And we kissed 
She stopped kissing
Looked into my eyes
And started smiling
And resumed kissing 

In that second I realised she was in love
While lustful desires were overriding my mind
I felt guilty 
I wanted to stop and flee 
But her earthy warmth drew me closer in her whirlpool 
We had been dating for a while
Being intimate was the natural course 
But love was never on my mind 

She was in symphony with my sexual appetite 
She played along with role plays 
She did everything for my gratification
But that moment when I saw love in her eyes
I crumbled
I didn't want to loose her with denial
But I couldn't promise her a future
We stopped kissing
And searched each other's eyes
She saw through my unspoken words

She smiled again
And left. 
©LR