I didn't know how to survive
I was clueless 
After my toxic relationship ended

It was years of continuous abuse 
And physical assault 
I endured it all for I hoped someday you will realise
But you continued unabated

And then you left
Leaving me without any explanation
You were done

To find myself again 
I went on a dating spree
I dressed provocatively to seduce 
And ended up having sex with every guy

I knew they were using my flesh
And that's what I wanted 
To be desired

That was my of coping with years of debasement to my existence.
©LR