I destroyed her life
With my youthful brazenness

Highly educated 
And unsettlingly seductive 
A bureaucrat's wife

From messenger chats
To the luxuriance of her flesh
And her maddening prowess in bed

I slept with girls of every age
But she was the ultimate catch

Sex it was for me
But I could sense she was in love
From serving glucon D after our passionate session
To yeilding to my tantrums
She gave it all...

But I destroyed everything
I bragged in front of my friends 
About her
They started their chances with her

She realised and withdrew 
I pleaded for another chance 
I assumed she was addicted to 

But she simply evaporated 

I still miss her after all these years
Searching for her in every medium 
But she has blocked my existence

I not only destroyed her name
But killed her forever. 
©LR

 Where do you want to be kissed, I asked

My universe she replied spreading her legs 

How do you want to be kissed, I played along

Get lost over there, till I find myself, she replied.
©LR

 She took her time
And I took mine 

We didn't make it to the bed
We had it in the kitchen 
On the slab
On the dining table
On the floor
Everywhere we could indulge in 

She was my mother's friend 
To say she was hot, would be an understatement 
She was a ticking bomb 
The most sought after woman in our colony
Men of every age lusted for her
She knew her effect

She used to teasingly ask " बेटा गर्लफ्रेंड कोई है क्या"
Embarrassed, I kept silent for my feelings for her were anything but pure
Mama had to go the village for some emergency
So entrusted her my well being
I shifted to her house since her husband was mostly away
Staying under one roof
With a bomb ticking 
The eventual was bound to happen

She was preparing lunch
Soaked in sweat 
With the outline of her bra visible from the back
I couldn't resist myself
I crept behind her
Inhaling her sweaty fragrance 
As she turned back suddenly 
We were inches from each other 
Eyes locked 
None of us made any move for a few seconds 
She smiled and kissed my hands 
Gliding them over her neck
To her pendulous breasts 
And finally on her curvaceous waist 
I didn't wait further...
Lifting her petticoat
Bending her on the kitchen slab 
I took her from behind
While holding on to her breasts
I didn't last...
She didn't display any disappointment 
Rather she took my flaccid member in her mouth
We continued...
Everywhere 

She took her time
And I learnt my lesson to stretch.
©LR

I took my chances with him

I knew he couldn't satisfy me

But still I went ahead with him 

I didn't have to seduce him

For he was already enraptured with my feminine grandeur 

So when we eventually met 

I took the lead

Kissed him passionately 

Till he was out of breath

He was tiny 

To envelop my universe 

So I mounted him

While smudging him between my pendulous breasts 

He didn't last as expected

So I pushed him between my legs

Till I spilled ashes

I simply didn't have flimsy sex

Rather I consumed him

So that whenever he had sex with his wife

My sexual prowess will haunt his thoughts. 

©LR

 I wish you were here
To see the residues of our leftover indulgence
Trickling down my legs
Honeyed
And musky

I smear them on my lips
And inhale our passionate success
So intoxicating it is
I shudder in orgasmic bliss 
As I feel you
Betwixt my legs. 
©LR

 I see your face

And I find freckles of seasoned age

Creases at the edges

Silvery traces lining your tresses 

And that's what makes you utterly beautiful

For you are a woman of years

Enriched by experiences 

And that displays on your face

It radiates of serenity and grace

I see your face everyday

And still enraptured by the beauty of ripened age. 

©LR

 What do you think, he asked 

His voice was menacingly inviting 

And he was right behind me

His hot breath literally chilling my flesh

We were in the art gallery where his work was displayed

I was one of his disciple 

Even though he was almost of my father's age

His irresistible charm was difficult to ignore

He flirted with everyone 

But maintained distance from me

I wondered why even though the undercurrents were unmistakable 

The deliberate graze of his fingers on my flesh

The locking of the eyes

But still the distance

When I knew he had been slaying women with his flair 

It's a magnificent composition sir, I replied

Without daring to look into his eyes

Not as magnificent as the canvas of your curves, he remarked 

I froze, speechless 

He hissed down my neck

Every pore of mine became delirious 

He knew his spell

Audaciously, he stripped my layers 

Stay right here, he commanded 

And I did as told

He collected his paint and brushes 

And started to paint on my bare flesh 

I stood still in spite of the feathery titillation of the brush on my back

Time elapsed...

And finally he commented I am through 

You are the masterpiece I had saved all these days 

To be curated and explored at leisure 

Saying so, he grazed himself in rhythmic movements on my back

Smudging the fresh paint

Messing himself

Biting and marking my flesh

This is ART, he articulated 

When the colors of passion 

Is embedded with the colors of paint! 

©LR

 I didn't fight anymore
For I knew somewhere you wanted to get over
So you trampled my feelings by eyeing others
You disrespected my being with your caustic remarks 

It hurt
Still I stretched it a little longer
Hoping...
But it wasn't meant to be
Coz you were another seasonal colour 

I withdrew back to my solitude 
Even if I miss those rosy moments of indulgence
But I don't message in that dormant window
No more...

I can't fade into insignificance in your shadow.
©LR

 I was tired of expecting from you

I was saturated with your callousness 

I stopped fighting

I gave up

And started withdrawing into a cocoon 

Laughter faded 

Eyes forlorn 

And loneliness became my existence

But it was peaceful

For there was no expectation from you

I walked the rest of the journey alone

There was no one

Except the footprints of my solitudinal sojourn.

©LR

And I kissed him

Even if he was startled, he didn't resist

It had been years of restricting 

The undercurrents had been intensifying 

I knew he wouldn't take the lead

Besides the immense age difference

He felt intimidated by my silent presence

Every time he tried to make eye contact

I avoided him

For I  didn't want my eyes to betray my desires

We both were aware of each other's timings

While I went to the terrace at 4 a.m everyday to water the plants

He used to study there

The undercurrents that hung in the air at that hour were literally suffocating 

But that day, I just went ahead and kissed him

He gave in

And melted in me

And we kissed and kissed

Like famished souls 

Conveying our desires through hushed moans

As the birds tuned to our melody

As the sun smiled on our skin

A beginning...

©LR