From endless messages

To intermittent calls

And then the urgent need

For a video call

In meaningful silence 

They kept gazing at each other 

The earth in her eyes

The water in his 

In symphony, they made love 

In the lap of nature

The flush on her face

The fire in his gaze 

Nothing more was to be said

For vibes were felt

When the horizon spreads miles 

They finally touched each other

In a wordless binding.

©LR

 The desire to see you stripping

To pee

Shredding your pantie

To relieve 

You may term it kinky

But that's my kind of ecstasy!

©LR

 They were two individuals

Separated by states

But connected by virtual camaraderie 

He chose her to be his muse 

And he became her joie de vivre

Everyday they unraveled layers

Creating beautifying memories

She painted him with love

While he relished 

And acknowledged her feelings

Seasons coursed 

From the spring of blossoming with each other

Till the winter of withering feelings

She realised they have reached their cycle 

And she withdrew back to her silent universe 

There were two individuals 

And eventually they became separate individualities.

©LR

 The way you feather me

With your stirring words

I remain pining 

For your luxuriant touch 

The way you caresses me

With your lascivious eyes

My flesh smolders 

To be extinguished by your embers

The way you have messed up my semblance 

I can't think of anyone else

But you

Only you. 

©LR

 

When she straddled me

I could feel her fire

All that lay buried in her volcanic core

For years

As I clasped her breasts

To feel their tenderness

I was aghast at their incandescence

Her entire being was a raging inferno

Searing my being

I watch her open eyed

As she rode herself to victory

Defeated I lay beside her

Smiling...

For she chose me

Over others

For her orgasmic liberation.

©LR

 

Don't lose me

That's all she said

But none could understand the significance

Of what she meant

They came and drifted

Finally she became the moon

Beautifully content in her solitary self.

©LR

 Someone wrote "Lagna if u give me a chance 

I can show you the stars 

You will be exhausted 

But I won't stop"

Poor soul doesn't know

I am the Moon

And the stars are defined by me

This is my universe 

And you are the mortal stars in it. 

©LR

 You aren't my first choice 

You might not be my last

But you are my choice

For now 

And all that matters is the intimacy

Between us 

We have grown together 

Over the months

Setting aside our indiosyncracies 

How we long to be together

Only the zephyr has an insight 

It carries your essence 

From the land of monasteries  

To the shores of Bay of Bengal

I yearn to live my life with you

In moments

To cherish in memories

I wasn't expecting anyone 

At this age 

And page of my life

Till you serenaded my being

With your perfervid ardour 

I used to weave erotic literature 

Till you became the erotica 

I have craved for

We aren't each other's first choice 

We won't be the last for each other

But the seamless beauty 

We have woven together 

Only the universe will testify 

Our intense love for each other 

Period!

©LR

I ate her out

Till her cab arrived

Against her wishes

When she was all set to leave

I put her legs on my shoulders

As I sat on the floor

I kept eating her

Her agitation 

Was my instigation

I couldn't leave her barren

I wanted her to remember

While juices trickles down her legs

With a lingering ache

That I wasn't just another one night stand.

©LR

 Why did I choose you

Over others 

Coz you were meant to be mine

In spite of the gulf age difference 

In spite of being distanced by horizons 

In spite of being myself

Not being prepared for love

Not again

But still I chose you

Coz you are meant for my love

Which will remain ingrained

In the core of your heart

Even after I am gone

I chose you

Coz I am finally home 

With you.

©LR

 My name on your lips

When I take you from rear

You arch in agony 

As it rips your senses

But I hold on to your waist 

Till I am secured there

And I proceed 

In slow movements

Very slow 

Till you accept my power 

Learn to realise 

Making love from rear

Is sheer ecstasy 

As taking you from missionary. 

©LR

 I clutched her throat 

And pulled her back 

While I inserted my fingers

In her clitoris 

She moaned gloriously 

And grooved her hips 

As my fingers dived in her ocean

Our hips grinding in symphony

Our beats reveberating 

As she squirted a pool of ocean 

Exhausted, she arched back

Sealing us 

With a lingering kiss.

©LR

 I don't know why I love you so much

But with you 

I feel, I have arrived at the end of my pursuit

You are everything

That I wanted my man to be

In spite of being aware

There's no future between us

Regardless of the tides

Which seperates us

I still chose to be with you

Why

Touch my heart, my love

The waves of my heart

Cries to be with you.

©LR

 She swung back her head in exhilaration 

When I made her sit on top of me

As posed on the chair

With my erect member

She wasn't wet 

But I wanted to feel her bare

My turgid flesh

Charring her senses

I cradled her waist

And made her groove

Sometimes in circular motion 

Sometimes in amorous rhythm

Gradually her juices started trickling

On my balls and legs

I knew she was on the verge of cuming

I carried her in my arms

And put her on the edge of the bed

Sitting beneath her

Like an ardent devotee 

I gulped every drop of her offering. 

©LR

 It was not you

It was not me

It was the universe which conspired 

For us to unite 

I pursued you for sex

But you became my forever muse

I craved you for ephemeral escapades 

But you evolved me 

With the purity of your love

The lure of you isn't restricted to your nude flesh

It encapsulates all of you

The woman you have become 

In some other time if we would have met 

I would have made you mine

Only with befitting love

And I'm in no mood 

To leave anything of yours for anyone

Now that I have found you

My love. 

©LR

 

But the desire

To watch someone sleep

Was for the first time

Why...I didn't have answers

Nor I wished to dwell further

All that I wanted

Was to see her sleeping

Sitting beside her

I wish to imprint that vision

Of her serene face

Oblivious to my inexplicable bliss

Just by watching her sleeping.

©LR

 Fleshes were in abundance

But then she touched my soul

With each passing day

During our endless conversation

I got sucked in her vortex of emotions

I had been intimate with many women

But she infused the art of intimacy 

In our bonding

Transcending my purposeful desires

The trust she imposed 

When she bared not just her seasoned experiences

But her luxuriant flesh

I felt overwhelmingly choked

A sense of soberness dawned on me 

I realised she was not just another epicurean flesh 

She was a woman of substance

Of beauty and sensuality 

Of compassion...of love

She was a raw feminine energy

Everything about her was infectious 

I am venturing into a new territory 

Which I was bereft of

The intimacy I share with her

I had never dreamt of

Moments spent with her now

Will be my lifetime's solace 

For we were never meant to be together!

©LR

 

Wish I could steal a day from my life

And steal you

A sensuously bold

And an aggressively confident woman like you

Who intimidates men

With her mystical presence

Someone who is unapologetically herself

Fearing none

Shattering boundaries

I wish to go on a date with you

Atleast once

Somewhere in the lap of nature

Amongst the chirping birds

The whizzing zephyr

And your chiming laughter

I wish to be with you

To feel your rawness

To devour your earthy fragrance

To soak in your enveloping essence

Even if for a few moments

I wish I could steal you from life

My Lady.

©LR

 Why do you push me to others

For sex

When you are the object of my desire

My vein rupturing phallus seeks you

And no one else

Ever since we have been together

I feel possessive for you 

Everything of you 

I wish to have all by myself, he confessed 

You aren't mine

And I can't have you forever 

The distance of states can't be bridged

With endless titillating conversation

The reality is you need to release

Whereas I can manage to remain celibate 

It's not that I care for you as much 

But I can't be selfish

Love for me isn't a sense of possession

It's free flowing 

I love you but with the realisation that we can't be together, always

So I let you live your life

While I continue to love you

Even for a while, she smilingly said.

©LR

 When he slipped his hands

Under my shirt 

I froze 

I didn't know what was happening

The bus was overcrowded 

So I had to sit at a distance from my mother 

I had dozed off to sleep 

But the touch of an alien hand

Kneading my breasts

I was barely a teenager then

The fear was so overwhelming 

That I didn't move

He kept marauding them 

Till I dared to move

Immediately he withdrew his hand 

And behaved proper

I looked at him

He was way older

I couldn't gather my courage to raise voice

He knew he had pinned a timid minor

I tried to reach out to my mother 

But she was a few seats behind me 

The bus being full with tribals and animal husbandry 

I couldn't find her

The bus stopped for a recess 

I ran away to my mother for support 

It's been years now

But the memory of it

Is still etched in my darkest layers.

©LR

 

And we sat like that

For hours

Cradled in each other's warmth

Finally being together

Nothing was said

But emotions were threatening

To break our reservoir of strength

The ache of parting

Was so intense

We could feel our hearts soak

Everything in life is timing

And we were running out of time

We tried to break free

But we were locked in an emotional cocoon

Staving off the acute emptiness

We parted

Leaving each other

In chasmal darkness.

©LR

 It's not that size of your phallus 

That entices 

It's the size of you

Your broad frame

That threatens to submerge 

My entire being

With your weight

The thought of you on me

Suffocating gently

While kissing my eyes

And kneading my breasts

As your member is put to rest 

Between my legs

It's precisely that image

Your structure enveloping me like the clouds

While showers gush somewhere 

I relish that image

And I wait 

With threadbare patience 

For that day

When I finally merge 

With your muscular frame.

©LR

 

To meet

And to depart

That's the most agonizing part

When there are emotions attached

And ours was such

We finally met

It didn't feel it was the first time

For we had interwoven our lives

Over endless chats

Making love was obvious

Which we had been sketching in our thoughts

But when we met

The urge to have sex, faded

We simply hugged

Like two souls melted

The choke of the heart rose

Threatening to spill from my eyes

But I restrained

For he had requested no tears

And we stood there rooted

Our hearts in symphony

As we looked into each other's eyes

We choked, wordless

Gingerly, I kissed him

He accepted all that I wanted to convey

Moments framed

It was time to depart

Kissing me on my forehead

He looked somber

Hugging him one last time

I didn't look back.

©LR

 And then we met 

But we didn't have sex

I wanted him to mark me 

His signature, imprinted on my flesh

He bite me

Make it intense, I suggested

He dug his teeth on my flesh

It hurt 

The pain ripping my senses

And let him continue 

Coz I wanted pain

What a thrilling ecstasy it was

When he nipped my needles 

I groaned in pain

Continue, I persisted 

He did with aggressive precision 

Battering and bruising my flesh

Till a chilling sensation settled over me

I was at peace

When he left footprints of our hunger

A reminder 

That we had finally met!

©LR

 From the overwhelming desire to sleep with her 

To just hold her and sleep 

Holding her flame 

So much changed 

Even if she carried an aura of feminine energy 

She was emotional within

I gradually felt during our interactional phase 

She was the woman I exceptionally desired 

Unlike others 

But my feelings for her graduated 

From the obsessive notion of having sex with her

I somewhere felt her layered ache

Something which none could sense

And if we ever met in future

I know I will make love to her eyes

In silence 

Holding her secured to my heart

I will imprint her image 

Coz I already know

There won't be anyone like her

Ever. 

©LR