Colors of my Heart

Why am I doing this

I wasn't supposed to get attached to you
But I am getting drawn...
In the process of knowing you

You aren't the woman for me
I cannot woo you in words
For you are par excellence
Yet I wait
And initiate chat
Apprehensive of your response

I fear of getting attached to you
But I feel helpless
I do not wish to let you go
Knowing well, you are the mirage of my thirst

Is it your goodness
Is it your sensuality
Is it you
Or is it me
I am muddled

But I know
I am already in your web
How I wish to feel you
Touch you
With the colors of my heart

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