She deserved better than me

I didn't match her sexual prowess 

But she didn't mention 

I realised when I was done 

And she was spent

So the decision to have a bull in our sacred chamber was a consensual choice

I didn't want to see her with someone else

But stayed through their encounter 

He didn't just exhaust her

When he initiated by getting down between her legs

He controlled her

Used her 

The way she had always craved 

He was a dominant 

Clutching her neck the way he banged her 

She looked at me satiated

With tears spilling from her eyes

Even though I was a mere spectator in their passionate carnage 

I felt content 

When I saw her used in every possible way. 

©LR