Why do you push me to others

For sex

When you are the object of my desire

My vein rupturing phallus seeks you

And no one else

Ever since we have been together

I feel possessive for you 

Everything of you 

I wish to have all by myself, he confessed 

You aren't mine

And I can't have you forever 

The distance of states can't be bridged

With endless titillating conversation

The reality is you need to release

Whereas I can manage to remain celibate 

It's not that I care for you as much 

But I can't be selfish

Love for me isn't a sense of possession

It's free flowing 

I love you but with the realisation that we can't be together, always

So I let you live your life

While I continue to love you

Even for a while, she smilingly said.

©LR