Friday, 18 March 2011

A lost 'Musing'.........



One day I found a ‘Musing’ who was no less than a blessing.

He came into my life with his selfless caring and swept me off with his mental innings!!
His ‘charmings’ was so bewitching that it left me day dreaming….
Dreaming to have a life-long friendship, but nothing more than it!
Since we both were bound by ‘marital honouring’ so we hoped for a ‘friendship blooming’!!
It was getting an addiction, for I waited his response with anticipation.
His responses were so mentally challenging, that it kept me actuating....
Actuating and uplifting my sagging spirits with witty repartee, he infused me overwhelming ecstasy
Somewhere down the line even though mind kept somersaulting in different directions yet his caution kept me in senses
Our friendship kept rolling for six months till the day he decided to evanesce forever!!
I kept racking and wrecking my brain to fathom the reason but he never came up with any explanation!
I kept waiting and waiting to reconnect but he was determined to disconnect
Even though our friendship is over, yet he left behind a ‘penning treasure’.
 A treasure in the form of pouring out my pent up feelings in the form of ‘unwinding writings’
A cathartic experience of sorts, which no longer makes me lost....
Lost in the vagaries of life, which bothers everyone at one point of time.
Now I don’t have anything except a 'cathartic poetic musing' which was his sowing but now I am growing.
Even though I have accepted the ‘unaccepted’, but may be the duration was destined!

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