Smoldering Pain

Lived pain all my life, defining me in phases...

 Beginning from the pain of being a girl...the entrenched molestation snatching my innocence...

Pushing me into an inner sanctum...where I have died unanswerable deaths...

 Wondering at my existence amongst the perverted gazes...searching for the worth of my living...

As I blossomed into an assertive woman, immersed was I in emotional trapping...

The hurt in love…converting me into a weeping mess...
pushing me into chasmal darkness...

A carnal pain which seeks to be gratified...tempting me to leap into the unknown...

An inquisitive pain straining my endurance...

Smoldering pain at every phase...standing lonely I live to live with your enriching pain.

©LR