I don't get mad at you anymore

When you become inexplicably silent

When you maintain convenient distance

I feel absolutely nothing

Neither rage

Or lingering ache

I immerse in myself

For I ve leant the art of finding solace

Your forevers

In those fleeting moments

Haunted me then

But now I no longer wait

For your reappearance

You are gone

And I ve reconciled with self 

©LR