I destroyed her life
With my youthful brazenness

Highly educated 
And unsettlingly seductive 
A bureaucrat's wife

From messenger chats
To the luxuriance of her flesh
And her maddening prowess in bed

I slept with girls of every age
But she was the ultimate catch

Sex it was for me
But I could sense she was in love
From serving glucon D after our passionate session
To yeilding to my tantrums
She gave it all...

But I destroyed everything
I bragged in front of my friends 
About her
They started their chances with her

She realised and withdrew 
I pleaded for another chance 
I assumed she was addicted to 

But she simply evaporated 

I still miss her after all these years
Searching for her in every medium 
But she has blocked my existence

I not only destroyed her name
But killed her forever. 
©LR

 Where do you want to be kissed, I asked

My universe she replied spreading her legs 

How do you want to be kissed, I played along

Get lost over there, till I find myself, she replied.
©LR

 She took her time
And I took mine 

We didn't make it to the bed
We had it in the kitchen 
On the slab
On the dining table
On the floor
Everywhere we could indulge in 

She was my mother's friend 
To say she was hot, would be an understatement 
She was a ticking bomb 
The most sought after woman in our colony
Men of every age lusted for her
She knew her effect

She used to teasingly ask " बेटा गर्लफ्रेंड कोई है क्या"
Embarrassed, I kept silent for my feelings for her were anything but pure
Mama had to go the village for some emergency
So entrusted her my well being
I shifted to her house since her husband was mostly away
Staying under one roof
With a bomb ticking 
The eventual was bound to happen

She was preparing lunch
Soaked in sweat 
With the outline of her bra visible from the back
I couldn't resist myself
I crept behind her
Inhaling her sweaty fragrance 
As she turned back suddenly 
We were inches from each other 
Eyes locked 
None of us made any move for a few seconds 
She smiled and kissed my hands 
Gliding them over her neck
To her pendulous breasts 
And finally on her curvaceous waist 
I didn't wait further...
Lifting her petticoat
Bending her on the kitchen slab 
I took her from behind
While holding on to her breasts
I didn't last...
She didn't display any disappointment 
Rather she took my flaccid member in her mouth
We continued...
Everywhere 

She took her time
And I learnt my lesson to stretch.
©LR

I took my chances with him

I knew he couldn't satisfy me

But still I went ahead with him 

I didn't have to seduce him

For he was already enraptured with my feminine grandeur 

So when we eventually met 

I took the lead

Kissed him passionately 

Till he was out of breath

He was tiny 

To envelop my universe 

So I mounted him

While smudging him between my pendulous breasts 

He didn't last as expected

So I pushed him between my legs

Till I spilled ashes

I simply didn't have flimsy sex

Rather I consumed him

So that whenever he had sex with his wife

My sexual prowess will haunt his thoughts. 

©LR

 I wish you were here
To see the residues of our leftover indulgence
Trickling down my legs
Honeyed
And musky

I smear them on my lips
And inhale our passionate success
So intoxicating it is
I shudder in orgasmic bliss 
As I feel you
Betwixt my legs. 
©LR

 I see your face

And I find freckles of seasoned age

Creases at the edges

Silvery traces lining your tresses 

And that's what makes you utterly beautiful

For you are a woman of years

Enriched by experiences 

And that displays on your face

It radiates of serenity and grace

I see your face everyday

And still enraptured by the beauty of ripened age. 

©LR

 What do you think, he asked 

His voice was menacingly inviting 

And he was right behind me

His hot breath literally chilling my flesh

We were in the art gallery where his work was displayed

I was one of his disciple 

Even though he was almost of my father's age

His irresistible charm was difficult to ignore

He flirted with everyone 

But maintained distance from me

I wondered why even though the undercurrents were unmistakable 

The deliberate graze of his fingers on my flesh

The locking of the eyes

But still the distance

When I knew he had been slaying women with his flair 

It's a magnificent composition sir, I replied

Without daring to look into his eyes

Not as magnificent as the canvas of your curves, he remarked 

I froze, speechless 

He hissed down my neck

Every pore of mine became delirious 

He knew his spell

Audaciously, he stripped my layers 

Stay right here, he commanded 

And I did as told

He collected his paint and brushes 

And started to paint on my bare flesh 

I stood still in spite of the feathery titillation of the brush on my back

Time elapsed...

And finally he commented I am through 

You are the masterpiece I had saved all these days 

To be curated and explored at leisure 

Saying so, he grazed himself in rhythmic movements on my back

Smudging the fresh paint

Messing himself

Biting and marking my flesh

This is ART, he articulated 

When the colors of passion 

Is embedded with the colors of paint! 

©LR

 I didn't fight anymore
For I knew somewhere you wanted to get over
So you trampled my feelings by eyeing others
You disrespected my being with your caustic remarks 

It hurt
Still I stretched it a little longer
Hoping...
But it wasn't meant to be
Coz you were another seasonal colour 

I withdrew back to my solitude 
Even if I miss those rosy moments of indulgence
But I don't message in that dormant window
No more...

I can't fade into insignificance in your shadow.
©LR

 I was tired of expecting from you

I was saturated with your callousness 

I stopped fighting

I gave up

And started withdrawing into a cocoon 

Laughter faded 

Eyes forlorn 

And loneliness became my existence

But it was peaceful

For there was no expectation from you

I walked the rest of the journey alone

There was no one

Except the footprints of my solitudinal sojourn.

©LR

And I kissed him

Even if he was startled, he didn't resist

It had been years of restricting 

The undercurrents had been intensifying 

I knew he wouldn't take the lead

Besides the immense age difference

He felt intimidated by my silent presence

Every time he tried to make eye contact

I avoided him

For I  didn't want my eyes to betray my desires

We both were aware of each other's timings

While I went to the terrace at 4 a.m everyday to water the plants

He used to study there

The undercurrents that hung in the air at that hour were literally suffocating 

But that day, I just went ahead and kissed him

He gave in

And melted in me

And we kissed and kissed

Like famished souls 

Conveying our desires through hushed moans

As the birds tuned to our melody

As the sun smiled on our skin

A beginning...

©LR

 Her fragrance was difficult to ignore
It wasn't any perfume 
It was the scent of her sweat

We were in a bus
I was sitting behind her
I couldn't see her face
But her sweaty presence ignited my senses

She was dozing 
And when she dozed backwards for a few minutes 
I sneaked towards her to inhale her

 
My hands strayed towards my trousers 
And I caressed my member in the blanket of darkness 

As the bus jerked to the final stop
She woke up and left
Covering my soiled trousers with my bag
I felt alive

Sweat fetish, they term
For me, liberating...
©LR

 Just when I assumed I was done with love
The universe conspired
To place you in my life

Love wasn't on my mind
When I started interacting with you
But emotions trickled
And I found myself in love again
With you
Knowing the arid future between us

I never imposed myself 
Or pursued you
For the feelings were only mine

You left...
And are there somewhere 
In the lush of greenery
While I have continued to survive 
With your barren thoughts
So much for love...

©LR

 Of million dreams
And endless nights
Of incessant chatter
And reading books together 

Of stealing a kiss 
While snuggling against each other
Of meaningful silence 
Yet weaving poetry together 

Still so less
And so much more
Just being with each other.
©LR

 You aren't meant to be loved
You are meant to be ravaged 
Not just with my raging member
But with the toy as well
So that every crevice of yours is gagged 
And filled

Till your moans become agonising 
Till your eyes become hypnotic 
Till every pore of yours smells of your musk.
©LR

 And you left me with hope 
Assuring we will meet someday

Fructifying all that we had painted together
Your presence kept me warm during winters
But your absence has left me scorching desires 

You left without a proper burial
Still I hope...

©LR

Before I reach your lips

I will kiss your eyes

The essence of your femininity 

Is etched in their depth 

I will kiss them first 

Till I feel your warmth 

Keep them open

When I explore every high and low tide of your flesh 

I wish to register every sentiments

That swim in your eyes

When I make love to you. 

©LR

 Who are you, they ask

I am love, I replied 

How can you categorise yourself as love
When your thoughts and ink are brimming with lust, they remark 

Love is my core
My essence 
All that I have yearned for over the years is love
But it remained illusive

So I metamorphosized it into passionate words
I created a sacred space where I visualised myself being loved
The way I have always desired
Sometimes tender like the looming clouds 
Sometimes feisty like the crashing waves
Where heaven meets earth
That's where I stand
Infinity in love. 

©LR

 Sex would come secondary 
If I ever have you 
But thought of you and me
In front of the mirror 
Visualising your expressions 
While I eat your neck
Clutching your hair
Is my kind high

The nape of your neck 
With a few strands of hair
Turns me on

So the day we meet
I will relish not just your neck 
But the reflection of my ravenous effect.

©LR

 I will never love anybody
The way I have loved you
The purity of our bond
Is beyond social comprehension 

Whatever we have
Had 
Stays between these academic doors
Even if I am chained in matrimony 
I will treasure the moments we have weaved, forever
Saying so, she kissed my forehead 
And left 

Choked with emotions
I felt my soul leaving with her
She was my English teacher 
The love that blossomed 
Between our meaningful silences 
While our eyes caressed each other
Was purity unparalleled 

The slight graze her hand sent my heart racing 
Even if we were drawn towards each other
In spite of the age crevice 
We never confessed

Some feelings don't need expression 
Just felt
In silence 
©LR

 The urge to have you
Becomes so intense at times
That I literally suffocate with your thoughts

 
Every time we meet
The allure of your feminine grandeur 
Can't fade your raw power 
My eyes tries to trace every curve, here and there
And that makes me restless, further

So close you are to me
Even aware of my desires
Yet you are there
For I oscillate, fear
Considering the risks involved 
You, being my colleague's wife

Maybe someday 
A would like to steal a kiss from you 
And seal you in my heart's chamber.
©LR

 You propose for threesome
Involving your wife
But first let me start with you

You need to feel what you are dealing with
Before you jump into my cauldron of fire 
You will perish
When I devour your very core
With my volcanic embers 

You stand no chance
Still I wish to make you my prey 
Before I take you both under my tutelage.

©LR

 I just want you to pin me down
When you take me
Our hands clasped
Eyes locked
Flesh glued
Your phallus locked in me

Sometimes the act of making love
Isn't about surrendering 
But making me feel alive 
When taken with brutal force. 
©LR

The sexual tension between us was unmistakable
Rather palpable 
And it kept building every time our eyes met
She was my colleague at the university
The glow of pregnancy 
Her busty frame inviting me to smother in them
Who could resist such a temptation 

It was during the examination time
When we had to stay back to check the papers 
And as luck would favour 
We managed to sneak in into one of the deserted classroom

A cushy support was out of question 
So after the initiation of kissing
And required undressing 
I bend her over the desk
Lifting her saree, I inserted my throbbing member
While holding her mammoth melons
I penetrated tenderly knowing the vulnerability involved 

I came... euphoric 
She fulfilled my lifelong desire

Of making out with a pregnant woman.

©LR

 Her lips were glossed with my semen
Her face sprinkled with it
And her countenance 
Radiating with achievement
While I stood spent 

I wasn't prepared for it
All I wanted was to have a taste of her honeyed melons
There was a talk about her magnificent breasts
In the gym circle
Eyes widened
Mouths salivated 
And tents were hidden 
Everytime she did her workout 
She knew the effect of her assets 
And yet she continued to give ample display of her plunging cleavage 

Men tried...
But I didn't
I just watched her from a distance 
As my heart raced to devour her melons 
Dunno if luck was on my side
Or her intentions
She lingered till we both were only one's left in the gym 
Eyes met
And whispered 
I pulled the shutter down
Unzipping her bra 
She freed her magnum opus 
I froze seeing her size
Kneeling in front me
She cradled my throbbing member betwixt her breasts
And gradually seized me in her mouth
The euphoric feeling was beyond words

I came...
She took all of me
Except in her valley of death. 
©LR

 You have tip-toed straight into my cauldron of desires

Subconsciously

Even though consciously I keep away from you

For I realise I will be charred in your embers 

You will be a  colossal mistake which I'm willing to collide!

©LR

 Sometimes you initiate 
Sometimes you withdraw citing inhibitions 
Staying in between becomes quite disconcerting...
I can't stay in that space which doesn't blossom
Either you are there 
Or not there

This expanse between us can't be termed as friendship or connection
It's sheer attraction
We both realise what we are getting into

But, considering your engagements and reservations I don't expect anything
Just that the ball was in your court
And you failed to play 
Thus a beginning
And the end.
©LR

 No one knew what we were doing underneath
We were in the swimming pool
Our eyes instantly found each other 

I was with my husband
While he preferred to stay at the bar counter
I slid into the chilly water 

I saw him at one end of the pool
Sipping his drinks 
Even though he had worn glares 
But that couldn't hide his gaze 

 Peeling over my flesh
I tried to ignore 
But his youth was engaging 

He swam towards me
Closer
Settling beside me
He hands strayed 
Caressing me here and there, gauging
His fingers skilfully opened my petals
I didn't resist 
For I craved to be violated 
He was artistically smooth

I slid my hand inside his shorts
And freed his raging member
We both continued clandestinely

While my husband entertained himself with his drinks.

©LR

 Hush, don't break my flow, she whispered 

Sealing my mouth with her palm

I'm not yet done 

Your groans disrupt my passage

As she slaved away

She was somewhere else

Her eyes castaway 

While her body triumphed on me 

She didn't moan as she was about her reach her climax 

Rather she chanted, closed mouth

That's when I realised what she meant when she said sex isn't about quenching your flesh

It's an art

A rites de passage 

Satiating your soul!

©LR

 Why do you look at me, the way you do, she questioned him
They weren his chamber 
Everytime we meet for work
The way your eyes skim my flesh
I feel aroused, she continued 

I love the aura you radiate, he replied
It's difficult to escape from your enigmatic clutches 
Even though you don't make any efforts 
Even if I love my wife 

You have cast a spell over me

I fantasize about you 
When I read your erotic poems
You are an epitome of beauty with brains 
I feel helpless 
And let my eyes penetrate, he concluded 

She pulled him closer by his collar
Putting her tongue in his mouth 
She infused him with her rawness 
Ferocious, exploring
And biting till she tasted his blood 

And left
He stood still
Trying to collect himself
He couldn't ever
For she marked him 
With the kiss of death! 
©LR

 The moles on your hips

That's what I wish to count

I only have a glimpse of it

When you turn to write mathematical algorithms on the board 

My eyes lingers not just on your curvaceous elegance 

But traces the moles sprinkled here and there

So addictive are they

Not the subject you teach

Sometimes when you bend down to pick the chalk

I see a few more

Making me wonder 

How many more

Beneath the diaphanous layer

Boys drool over your luxuriant flesh 

But I find your moles amplifies your luxuriance 

Someday for sure

I will count your moles 

With my lips. 

©LR

 

 She wanted me to kiss her neck
And mark it
Just her neck

I questioned her weird desire
The kiss on my neck will set the embers
Trickling down my legs
And the hickey on it
Will arouse enviousness, she replied 

I did as told
I chewed her neck
Till her eyes simmered 
She was someone I met at the bar 
Our eyes found each other

And the neck encounter unfolded 
Just the neck 
But no sex.
©LR

 Her breasts spilled free
Her nipples were erect
And areola brownish
My eyes widened 
And my youthful hunger unleashed
I always knew she had massive assets, underneath

I took my time to coax her to bed
Considering I was half her age 
And she was my cousin, married
I always had an eye on her
She had a ripe body
And after her marriage 
She looked luscious

It was one of her visits to her मौका 
I was visiting my मौसी 
जीजू didn't accompany her
My lustful eyes followed everywhere she went
She became aware
And played along 
Opportunity came when everyone left for a family function
I stayed back for exam preparation

 
She surfing the mobile 
When I entered her room
Her saree was carelessly lifted till her thighs 
My pulsating member guided my actions 
I pushed her saree higher 
She didn't stop me rather she closed her eyes
It was as if, we both were waiting for the eventual

What happened next was a blur 
As I ripped her layers 
And freed her breasts
I pounced on her ripened melons
While my fingers traced her valley of death
Her breezy moans and my animalistic groans 
It was a musical rhapsody 
While the flesh flushed with sweat 

The lustful afternoon rendezvous continued for few more days
Till she left 
We never discussed about her sexual dynamics with her husband 
Coz some unsaid things are pretty obvious.
©LR

 I want what's mine 

Even if you aren't ready

Even if you are exhausted 

Saying so I tugged him by his shorts

Your pride takes seconds to rise

But my thirst takes hours to be quenched 

So lemme do the honors 

And make you my slave for a while

Unwillingly he became my willing partner in crime. 

©LR

 The ambience hummed alive with her moans
As I marauded her breasts
And chewed on her neck

Her bangles clinked like wind chimes
When she caressed my hair 
I knew she was wet 
I wanted to take her then and there
But there were guests downstairs
Waiting for her for vivacious presence

I stopped
She looked at me 
Her eyes swimming with desire
We both had reached the zenith
She understood
Ironing our clothes  
We joined the guests 

Flushed, she looked stunning
She's mine, only mine, I mumbled 
Didn't matter if was married

And my guide 
I knew my thesis will come out with flying colours!

©LR

 Breasts ache
Heavy yet tender
While the body bloats
The rising anguish
As my periods sets to flow

I seek you
To descend into animalistic madness
Messy it will be
But passionate 

You will bathe in my crimson tide
As I engrave my nails on your beefy structure 
Dyed in purple 
Together we will sketch our rainbow shade.
©LR

 My thirst for you
Starts and ends with you

Entrapping you between my thighs 
I forcefully penetrate your defenses
For there in lies my pleasure
To take you against your willingness 

As your nipples become taut with fear
I pinch them till you gasp for breath
And when you open your mouth
I kiss you sucking your essence

My thirst for you is infinite 
Mingled with pain and pleasure
©LR

 Her blouse designs were the most provocative ones
Only threads tying her modesty
Every time she used to come up with some uncommon designs
And I managed to customise 
How my heart raged to see her in my creations
To touch her curvaceous frame
Tied by flimsy strings

During one such visit, she complained about the loose fitting
I suggested her to show me in the trial room
She yielded even though she had second thoughts

My blood started raging
When she turned her curvy structure towards me
I always sensed she had a seductive structure 
But the sight of her divine form in front of me
I was barely breathing 

भैया देख लो कितना लूज है साइड से
डोरी बांध देना जरा, हाथ नहीं जा रहें हैं, she said 
She didn't even realise my quandary
With trembling and clammy hands 
I managed to tie the strings

The touch of her luxuriant flesh
The sight of her ample waist
With beads of gems coated on her nape
I ejaculated then and there

ठीक हे दीदी, में इसको टाइट कर दूंगा, I managed to say
After she left, I pulled the shutter of my shop 
And changed. 
©LR

 And we kept meeting
Sometimes in the library 
Engaged in literary discourse 
Sometimes over a cup of coffee 
Sharing each other's life course

She was my Sociology professor 
I was her chosen one to carry out the academic paperwork

Marital signature didn't stifle her brassy nature
She exuded a distinguished aura
Which invited both enviousness and awe
Her bohemian spirits reflected in her passion for poetry
Which people censured 
She hardly bothered

My feelings...
Well I don't have words
I was entrapped in her elements
My days were euphoric in her company 
Nights, a haunting reminder 'she isn't mine, she can't be mine' 
She was aware of my feelings 
But took it sportively

The fragrance of her midnight waves 
The sensuous curves whispering in the chiffon layers

And those inviting almond shaped eyes
She had an effect on men of every age
From students to professors and the VC
But I was closest to her essence

Sometimes we shared meaningful silence
The unspoken feelings
And the hushed ache

Some unfinished stories
Yet beautifully designed.

©LR

 Either I take you
Or you take me
But I would prefer the later

For I know a fire like you cannot be quenched by me
But still I wish to surrender
Beneath you my goddess of Rati.
©LR

 Oh those sultry eyes
Messy tresses
And the hell of cleavage
You woman 
Is raw feminine energy manifested 
Born to seduce men
The ravenous craving for you
Spills in ashes 

You are art, thou woman 
A sculpture's pride 
Riding like a queen 
Demolishing men's arrogance 

You are the feminine energy
Not just a sinuous flesh. 

©LR

 

Who was she

And why did she choose me in that infinite space

As I muled over the sagas of life

It took me a while to realise her presence beside me

We both watched the light dwindling in the horizon in pregnant silence

Both enveloped in personal chaos

I could hear her sobbing

Against the roar of the waves

I reached out for her hand

And comforted

And we sat on the beach for hours

As the stars glittered in our eyes

As the moon illuminated our thoughts

And the zephyr comforted our being

We sat till the vibe of the birds lifted our spirits

And then parted our ways

Strangers.

©LR

 Why did you take so long to come, she asked

I was lost, caught in the vicissitudes of life, he replied 

I am no longer in the same page where you left

So much of me is gone when you left me clueless 

It hurt

And I let it hurt 

Till it made me numb

Devoid of love and warmth

Is there any chance we can revive, he pleaded

I am now complete in self

She kissed his forehead and left.

©LR

 The things that I crave to do to you
I don't need words to express 
Just you
Your luxuriant flesh
The ache to suck your essence
Till you gasp for breath, he texted

Try me, she replied with a twinkle 
I use tongue to write
And claws to engrave!
©LR

 Materialistic things don't fascinate you
What do you want, he asked
I want your words brewed with your efforts 

I want you
All of you
Not all that you carry, I replied

©LR

 We both knew what we were doing
Where it was heading
But the lust for each other was so powerful 
It over powered our sense of reasoning 
Ultimately we decided to meet at her abode

The moment I entered I knew what would be the consequences of this encounter 
Draped in a diaphanous saree she looked divine 
Wasting no time, I carried her to the bed
Shredding every thread 
I was stunned to see her nude form 
She wasn't perfect
But art
And only an artistic soul could value her true worth

When I penetrated her universe 
I was lost
I didn't fill her
She didn't say anything
Rather mounted me and rode 
Till I diffused 
She wasn't satisfied 
For her thirst and prowess was unmatched

She found comfort in my arms and slept
I watched her...
The rise and fall of her ripened breasts
Caressing her matted tresses 
I looked at her 
And wondered if this is the beginning 
Or the end.

©LR

 I knew she didn't play Holi
But still I insisted her to join us
Coz this was the only opportunity 
I could come close to her
In spite of continuous denial, she yielded

I waited for my turn 
Touching her was nirvana 
How my hands ached to caress every swell and curve of hers
But I restricted only to her face

And when it came to for a group picture 
I stood behind her
To absorb her fragrance 
That was the maximum I could come close to her
She being my landlady
The woman I desire.

©LR

 Everytime we meet
The way your eyes penetrate my being
I find it quite unsettling 
I know you linger the conversation 
To gaze at me

Sometimes the urge to drag you by your collar
In your professional chamber 
And kiss you passionately 
Till I imprint my bearing 

I lower my blouse 
And ask you to mark me on my breast
Till it hurts
A testimony of our lustful encounter
Leaving you wondering... 

That's my way of avenging 
For messing my frame
With your piercing gaze.
©LR

 I just want to be with you
For one night
Of sinful indulgences
Stripping away disguises
Bodies in rhythm 
Rapt, exulted emotions 
Everything smouldering 
And I resurrect from the ashes 

Spilled in your ocean

Just one night with you woman 
For you are one of a kind!

©LR

 Sometimes doing nothing
Lying next to you
Your earthy warmth intermingled with mine
Is meaningful

And sometimes applying kajal in your mystical eyes
Braiding your ebony tresses 
Will be musical 

Coz everything about you is sheer poetry 
And I want to be spent
In your esoteric simplicity.
©LR

 She was unbearably attractive 
And she was aware of it
She played along with her exhibitionist display
Sometime with her ample cleavage
Sometime with the waist chain clinging to her curvaceous flesh

She was my बुआ 
I always looked forward to my summer breaks
For that's how I feasted my eyes 
When we used to go visit the village

I knew she had affairs with other men
Even if she wove tales
Once I saw her making out in the cowshed with milkboy
The kick I got when I saw her four legged on the filthy floor
As he's rammed her from behind lifting her petticoat 
I shuddered cuming...

I spied on her movements
The sway of her derriere 
The sight of moist flesh
The aroma of her sweat 
It was like divine death

Once during the sultry noon
I found her resting on the cot
With her breasts spilling from her flimsy blouse
And her navel exposed 
I clandestinely took pictures of her 

As a momento 
For my insatiable ache for her 
I cum... seeing her pictures
Till date. 

©LR