Closures

How can you be so ruthless

Without any substance or reason.
How can someone be so hurting when my existence hardly makes any difference to any.
My withdrawal is misconstrued as arrogance.
My response is colored as vicious radiation.

Every ceasefire culminates only into further volcanic eruptions.
I fail to understand...this is so disenchanting!
Am I to be blamed for responding.
Sapped am I...
I no longer wish to dwell...
I finally choose closure to the two parallel chapters