Pain is such a beauty

The hickeys on my neck has faded.
But what about those moments of wantonness.
The cramps in my belly is gone
But what about the ache of missing you life long.

I didn't know how to be casual but intense.
I didn't know how to experience without emotions
It just filtered in, didn't know when.

When I realised, it was too late.
I was already in love .
I tried to not to be affected, but it did hurt.

For it was me who was in love,
For you, just an experience.
Pain is such a beauty that everyone can't wear.