I destroyed her life
With my youthful brazenness

Highly educated 
And unsettlingly seductive 
A bureaucrat's wife

From messenger chats
To the luxuriance of her flesh
And her maddening prowess in bed

I slept with girls of every age
But she was the ultimate catch

Sex it was for me
But I could sense she was in love
From serving glucon D after our passionate session
To yeilding to my tantrums
She gave it all...

But I destroyed everything
I bragged in front of my friends 
About her
They started their chances with her

She realised and withdrew 
I pleaded for another chance 
I assumed she was addicted to 

But she simply evaporated 

I still miss her after all these years
Searching for her in every medium 
But she has blocked my existence

I not only destroyed her name
But killed her forever. 
©LR