Hopefully someday

One day, you will realise why I pushed you away
Coz there was no other way to it.
There was no us
It was only your desires

I don't regret whatever we had between us
But I feel pained,
You could never empathise
So I decided to become heartless

I didn't want to loose you in bitterness
So I had to push you somewhere
Where you find yourself
Without me

Maybe, then you will realise
Why I had to leave.
Not for myself
Not for you
But for us to live.