Why Me

The silence in my eyes interrogates life, 

The stoicism in my cries resonates my inner most sufferings

A life of baffling cruelties, endangering my existence
Where I faced tormentor not from outside but from within.

Tied to an entity in the holy matrimony.

As I entered the threshold of the arranged union, 

Gradually I realized, I was chosen.

A life where the mental anguish and the seeping distance killed my vitality

Pursue did I with intense sincerity with a prayers in my heart.

Yet the perpetuating anguish broke my inner accordion.

Finally the day came when divorcing the past,
I headed towards the unknown

With resolution, never to loose myself ever again.

Blossomed have I with ‘a flower’ ever since, 

With radiating charm and mischief,
magnetizing others with unadulterated warmth.

Yet my brooding silent recrimination haunts, why me.