Satisfying the fragile ego my husband left me restless 

Wanting for more 

With the blink of an eye was finished

While I feigned passion

And cried of exultation

When he was done

Not me

So when I met गुरुजी 

I knew where it was heading into

He was our family priest 

Consulting him in every matter was undisputable 

During one of those meetings

While I was alone with him

बेटी क्या गम तुम्हे सता रहे हैं, he asked

He read my mind

I broke down and poured my heart out 

He remained quiet for a while

आश्रम में मिलो कल, he said softly 

And I went

When I entered his cottage 

A chill spread over my flesh

Closing the door, he asked me to strip my layers 

I did as I was told

I was under his spell 

He removed his धोती 

And sat cross legged between my legs

He started with gently stroking my petals 

I opened....till I was eagle spread 

The urgency of his caresses inflamed my senses

I was gasping for breath

I came...in orgasmic outbursts 

I lay spent in ecstasy

बेटी अब जब भी मन विचलित हो, में हूं तुमको निर्वाण देने के लिए

And that was my genesis towards salvation 

With गुरुजी.

©LR