Regal Bearing

I stood there all the while, 
With baited breathe to walk with you an extra mile

But your infectious gaiety was only for a short while

Leaving me alone to evolve with finished grace and poise.

I have for sure.
But forlornly crave your love and care.
Attempts of staving off emptiness left by your absence

Has thrown me in a sea of chasmal darkness

A darkness testing the parameters of my sentience 
Making me feel faded and insignificant.

Groping haltingly in the recession of my mind, Whether our separation was the inevitable truth

Sorting out emotions and labeling them
I invariably come with the same answers.

Answers of your calculative career strategy
Where I was conspicuously inconspicuous in your power pursuit.

Sublimating feelings of profound frustration
Now I patiently resign to your living memory.

A memory so strikingly overshadowed by your eclipsing personality.

Now I live as yours...
Regal bearing.