I see her

I have feelings for her for sure.
Something indefinable.
Beyond love or lust
But beyond cure.

She allured me when I first virtually saw her.
Draped in a nine yards charcoal saree.
Posing with a bewitching smile with tresses cascading
Radiating in her blossomed age with poise and elegance
She was graciously conspicuous.

I knew she was older to me
Buy my heart said 'that's just a figure'
The intensity of her presence provoked me further
When I read her musings.
Oozing with sensuality
Garnished in haunting verses of love
She was beyond dreams

Making me visualize her.
Of us together...in an amorous dalliance.
Where her eloquent sexuality & my youthful effervescence coloured each other.
Sometimes she seducing me
Sometimes I smothering her.

I try to remain in the demarcated affection
Yet mind digresses without any substance or reason.
She will be for me as I see her.
Even if she insists to be framed as my teacher.