Why

I shall maintain the grace
When my heart is ripping into shreds
I shall be quiet
When tears screams for breathe

I shall keep distance
When people trample my existence
I shall be quiet
When in silence, I die a thousand deaths!

Why
Is this what I was meant to be
Is this my journey.

©LR

Those Two

They are all I have
The one who gave me the concept for evolvement
The other who infused content to my existence

They are all that I have
With whom I am gonna weave stories
It will be our journey
Of visionary delight
Till the color of autumn.

Those two probing voices
In the discordant hum of humanity
And burgeoning conflict
Are my pervasive feelings
Of metre and rhythm.

It will be you

It won't be the downpour from my eyes
But it will be the drop from my heart
That will drown you

It won't be the curse from my lips
But it will be my sigh
That will be your death.

It won't be me
It will be you
Your karma!

Death of you

The thought of you has died in me
Even though you were in my destiny

All that I have endured
All that I jeopardized, to be with you
Nothing made a difference
Coz you were heartless

But still you taught me a lesson for life.
No more pleasure
No more pain
I withdraw not just from you
I plunge into solitude to collect myself.

Finding us

Some stay for life.
Some go away, only from life
And that's how life courses by

As we ruminate what we found and what we lost
We realize, we lost ourselves in the process
While giving love
And searching love.

As the years settles,
Love blossoms from within
Did we loose then
Or win anything?

Yes, we found ourselves
In this enriching journey.

Hopefully someday

One day, you will realise why I pushed you away
Coz there was no other way to it.
There was no us
It was only your desires

I don't regret whatever we had between us
But I feel pained,
You could never empathise
So I decided to become heartless

I didn't want to loose you in bitterness
So I had to push you somewhere
Where you find yourself
Without me

Maybe, then you will realise
Why I had to leave.
Not for myself
Not for you
But for us to live.