadism was twinkling in her eyes

But that smudged vermilion

Was ultimately my victory
She became mine

©LR

Death is Welcoming

I jumped off the cliff 

Assuming you will be there

But as I plunged deeper,

You were no where

My heart was sinking

My breath was missing

But then death was more welcoming

When I realised you were never there

I was living in an illusion.

©LR

Nothing was a lie

Nothing was a lie
Neither my feelings
Nor my poems.
I fell for you
Which you never realised.

I tried to hurt you
By going ahead with your friend.
But you guys were checking out.
Weren't you.

Still I met you
Why?

My heart cried when I made love to you.
Because I knew it would be our last.

I shouldn't blame you
Should I?

For it was only me and my feelings
I will miss you my dark horse.
Whether you believe it or not.
My love for you is not a lie!

Lost in you

If you were to steal anything from me
what will it be, she asked.

I won't steal anything from you.
I can't.
But would love to soak your fragrance.
Don't know why.
What is it with you
I feel lost, he responded.

Hush baby, don't say a word,
Come closer,
Let me add the missing colors, she whispered.

Never mess with a tigress

"Confession time baby", saying that she tied him to the bed post
And then she took him.

The fury that had been building up inside her, found what had to be destroyed.
And she captured him with such aggression,
He writhed in agonizing pleasure.

"What are you doing woman..."he groaned.
She looked menacingly from his thighs.
He had lost it.

Then she questioned "you have been playing with kittens?
When the tigress only knows what's your meat worth of."
Poor taste baby you have, saying that she took him again.

He pleaded and moaned her name,
but she was relentless.
Don't play with a tigress again, she threatened.

Those Eyes

His cabin was few distant than mine.
All I did see his eyes, everyday, gazing,
Sending a chill down my spine.

Some days, I wished to see beyond those penetrating eyes.
But modesty wrapped a shawl.

Finally, I found those eyes in the cafeteria, smiling.
That was the first time I saw him,
Lean frame with a french cut,
complexion of the setting sun.

As I tried to register his presence,
he sauntered towards me.
Gulping my breath, I remained rooted,
Clueless about his intention.
He sat across me, while lighting a cigarette.
From the dense smoke, I saw him,
So close, yet so distant.

Suddenly he said "let's go"...
And I followed him like I was in a trance.
As we climbed our thoughts to the terrace,
The silence between us echoed every second.

We reached where we weren't supposed to.
Time was silent, so were we.

Then he looked at me
And said "your eyes, they speak...we had to meet".
Saying this he came closer,
And whispered "I wish to make love to your eyes,
Quite an engaging story they convey"!

Fragments

Memories refuse to fade

After all these years.

Why.

Everytime I see your frame, tears roll by

The heart still misses your warmth.

Seven colours with you

And lifelong death.

Chained to memories

I could never be the same again.

A part of me died with you.

Now I live in fragments.

©LR

Flames of Desire

The rituals seemed never ending

And I was becoming restless

For my hourly breast feeding

The hardening of my breasts

The increasing discomfort

And when the milk started staining my layer

I escaped from the chaos

To relieve my soreness

And then I found him,

Fagging by the balcony

Who was he

Maybe one of the guests

I didn't care, nonetheless

For when he looked into my eyes

I knew, I found my prey

His eyes slipped to my smudged drape

And he stopped right there

Sweats of apprehension glistened on his forehead

There we were

In the agonizing undercurrents.

Boldly inching closer,

I dragged him by the collar

And pressed my heaving bust

On his trembling chest

While he grappled to free me from chains

He kissed me with his ashened taste

By the balcony

Against the backdrop of the wedding

With mantras being chanted

With the conches blowing

We stripped each other

With his power throbbinge between my legs.

But first I ensured to relieve my soreness

And he did, with meticulous attention

To each of my fountain

Sometimes merging them

For the ultimate taste

As the sound of the rituals ending drifted in the air

I knew it was time for us to begin

Our rituals.

©LR