Broken Pieces

So damaged they all are, bereft of love.
One sought for the concept,
One yearned for mindless sex
And one for the ultimate experience.
So different, yet connected with one term lust.

Love was then, when emotions were strong,
They swam in its pristine waters with hope
But love, that's such an illusion.
Emotions got enmeshed in agonizing pain.
They tried to survive, in different forms.

One persisted in music, drowning his pain in alcohol
No one could know, it was his pain that echoed.
So rich was his voice in suffering.

The other plunged into darkness.
Desiring only flesh to blind his senses.
Nothing more, nothing less.
For he had nothing more left.

The last survives in frames,
Capturing beauty through his lens,
Choosing indifference to other's feelings.
For he was still a child at heart, didn't wish to probe much.

So broken are these three
Journeying their life with broken pieces.

I relate,
As I am creatively damaged like them.

Stealing glances

She: Why were you stealing glances,
you were only making conscious.

He: I couldn't help myself,
I was in awe of your beauty.

She: why do you say so,
when you know I can't reciprocate.

He: I know, but you epitomise the woman
I always sought for.
You ooze sexiness to the zenith,
In your verses and structure.

She: it's the beauty in your eyes,
but you know, how much I am damaged.
Love for me, is just a concept.
As for as your attraction,
Let that admiration be at respectful distance.

He: I realise and I will tread with care
But you know,
My feelings will always be the same.

Underlying Meanings

"Somethings are felt not written" he said.
She responded "how would I know if you don't convey.
I realise you desire me as much I desire you.
The mask of decency that you have been wearing all these years has restricted us has to tread any further.

Saying so she sealed him with a lingering kiss.
It wasn't just his taste, it was finally him,
Her cure.

Restraining herself, she tried move away from him.
But he pulled her back cradling her waist against his lean frame.
They stood still in harmony.
Words and touch became insignificant.
For that moment became their existence.
Dewed with underlying meanings tied in wordless binding.
It was their love.

When Are We

Its always the concept that fascinates me, he said.

Dragging him closer, pinning him against the wall
She smiled mischievously, "what do you know about variations, my boy.
The flesh that you have sought and plunged
Are your shallow transgressions.
If I start implementing my concepts,
you will loose yourself
For I know my worth.
The way I unravel.

I don't kill, but imprint myself on my prey.
All that I need is unparalleled chemistry
With veil of secrecy.
And then it's not your concepts anymore
Its only my designs

He said "when are we..."
She replied "soon very soon... before you leave".

Smack of Sadism

They battled for a moment, each determined to dominate the other.
Eyes locked, breathe hissing,
They scratched each other.
The titillating pain fuelling their fire

Grabbing her tresses, he plastered her breasts against his.
Her heat and his thudding beats, slithering in sweat.
Marking her craning neck in red, he tied her hands in cuffs.
She resisted aggressively only to be blindfolded in silk waves.

There she was in the centre of the room in the ring of inevitability
Was it his exploring fingers in her crevice,
Was it the stinging bite on her nipples,
Was it the tongue wavering in her navel,
Was it the sudden thrust of his meat in her mouth.
She was lost in the lightening onslaught.

Unbearably retrained, he kept encircling her, Weighing and attacking her sumptuous pores.
Defenseless, she cried in agonizing pleasure.
Sadism it was for him,
For her, blinding euphoria.

Now it was for the final kill.
Making her kneel on the floor,
Reigning her tresses from behind, spanking her,
He entered unannounced

As her moans escalated, so did his aggressiveness.
In passionate frenzy they gyrated their hips.
To a song only they could hear.
The lyrics of dominance enmeshed in sadistic rhythm.

You are what I desire

Your eyes, they turn me on.
The swell that stretches from your purple texture,
They titillate my imagination.
So tender are they.
Gracing your age.

Every pic that I see of yours, I visualize you.
I take you in ways that you would never know. You won't reciprocate I know
But still this intense attraction for you keeps me in a trance.

I wish to hear your voice
I wish to be moistened in your fragrance
I yearn for you
You are a dream my lady.

If Ever Someday

If we ever meet someday again,
I won't make love to you.
I will securely hug you.
For I wish to feel your beats against mine.
Let the hearts communicate which words couldn't.

If ever we meet again, I will kiss you on the forehead.
For that's where I wish to leave my trace.
You will move on, I know.
But whenever you make love to someone else, you will long for me.

You will miss me baby
I am not just another dame.
My colours can never be erased.
Nor I can ever find someone like you.

Chapter Closed

I cried myself to sleep.
Did that help.
No for when I woke,
You were still there,
Everywhere, every corner.
The fragrance still lingered.

Then one day I realised the futility of it.
Lies it was from the start.
You weren't worth my tears.
You didn't deserve my heart.

You were just a chapter.
And now closed
Forever.

Pain is such a beauty

The hickeys on my neck has faded.
But what about those moments of wantonness.
The cramps in my belly is gone
But what about the ache of missing you life long.

I didn't know how to be casual but intense.
I didn't know how to experience without emotions
It just filtered in, didn't know when.

When I realised, it was too late.
I was already in love .
I tried to not to be affected, but it did hurt.

For it was me who was in love,
For you, just an experience.
Pain is such a beauty that everyone can't wear.

When I am gone

The day I am gone,
When I am gone, you will realise.
I had put my soul
To build us in consistency
But you were reckless in your desire for experience.

Emotions are cheating me
I can't fall in love again
When I already knew what was in store.

Before I die another death,
Let me just silently walk away.
For you I am just another page,
For me you will be the end.

When I am gone,
You will realise what you lost
Or even won.

Graveyard of Emotions

The crumpled sheets reminds me of you.
That clock on the wall has died too.
Those passionate desires will no longer intensify.
Our reflection on the mirror will now only remain framed in my eyes.

Everything is haunting,
Walking in the graveyard of emotions.
I am trying to survive.

But the pain is ripping my heart.
All that I can say is that I loved you.
Which I didn't confess
Or you ever sensed.

And then the abrupt end.
I couldn't even bid the final good bye.