If Ever

If I ever I push you away
Don't go.
I want you to stay.

In my silence, in my chaos
When feelings overwhelm
When rivers chart ways
When I seek my space

If ever I hurt you
Don't go
Absorb me in your patience
Embrace me in your benevolence.

I know I am flawed
In my mood swings and insecurities
Yet, I want you to stay
For you are the one I love

The whisper of love
Which I can't express
And society can't accept.