When I am gone

The day I am gone,
When I am gone, you will realise.
I had put my soul
To build us in consistency
But you were reckless in your desire for experience.

Emotions are cheating me
I can't fall in love again
When I already knew what was in store.

Before I die another death,
Let me just silently walk away.
For you I am just another page,
For me you will be the end.

When I am gone,
You will realise what you lost
Or even won.