Unfulfilled love...

I can’t claim to understand you, for men like you are few!
A man who professes to love me …..but chose to remain untied by matrimony
At every phase you protected me with your impenetrable shield
Standing like a rock 
And soaking my anguish with your perceptive kiss

Whether in academic pursuits or in life’s travails, You always stood by my side
Embracing me with your seasoned acumen, transforming me into a measured grace
Alternating between punctuating struggle and realization, our relationship flourished with magnitude and intensity
Your indispensability was unquestionable, but with it came its package of troubles!
Your philandering wreaking havoc at every juncture, corollarily puncturing my faith on you forever

I failed to comprehend your ‘whirl pooling distractions’, which lead to excruciating divisions…
But still I continued on….in the hope of your ultimate return
Return you did….but with your evergreen stand of remaining as friends forever

I wonder why I carried all along
When you were lucid about your stand
I can’t deny your indispensability but ponder if our parting was a cosmic justice

Our friendship title is just a veneer because we have a seven years relationship to treasure 
A relationship which crossed insurmountable boundaries, only to remain in friend’s forever category  
I wish were together…now all that I am left with is your memories