Are you warning me, he asked

 

No, I'm simply preparing you, I replied

For what you are going to deal with

Fourteen years of forced celibacy

Has kept my volcano simmer

When we meet 

What will I inflict 

Whether it will be teasing pain 

Or numbing pleasure 

Even if I have self doubt

If I can regain my youthful fervor 

One thing I can assure

I engulf like a fire

Reducing your core to embers

There's no escape from me

PERIOD!

©LR

 She was a divorcee 
If office rumours were to be believed 
She had a fine woman taste in men
Besides her power and affluence
She was high octane
I too joined the tribe
Completely hooked and intrigued by her persona
Being a novice and an intern
I felt intimidated
Yes ma'am, that's all I managed in her presence

It was another day when she invited me to her chamber to schedule her week
She was facing the window 
Our chic outline against the filtering rays was a sight to behold 
When she drew the curtains and locked her eyes with me
I literally stopped breathing

Come near me, she said 
Speechless, I went near her
Closer, she persisted 
I could almost inhale the fragrance she wore 
Kneel, she said 
I did as if I was in a trance

You will do whatever I command, she dictated
Ma'am, I whispered

She took off her pantie and handed it to me
What's the fragrance am I wearing, find it
That's your task for the weekend, she winked 
I will promote you once you achieve success
Between my legs! 
©LR

 The frenzied desire of touching your sumptuous flesh

Exploring your uncharted moles 

Inhaling the  feminine musk trickling down your legs

And the throbbing bulge between mine

Some nights are a nightmare

Without you

Only your erotic words

And seductive images

You ruin me My Lady

Even if I am spoilt for choices.

©LR

 'Voueyer' that's what you can designate me
And I take pride in being so

Watching her various stages of dressing
And undressing 
Through my binoculars 
As the breeze facilitated my interest
Graduated into an obsession 
The thrill of watching her changing 
With her arms raised
Tying her reptile tresses
The exposed midriff 
The curvaceous grace
Was more stimulating than sex 

I didn't masturbate 
Rather I piled it up 
Challenging myself to the extreme ends

She would never know
And I was content with my voyeuristic indulgence.
©LR

 There's no escape from me, she had warned me
I didn't take it seriously then
But when I felt her energy 
I was engulfed

She was true to her words
She was goddess rati 
The way she sketched her art on me
Dazed,  my pride couldn't rise to the occasion 
She understood
And was patient
As she feathered my flesh with earnest kisses
The surge of passion she aroused 
It was never the same with other women I had bedded

We had sex
But I couldn't match her prowess
How could I even satiate a goddess
I realised how trivia was my male pride
Of all the women I had
Her aphrodite touch
Humbled my existence.
©LR

It wasn't meant to be
But it was bound to happen

As he guided me to knead the dough
His hands touched mine
Enterwining his fingers, he inched closer behind me 
With his hot breath hissing on my neck
I could barely breathe 

I didn't stop him
When he smudged the dough on my neck 
Plastering some on my throbbing breasts
His fingers trailed all the way to my navel
Stop, I murmered 
मालकिन this is how it is meant to be, he hoarsely said

The cooking course with my cook was successful in the end.
©LR

 Of course I get turned on by looks

I guess that's natural 

But with you, it's different 

Your sensual layers stimulate my being

Unlike others

The tapestry of your erotic words

Engulf my thoughts

Leaving me breathless 

Your body, a piece of art in itself

But when your mind spins it's mystical lure

I just want to watch you sometime

In leisure

Capturing and soaking your enigmatic beauty. 

©LR

 Art 
When there's only one string tied to you
Barely covering 
Still holding your modesty 

Art
When I untie the string
Liberating your bosom 
To breathe

Art 
When your curves whisper
To be feathered with my finger tips

Art
Is you
It starts
And ends with you. 
©LR

 His medical profession took a toll on our marriage
He was never there 
I tried to keep myself engaged
But the voidness overwhelmed my being
And then I noticed him
Our new gardener, silent yet conspicuous 
I never realised when it became a ritual
He grew on me

The day I crossed the threshold
I did not know why
I just went there and stood beside him
He acknowledged my presence 
And went back to his work 

His indifference stirred something in me 
A rage swept over
And I started crying
He stopped
Lifting me in his arms
He carried me towards the dense greenery 
When he laid me on the earth
Our eyes met
And they spoke 
 
Everything blurred
As the wind whistled
And the thunder rumbled in the distant horizon 
My earth got soaked 
With his seeds

 
We returned
Soiled in passion 
After that encounter 
I never saw him again.
©LR

 Her flower was wild and unkempt

Yet I loved her earthy essence

For I love exploring the wilderness

Gradually foresting my way to her wildflower 

Nestled in her dense forests 

Her lips bloom to my touch

Her core, expand 

Waiting for my face to be tucked between her legs

She doesn't moan

She inhales deeply

Her eyes castaway 

I know she's not with me there

We both are in our ecstasy spaces 

Sex isn't about penetration 

It's the transfer of energy

A symphony of fire and ice.

© LR 

 What's on your mind, he asked
Nothing, I replied 
Maybe some fantasies to experience, he probed further 
Still nothing, I replied

My mind is blank
Even if my flesh is lush
I simply want to dwell in the beauty of the moment
You have the knack for sex
While I possess the art for intimacy 
You dunno what you are dealing with
Even if you exercise your power
But when I weave my poetry on your flesh
You will realise I am not like others

I merely don't tease with words
I capture your very essence.
©LR

 Yes I crave for you
But I don't wish to smoulder it in lust
Or flicker it with love
I just wish to be intimate

To be around you
In meaningful silence
Where our beats have their own melodious resonance 

I just want to be with you
Dwelling in the beauty of the present.
©LR

 The desire to undress you in the confines of my car

Feathering your curves and edges with my breath

While grabbing your hair

To it's fragrance

Trying to find your moles 

Nestled here and there

In the dim lit ambience

And cushioning your voluptuous derrie

On my throbbing hardness

The overwhelming idea of it

Literally leaves me restless.

©LR

 Her back was an invitation

I couldn't resist

I followed her scooty blindly in my bike

With her saree plastered in the drizzle 

Her bra outline visible

And that voluptuous curves 

She was undeniable lure

As she reached her destination

She found me waiting at a distance 

Our eyes met

And our eyes whispered 

She looked streamy

And I, lust struck

She understood...

As she opened her door

Magnetically I followed her

She didn't object 

She simply latched the door behind us

I restricted her when she started stripping 

I just want to lick the pearls from your luxuriant flesh, I murmered 

I started with her neck...

©LR

 Each thrust was deeper than the last
And it hurt 
Literally ripping my flesh

I could barely breathe
Coz that was not me
Rear entry
But that's what he desired
And I complied, unwillingly

All of you is mine now
Every crevice and every curve
He hoarsely whispered in my ears 
His hands fisted and tangled in my hair

My eyes blurred with tears
As I watched the crowd below the window 
A knock on the door 
We collected ourselves
Putting up the charade of taking notes
For the upcoming meeting 

As his wife entered
I hobbled out of his chamber
With a throbbing pain in my rear.
©LR

 And we kissed 
She stopped kissing
Looked into my eyes
And started smiling
And resumed kissing 

In that second I realised she was in love
While lustful desires were overriding my mind
I felt guilty 
I wanted to stop and flee 
But her earthy warmth drew me closer in her whirlpool 
We had been dating for a while
Being intimate was the natural course 
But love was never on my mind 

She was in symphony with my sexual appetite 
She played along with role plays 
She did everything for my gratification
But that moment when I saw love in her eyes
I crumbled
I didn't want to loose her with denial
But I couldn't promise her a future
We stopped kissing
And searched each other's eyes
She saw through my unspoken words

She smiled again
And left. 
©LR 

 Everytime you dismissed my feelings
Everytime you made me feel unseen
And everytime you left me in lurch

I stopped giving
I stopped initiating 
I just withdrew into a cocoon 
Where I protected my peace
Where I valued my self

I simply gave up
For when you were cutting the strings
You didn't realise one day
It will be a you 
And I.
©LR

 He just wanted a hug 

But I went ahead and kissed him 

He tried to keep pace with my thirst 

But faded 

We ended abruptly

With the looming fear of being caught

I came back with my heart thudding

Low, eyes brimming

I realised what I have been missing 

All these years

The touch of a man

It has been more than a decade of hibernation

In the passage of heartbreak and deceit

I lost myself somewhere

But that chance encounter soaked my being

The mere touch of his soft hands on mine

I realised I was still alive 

Somewhere

Somehow 

I knew he desired me like others 

And I still imbued with love

End of the story.

©LR

 Boy, find someone of your age
Not just I'm way older
I am menopausing, she dismissed my pursual 

She happened to be one of my customers
I used to eagerly look forward to her visit 
To my shop for the ritualistic grocery shopping

She wasn't hot 
Rather she was homely
But striking her simplicity intensified my desire for her
The graze of our fingers
The lingering hungry look in my eyes 
She knew but didn't bother

That drizzly noon when she visited my shop
Drenched and shivering
I invited her inside for shelter

The storm outside 
And the storm within
I blurted out my desire
When she feebly dismissed my feelings

Ma'am, with due respect
When a man pauses between your legs
Men O Pause
You live once again

Saying so, I ate her ravenously 
Pulling down the shutters.
©LR

 I just wanted to be desired again
So I didn't bother about they being half my age
Teenagers precisely
As long as they kindled my fire

Drunk and barely in senses
As we stumbled in the alley 
They pounced on me like wolves 
One chewing my lips, marauding my breasts 
While another went down between my legs
It was complete mayhem

Neither of them could penetrate 
So inebriated they were
They simply tore my clothes
Clawed and bruised my flesh 
But I loved it all
A symphony of fire and energy

Made me alive again.
 ©LR