With you, my love

You and me

Under the mutinous stars

Laying on the carpet of earth

Watching the moon flirting with the clouds

In that ambience

I wish to be lost with you

Enclasping your hands in mine

I wish to pour my feelings

Not through my words

But from the dews spilling

So much I have carried

So much I have endured

Soak each drop of mine

Wrap me in your beats

I wish to love you

And live again

From the beginning.

©LR

Beyond realms

Unshackling my chains

I went ahead

Expecting nothing 

But a journey to tread

Sentimental I became

When you instilled feelings

That were long dead

Neutrally, I observed your actions

Without ever mentioning about my bygone experiences

Gradually you inched closer

Registering your solemn presence

Love you professed

But I was disillusioned

I heard you

But I couldn't accept you

Wholeheartedly

For the gnawing pain 

Was still there

It wasn't until

I confessed my past 

I couldn't carry the burden

For I was falling in love, every second

You were shattered

Lost in the road, to nowhere

You cursed your fate

I cried in regret

And we wept together

Holding on to each other

That day, I realized what I meant to you!

Your assuring presence

With the raptures of laughter

Ever since we haven't looked back

Even if we aren't tied by social threads

Our love for each other

Is beyond definitions.

©LR

Back to my words

Will it hurt this time

I question myself

The heart remains silent

For it already knows the answers

It is used to the ache 

Over the years

All have been travelers

Checking, if I have something to offer

A piece of flesh

To enter

But he was not just another

He became a chapter of colors

Allaying my fears

Spreading laughter

He came closer

With love

Love bloomed

Seasons changed

He stayed

But I knew, he will leave

Someday

Just like those travellers

So I decided

It was time for me

To slip

Gradually

Now that he was back to his family

What more could I have asked for

And I withdrew

To where I was

Where I will be

In my words.

©LR

When love became us

Every day I convince myself

It cannot be love

And you were certainly not the one

I was looking for

The more I deny my feelings 

More they get reinforced

When you spread the laughter of life

When you embrace my pathos

When your presence silences my chaos

Emotions choke!

I die a thousand deaths

Tormented, I ask myself why now

Why again

The signature of love

Your hushed answers

Spoke louder than words

So I took rebirth

With you

By my side

Holding me tight

Yes, it had to be you

Only you

For love

To complete it's cycle.

©LR

Pre aligned by stars

If you hadn't found me

I would have found you

You know why

Open eyed what I couldn't find

Closed eyed, Almighty gifted

I hear my beats

In you

And I look forward to my ending

With you

Why do you pamper me so much, you question

I smile and say

There are some unanswered Why's

That will be unravel 

As we course this odyssey

I have so much to give you

My love, my desires

My sagas, my existential reality

Everything

I wish to shower on you

Everyday

Filling your voidness

With my granules of warmth

If ever, I leave for infinity

Before you

Be here, for us

Death cannot do us apart

For we are pre aligned by stars.

©LR

Drunk in your thoughts

I am drunk with your thoughts

Tonight

I whisper your name

In the silent shadows

But it echoes

The glass of wine spills 

Through my mounds 

To the dense valley

I wish to see you there

Waiting for me

I taste like none

For I am an enchantress

Leisurely, I fill your being

You yearn to die in me

But l spare you

So that every breathe you take

Reminds you 

Of me

The way, I die millions times

Thinking of you.

©LR

The Door

The door was closed

Yet, I nudged it few inches

Without knowing where it will lead to

I walked in calmly

Apprehending turbulent it will be

You were courteous to my entry

Yet you evaded my curiosity

Days graduated to months

I slowly but steadily unravelled your enigmatic sensuality

You weren't so difficult after all

The more I came closer you

Love became my defining fervor

You deny

Still I have pursued endlessly

I know

I already sense

You are in love with me

Even if you don't convey

Your reassuring presence

Speaks volumes

I have been waiting for years

Never assumed you will pervade my gnawing voidness

Now that you have opened the door for me

I will preserve you

As my rarest treasure

For now, not forever

For our present

Will illustrate our future.

©LR

When you embrace me

I love it when you spread

Your wings in the air

Embracing my strength

With your prowess

I love it when 

Your petals grasps my circumference

The feeling of being consumed

By my woman

Your musk so intense

I suffocate

I cling to you

To live

You infuse me with life

When you offer your breasts

I gargle

With your glorious juices

I return back 

To nowhere

But with your lingering taste

In my being.

©LR

Till death do us apart

You beckon me

In thousand names

It rips my heart

And I cry in pain

I realize your agony

And bow down in shame

For I cannot erase my caliginous past

I could not keep you further

In the dark

Still I wish us

To never depart

Why

I have no answers

Maybe coz we are tied 

In a wordless bonding

You question my integrity

You distrust my love

For your faith, has been wavered

Still you hold on to Us

Why

For it's love

That resonates in my heart

And yours

Till death do us apart!

©LR

If only

If only

I could pull that knot

That seamlessly blends into your voluptuous self

Uncovering the forbidden fruit

Cusped under your gossamer layer

I will accept them

Like offerings from heaven

Kneading them gently

Till pearls sprinkle from your orifice

When my palms are full

With your nectar

I will smear it all over your flesh

And arrest you with my strength

Licking you

From your ears

Till your toes

I will linger

Savoring every single pore

Till you moan my name

If only

I can pull that knot.

©LR

That night

Hey stranger

May I share a drink with you tonight, she said softly

I looked up to check her out

I was sitting by myself, in one corner of the bar

Lost in my reverie

She was pretty

Amply ladened, at the right places

The saree accentuating her grace

But she looked completely out of place

Her reading glasses

With a bindi on the forehead

The jhola, those sandals

Everything speaking volumes

Of academics

She pulled the chair beside me

And sat down

I offered her to buy a  drink

But she declined

We sat in eerie silence

The bar was becoming boisterous

Can we go out

I am feeling claustrophobic in this ambience, she suggested

We left the bar

And walked in a lonely stretch

In unsettling silence

I want you to suckle my breasts, she said abruptly

I looked at her questioningly

Don't ask anything

It was an awkward situation

Beyond my comprehension

But I was willing

Rarely, one comes across such randomnesses

I came closer to her

And searched her eyes

I could sense tears brimming

Somewhere

I hesitated

But she dragged me closer to her

Opening her blouse

She offered me

They were hard

A milky crust had formed on her teats

The woman was lactating

I realized

Relieve me, she pleaded

And I mutely obeyed

Minutes passed by

I sensed it wasn't her distress anymore

It was my hunger

I was latching on to her

Embarrassed, I stopped

Buttoning her blouse

She looked through my eyes

I have just lost my child, she said

And bumped into the night.

©LR

That Naked Neck

That naked neck

How I wish to be your vampire 

Marking your ripe flesh

With my ravenous desire

You arch to quench my thirst

I pierce my fury

Till crimson becomes your color

You moan 

But I stifle your voice

Fearing it might lure

Other blood thirsty vampires

You are not my prey for tonight

I wish to consume you

In the evening tide

Gazing into your misty eyes

Flushed becomes your face

Your earth deluged in juices

It's time

I realise

To be submerged

In your profoundness.

©LR

Only once

I want to touch you, only once

To feel the soul inside

Capturing you in my eyes

I wish to imprint your essence

In my being

How much I ache for you

In my solitary nights

In my hushed distance

You don't even realise

I visualize you

Beside me

Your luxurious flesh

Rising and falling like the tides

Against mine

I won't make love to you

I will soak the beauty of the moment

When the spirits of midnight are high

I will embrace you

With pearls in my eyes

I wasn't waiting for you

But now that you have arrived

I will wait

For sunrise

You are worth the wait.

©LR

So much of love

So much of you

I have in me

How can I ever leave you

In the abysmal sea

It's my fear of losing you

That wrenches my heart

I cannot think of the phase

When either of us 

Has to depart

With you, I am at peace

Aligned and arrived

Where I am supposed to be

I don't wish to write verses

Beyond us

You have restored the spirit of love

In me

So much of you

I have in me

How can I ever leave you

My destiny.

©LR

Voiceless Situation

You are taking me to a voiceless situation

Where the body speaks

And the mind, in a trance

I realise what you are doing

Yet, I cannot restrict you

I am rendered defenceless

When you seize my very core

With your inquest

I yearn to feel your power

Deep down there

But you probe further

With your head buried

Betwixt my legs

I arc, my breasts in the air

My tresses sprawled on the bed

Like a halo effect

My beats, echoing

Stop, I manage to whisper

You do

Only to make me kneel on the floor

And enter me

From rear.

©LR