I volunteered 

Even though he wasn't my type 

He was one of the most talked about sugar daddy's 

There was gossip about him

Coz of his eccentric taste 

And he piqued my interest

The monthly ritual of picking someone new from the brothel

I volunteered 

We left for his place 

In the silence of the car

We were ushered into his chamber by his man servant 

The ambience was atmospheric

Books of erudite decorated his sacred space

Lighting his cigar, he asked me to strip slowly and meticulously

Even though the fire kept the room temperature warm

I felt a chilling sensation sweep over me when he commanded 

I stripped removing my red little dress

Walk, he said 

I stuttered around the room with only lingerie 

His gaze pierced my flesh

I went closer to him to initiate 

But he pushed me away

Remove your pantie

Bend down and finger yourself, he commanded 

Befuddled, I did whatever he said

He watched...the flames of the cigar were the only veil between us

I started flowing

With juices trickling down my thighs 

He came between my legs

And inhaled the aroma of my musky flesh

I went on till I climaxed...

Drained, when I opened my eyes

I saw him on the chair, smoking 

This much will do, that's all he said 

Paying me handsomely, I was dropped back at the brothel

Some encounters... remain inexplicable.

©LR

 You can tell me who I am

And I don't wish to tell you

Who I was

And what I have

Become.

©LR

 Her name, blackened by her beauty

Her words, corrupting the masses

How many lovers has she taken

How seasoned must be her experience

Her identity, tarnished as an erotica poetess

Her essence villified as a woman 

Just a name 

Just a woman 

Just a life

Still surviving...

©LR

 Acceptance

Of what was

Acceptance

Of what is

Wasn't easy

Still I had to let go of you

While you continued with your prosperity

I was stuck up in a shell of memories

So, I collected my pieces

And liberated myself 

From your pretence of love.

©LR

The poems I have written

For us

And the poems I still write

If only

It were

Still us.

©LR

 Can I borrow your husband for the night, I asked upfront to his wife

Dumbfounded, speechless she stared at me

Well the way your husband is checking me out throughout the evening

I thought of checking his worth 

Will be smooth in penetrating 

Or drinking my musky juices

I want to estimate his power in bed 

She looked at me and her husband 

Her husband's countenance turned pale 

I left them there

Carrying my glass of wine and cigarette.

©LR

 I don't have to go far 

To search you again 

Coz you never left my heart

If it would have been just lust

You would have faded in the horizon 

But its my love for you

So you will remain forever

The last episode

©LR

 

He was different from the rest

For all that he craved

Was to view my navel

As I laid on the bed

He cast aside the pallu

Your navel, its sensual, he whispered

May I kiss the landscape of the centre of gravity

Before I plunge in your navel

I simply nodded

For I wasn't sure what he desired

Gingerly, he kissed the contours of my structure

Without touching me

The tingling sensation he aroused with his art

I twisted in pleasure

Gradually he focused his attention on my third eye

Plunging in the abyss

Of my being

The ecstasy I achieved

Trickled down my legs

I clutched the pillow

Stuffing my agonizing cries

He continued

Till he was satiated

This my lady

Is a signature of my admiration

For the sexuality you radiate

From the centre of your universe!

©LR

 You have the body of a woman 

And sexual drive of mine in it

You don't say or brag 

But I feel it in my bones

Even if we haven't met till date

Your prowess is layered 

Unlike other women I have bedded

For you sex is art

Each stroke depicting a distinct shade 

The act is a rites de passage for you

Taking you higher to a spiritual cosmos 

You take your time

And I know the act of prolonging 

Till you are there 

With me

Climaxing

You are no ordinary woman 

I already sense it

Sex with you

Will be cosmic salvation.

©LR

 You are a passionate soul

In terms of love 

And intimacy 

No one can even come closer

To the aura you carry

You are a mirage 

A haunting dream

An unquenchable craving 

Men like me

Get sucked into your vortex of desires

You love fiercely 

And make love 

With complementing intensity 

A man of providence 

Might touch your flesh

But he can never touch your depth

You are more than curves and edges

You are a work of masterpiece

Mortals like me

Visualise you

A forever muse.

©LR

 You and I

Will remain an unfinished story

A story, whose genesis universe conspired 

A story, whose fructification is destined

You and I

Amidst our high and low tides

Treading and weaving our feelings 

Regardless of the distance

Will forever remain an unfinished story 

Maybe that's how it was meant to be. 

©LR

 I hate it when we fight over trivia 

If we would have been together

I would have tied you

And made love to you

A deep passionate love making

Looking into your eyes

Plunging into your depths

Slowly, very slow

Registering every expression of yours

The jiggling of your breasts

In consonance with my thrusts

The arch of your waist

The flurry of your breath 

As I shove my circumference 

I would always prefer fighting with you

On the bed.

©LR

 

Ohh no, you can't close your eyes

I want to see the wave of emotions

That surge in your eyes

When I latch your thighs on my shoulder

I want to lock my eyes with yours

When your juices cascade on my legs

As my phallus explores your oceanic depths

More than your sumptuous flesh

It's your hypnotic eyes

That I wish see

And feel...

©LR

 Scattered tresses 

And some matted on your salty flesh

Your boobs dangling on my face

The sound of your jumps 

On my erect circumference

With your musky juices 

Coating my phallus 

Your eyes rolled up in ecstasy 

That's how I visualise you, my lady.

©LR

 I'll make you strut all over the room, naked

While I lie on the bed in my birthday suit 

Caressing my erection 

You will do whatever I command

All that you will drape 

Is your Naigara fall tresses 

I want to imprint each of your seductive moves 

When your boobies bounce 

Playing hide and seek behind your tresses 

When your buxom derriere wiggle 

With your gait

I would love to see you blushing 

As I frame your character in elements 

In the core of my heart

 

But the sight of your luxuriant forests 

That's when I will drag you to bed. 

©LR

There are times when I lose the count of men

I entertain every night

I just spread my legs

For them to indulge

Anal was restricted

So was kissing

Some did latch on to my breasts

To quench their maternal thirst

Money kept flowing

Body deadened with every reckless touch

Sometimes I didn't feel what trickled between my legs

Barren became my universe

The heart roared to escape

But I continued

Coz there were empty mouths

Waiting...

©LR

 I will ensure you will smell like me

When you leave the party, he whispered in her ears

How do you propose to do that, she laughed 

They were at the Diwali party

Amidst the clinking of glasses

And chaotic banter

He found her in a desolate corner

Her curvy back in glittering saree

In enveloping darkness 

Was an unmistakable lure

They were strangers of the night

He hitting her, didn't shock her

Her feminine energy attracted 

She knew that

He came close to her

Their breath colliding 

Their heart beats resonating 

Sliding his fingers beneath her saree

He opened her fissure 

She welcomed him 

By lifting one of her legs on the chair

He went slow...very slow

Gingerly, in rthymic motions

The squishy sound of her juices

And breathless moans 

Only they heard

Taking out his fingers 

He smeared it on her neck and chest

And licked her sloppyly 

Ecstatic, she found his boner 

Unzipping she went down between his legs

And seized his core

He came within seconds 

On her breasts

She didn't tidy herself

For it wanted to carry his fragrance 

They were strangers of the night. 

©LR

Neither of them needed each other

But still they met

While she had embraced herself

He was content with gratifying his virile flesh 

The disparity in their age

Separated by states

Didn't hinder their attachment

From late night conversations

Till the grogginess of the twilight 

They found their sacred space 

Even if their cravings for carnal indulgence overwhelmed

They found solace in the hope of someday

He treasured her intimate images

While she garnished his words with ardour 

They continued...

Was it love?

©LR

 Intimacy 

When silent becomes the flesh

Only our beats resonate 

Legs intertwined

Your breasts crushed on mine 

With your blooming flower

And my flaccid member

Only the heart whispers of love. 

©LR

 The pain was excruciating 

Ripping my senses

But still I pushed myself to the edge 

It hurt coz he was huge

Felt as if he touched my core

Somewhere, where none had before

He held my waist, gingerly 

Lifting and swaying me

But it hurt like hell

I clung to him with all my might

The reflection in the mirror

Was testimony to my liberating tears

He caressed my back 

Kissing my ears

Assuring...he was there 

For me

Till I came 

In orgasmic outbursts.

©LR

 You thrive on emotions 

That's what excites me

More than my intense craving for you

You aren't extraordinary 

You aren't even ordinary 

For there's layers of depth in you

The emotions which are dead 

I wish to revive everything in you

To touch

Feel 

And relish your very core.

©LR

 The day we meet 

We will embrace each other

With a lingering kiss 

We would not kiss 

Just for the sake of kissing 

Or to make love

We will kiss each other's essence

The way we have longed for each other 

We will collide

Like stars

Probing and plunging deeper 

In our black hole of love. 

©LR

Your eyes

Touch me

More than my hands would

Touch you

My hands will slither on your luxuriance

But your eyes have a mystical brilliance

Which seizes my being

How I wish to make love to your eyes

Touching the very core of your essence.

©LR

 

The language didn't act as a barrier between us

When our eyes made the contact

She was in awe of my city bearing

I had travelled to my friend's village for his wedding

She was his sister in law

Petite yet garrulous

Even if our communication was ludicrous

Her eyes gave it away

And I got carried by my male instinct

Everyone had retired for the night

And I was fast asleep on the bed

Suddenly to be woken

By a presence beside me

It was her

Cradling by me

My arms on her waist

My face on her neck

Bewildered, I could barely breath

The fragrance of her femininity

Was so intoxicating

I stayed rooted, holding her

As the dawn set in

She woke up

Tied her hair

And left

Assuming me to be asleep

And without realising

I had been awake for hours

Holding and feeling her.

©LR

 She knew what was on my mind

As I kept inhaling her sweaty fragrance

In the bus ambience 

She was my tour guide

Every time we deboarded for sight seeing 

I followed her closely

Sometimes grazing my hands 

Sometimes breathing on her neck

She responded 

By sitting beside me

I caressed her thighs 

Slowly slipping my hands in her skirt 

Fingering her petals 

She started getting breathless 

I signalled her to the rear seat of the bus

Since the evening tide had cast it's spell

Most of the tourists were resting 

Unzipping my shorts 

I slipped her on my member

Holding her waist

I made her sit on me

The bustle of the bus 

And the soothing zephyr 

Made it easier for us

Was she sexy, no

Rather I was horny

And she quenched my rage.

©LR

 Just be submissive 

I will dominate 

I know you aren't in form 

You have chosen to be celibate for years

You doubt your prowess in bed

Sex with you, might be modest 

But your flesh isn't my only lure

It's your essence that I crave to touch 

The woman I have fervently desired for years

The ecstasy I will achieve 

When I look into your hypnotic eyes

As I lay my seed in your earth

Will be framed in my heart forever. 

©LR

 The twinkling of her anklets 

Annouced her arrival 

I waited with baited breath in my room

I knew she would take time to come to my room

Which agitated me further

Finally when she came to clean my room

I was all let to have a glimpse of her jewels

Being a mother of four

She wasn't firm 

Her pendulous breasts 

 With her sagging belly, still I enjoyed watching 

It gave my brimming adolescence an erection 

Her breasts swayed 

And butt jiggled when she mopped the floor 

My tent had reached it's peak under the blanket

Caressing myself as I watched her

I released 

As she remained oblivious to my juvenile interests. 

© LR

 To me, you represent the epitome of feminine grace

Starting from the waves of your tresses 

To the swell of your pendulous breasts

Or the dent from your shoulder 

To your curvaceous waist

Everything about you is unsettlingly treacherous

Enough to give me a drooling leaking erection

And I relish the effect you have on me

In spite of the gnawing distance 

You are one hell of a woman 

Prolific in thoughts and words

Subtly erotic in pictures

Yet piercing my semblance.

©LR