Muddled heart

Muddled is my heart.
It wishes to resonate youthful
With desires so rich that colour looses its sheen.

Consciously I try to refrain
Yet subconsciously you weave in.
Igniting yearnings that I so wish to be submerged in

I delve into reason.
I search for answers what is this bonding.
The avaricious mind says 'just don't think'.
Go with the flow...simmer with him.

Even if he is younger.
Let the communicable love stay forever.