Lost Childhood

Why did my tears dry yet heart cried.
Why did I feel so hollow from inside.
Why do those fleeting memories haunt which I can't even remember...
Was I traded...was I violated...
Why do I see only hands all over me...
Where did my childhood disappear...the only life I sense is growing inside me...
What is it... am I sick or about to die...
Why is my health failing me...
I don't wish to recollect what has transpired...only a fervent wish... give back my childhood to me....