And since then, I haven't been able to focus 

I tried to fill the void between us

By spending nights with other women 

But to no avail

Your memories were persistent

I searched for your images in the virtual medium 

But you had blocked me

I realised I had hurt you, immensely 

You didn't say anything 

But withdrew

I tried to get over you

But you haunted my being

Whenever I closed my eyes while having sex

It was you

Only you

Who swept over me like a tornado 

I sought redemption 

Knowing you won't revive whatever we shared 

But I still want you to continue 

To stay with me

Even if you don't believe me

But I have fallen for you...

©LR