Too late

How much further can you push me.
You didn't realise when you even lost me.
I drifted.
I tried to sail
But I wished, it was with you.
But you incorrigibly failed.

How long will we continue with this charade.
I am saturated.
I wish to exhale.

Why all my attempts go in vain.
Is my existence so trivial.
By the time if you ever realise.
It will be too late.