Her blouse designs were the most provocative ones
Only threads tying her modesty
Every time she used to come up with some uncommon designs
And I managed to customise 
How my heart raged to see her in my creations
To touch her curvaceous frame
Tied by flimsy strings

During one such visit, she complained about the loose fitting
I suggested her to show me in the trial room
She yielded even though she had second thoughts

My blood started raging
When she turned her curvy structure towards me
I always sensed she had a seductive structure 
But the sight of her divine form in front of me
I was barely breathing 

भैया देख लो कितना लूज है साइड से
डोरी बांध देना जरा, हाथ नहीं जा रहें हैं, she said 
She didn't even realise my quandary
With trembling and clammy hands 
I managed to tie the strings

The touch of her luxuriant flesh
The sight of her ample waist
With beads of gems coated on her nape
I ejaculated then and there

ठीक हे दीदी, में इसको टाइट कर दूंगा, I managed to say
After she left, I pulled the shutter of my shop 
And changed. 
©LR

 And we kept meeting
Sometimes in the library 
Engaged in literary discourse 
Sometimes over a cup of coffee 
Sharing each other's life course

She was my Sociology professor 
I was her chosen one to carry out the academic paperwork

Marital signature didn't stifle her brassy nature
She exuded a distinguished aura
Which invited both enviousness and awe
Her bohemian spirits reflected in her passion for poetry
Which people censured 
She hardly bothered

My feelings...
Well I don't have words
I was entrapped in her elements
My days were euphoric in her company 
Nights, a haunting reminder 'she isn't mine, she can't be mine' 
She was aware of my feelings 
But took it sportively

The fragrance of her midnight waves 
The sensuous curves whispering in the chiffon layers

And those inviting almond shaped eyes
She had an effect on men of every age
From students to professors and the VC
But I was closest to her essence

Sometimes we shared meaningful silence
The unspoken feelings
And the hushed ache

Some unfinished stories
Yet beautifully designed.

©LR

 Either I take you
Or you take me
But I would prefer the later

For I know a fire like you cannot be quenched by me
But still I wish to surrender
Beneath you my goddess of Rati.
©LR

 Oh those sultry eyes
Messy tresses
And the hell of cleavage
You woman 
Is raw feminine energy manifested 
Born to seduce men
The ravenous craving for you
Spills in ashes 

You are art, thou woman 
A sculpture's pride 
Riding like a queen 
Demolishing men's arrogance 

You are the feminine energy
Not just a sinuous flesh. 

©LR

 

Who was she

And why did she choose me in that infinite space

As I muled over the sagas of life

It took me a while to realise her presence beside me

We both watched the light dwindling in the horizon in pregnant silence

Both enveloped in personal chaos

I could hear her sobbing

Against the roar of the waves

I reached out for her hand

And comforted

And we sat on the beach for hours

As the stars glittered in our eyes

As the moon illuminated our thoughts

And the zephyr comforted our being

We sat till the vibe of the birds lifted our spirits

And then parted our ways

Strangers.

©LR

 Why did you take so long to come, she asked

I was lost, caught in the vicissitudes of life, he replied 

I am no longer in the same page where you left

So much of me is gone when you left me clueless 

It hurt

And I let it hurt 

Till it made me numb

Devoid of love and warmth

Is there any chance we can revive, he pleaded

I am now complete in self

She kissed his forehead and left.

©LR

 The things that I crave to do to you
I don't need words to express 
Just you
Your luxuriant flesh
The ache to suck your essence
Till you gasp for breath, he texted

Try me, she replied with a twinkle 
I use tongue to write
And claws to engrave!
©LR

 Materialistic things don't fascinate you
What do you want, he asked
I want your words brewed with your efforts 

I want you
All of you
Not all that you carry, I replied

©LR

 We both knew what we were doing
Where it was heading
But the lust for each other was so powerful 
It over powered our sense of reasoning 
Ultimately we decided to meet at her abode

The moment I entered I knew what would be the consequences of this encounter 
Draped in a diaphanous saree she looked divine 
Wasting no time, I carried her to the bed
Shredding every thread 
I was stunned to see her nude form 
She wasn't perfect
But art
And only an artistic soul could value her true worth

When I penetrated her universe 
I was lost
I didn't fill her
She didn't say anything
Rather mounted me and rode 
Till I diffused 
She wasn't satisfied 
For her thirst and prowess was unmatched

She found comfort in my arms and slept
I watched her...
The rise and fall of her ripened breasts
Caressing her matted tresses 
I looked at her 
And wondered if this is the beginning 
Or the end.

©LR

 I knew she didn't play Holi
But still I insisted her to join us
Coz this was the only opportunity 
I could come close to her
In spite of continuous denial, she yielded

I waited for my turn 
Touching her was nirvana 
How my hands ached to caress every swell and curve of hers
But I restricted only to her face

And when it came to for a group picture 
I stood behind her
To absorb her fragrance 
That was the maximum I could come close to her
She being my landlady
The woman I desire.

©LR

 Everytime we meet
The way your eyes penetrate my being
I find it quite unsettling 
I know you linger the conversation 
To gaze at me

Sometimes the urge to drag you by your collar
In your professional chamber 
And kiss you passionately 
Till I imprint my bearing 

I lower my blouse 
And ask you to mark me on my breast
Till it hurts
A testimony of our lustful encounter
Leaving you wondering... 

That's my way of avenging 
For messing my frame
With your piercing gaze.
©LR

 I just want to be with you
For one night
Of sinful indulgences
Stripping away disguises
Bodies in rhythm 
Rapt, exulted emotions 
Everything smouldering 
And I resurrect from the ashes 

Spilled in your ocean

Just one night with you woman 
For you are one of a kind!

©LR

 Sometimes doing nothing
Lying next to you
Your earthy warmth intermingled with mine
Is meaningful

And sometimes applying kajal in your mystical eyes
Braiding your ebony tresses 
Will be musical 

Coz everything about you is sheer poetry 
And I want to be spent
In your esoteric simplicity.
©LR

 She was unbearably attractive 
And she was aware of it
She played along with her exhibitionist display
Sometime with her ample cleavage
Sometime with the waist chain clinging to her curvaceous flesh

She was my बुआ 
I always looked forward to my summer breaks
For that's how I feasted my eyes 
When we used to go visit the village

I knew she had affairs with other men
Even if she wove tales
Once I saw her making out in the cowshed with milkboy
The kick I got when I saw her four legged on the filthy floor
As he's rammed her from behind lifting her petticoat 
I shuddered cuming...

I spied on her movements
The sway of her derriere 
The sight of moist flesh
The aroma of her sweat 
It was like divine death

Once during the sultry noon
I found her resting on the cot
With her breasts spilling from her flimsy blouse
And her navel exposed 
I clandestinely took pictures of her 

As a momento 
For my insatiable ache for her 
I cum... seeing her pictures
Till date. 

©LR

 I don't have to go far 

To search you again

Coz you never left my heart

If it would have been just lust

You would have faded in the horizon

But its my love for you

So you will remain forever

The last episode

©LR

 For a labourer his performance was more engaging than my husband 
And our rendezvous continued 
Till my house renovation went on 

From मैडम जी to मैडम on bed
The transition wasn't easy 
The attraction was apparent 
Even though he was quite young 
His roving eyes sent a chill on my flesh

He called me innumerable times for guidance 
Even though I knew it wasn't necessary
And during one of these visits
When we both were alone 
I tripped and fell on the dirt 

He reached out to help me
But with the touch of his hands
I shivered
We looked into each other's eyes
And the moment froze 
He bent down to lift me 
And I kissed him
He responded 
With raging fervor 

We rolled down on the muddy floor 
And had animalistic sex
He rammed me
Hurting and bruising 
But that's what I craved
His brawny physique with his virile power 
Satiated my soul

Even if he was a mere labourer 
He was my cocaine bliss.
©LR

 The artist 
And her art 
Her curvy canvas
And her midnight waves 

A haunting desire 
An inescapable mirage
She radiated enormous sensuality 
How I ache to devour her sumptuous flesh

I shudder with the thought 
When my face will be between her legs
Gasping with pleasure
She will be mine
Someday

The artist 
And my art.

©LR

 The peace 

After the war of flesh

The euphoria 

After stripping away disguises

The chilling suffering 

Marked on each other's flesh

And still anticipating 

To be destroyed again and again

Salvation!

© LR

 Every time she came to dry/collect clothes
Our eyes found each other
She was my landlord's daughter

My bachelor's room was on the top floor
Even though I suffered from weather extremities
I preferred isolation over chaos

Being Zamindari Jats, they owned a few properties in Munirka Vihar 
Affluence was defining 
Education missing 
I sensed she wasn't very educated 

During one of our eyes exchange
The zephyr played cupid
As she was trying to collect the clothes
Few flew here and there
Keeping aside my book
I helped her in collecting it

शुक्रिया भैया, she said
My heart plummeted with the addressal
We both knew there was anything but brotherly/sisterly feelings for each other
Nevertheless, that set the stage at play
Sometimes she used to sneak during barren noons 
Sometimes when the power used to go out
We chatted in hushed tones 

Gathering courage, I kissed her
She kept her mouth open
She didn't know the art of kissing
Yet her flesh was aflame 
She ran away leaving me feel guilty for my misdemeanor 
She didn't come for a few days 
The next time I saw her, she looked despondent 
I apologized for my behaviour

भैया, पापा ने मेरी मांगनी करदी, she whispered 
That's all she said
And that's the last time I saw her.
©LR

A tempest stirs, hushedly 

It's ripples warm my flesh

I cage you between my legs

To silence my rage

Probing deeper into my abyss 

Finding the source

You caress my core

Till peace descends on my soul

A tempest

I am!

©LR

 My wages of sinful extravaganza
Would be to indulge with you
In a vacant room 
Where your ecstatic moans echoes 

The shrill of your voice
When you seductively descend 
Into primeval madness 
As I thrust deeper 
Cradling you on my legs

You arch in glory 
Thrusting your breasts into my infinite thirst
The echo of your ecstatic moans resounding 
That's the kind of frenzied concept
I wish to explore with you
My lady. 

©LR

 Someone can write volumes for you
But I can't write a page
For I fear losing you 
As a friend

I see you more as a woman
Whose allure is difficult to ignore 
Whether it's your curvaceous elegance 
Draped in six layers
Or your midnight tresses
That carries your fragrance 
I desire you more than a friend

The desire of spending time with you
Putting flowers on your tresses
Going for a long drive into the night
Lying next to you feeling your essence
Everything about you arouses my poetic element 

But I can't express 
I can't lose you
As a friend.
©LR

You must have found someone by now, he texted 

Even if the opportunities are brimming, I have none, I replied 
You remarked once "love comes to you easily"
Yes, I love intensely
And passionately 

But to fall in love again
I have to unlove you
Which I can't 
And don't want
Why
I don't have answers

If only you can answer...
©LR

 There's a you
There's a I
And between us 
The vast expanse of the sky 

Waves of desires 
Pregnant feelings

Still we are left with
You
And I.
©LR

 The frenzied desire
To evaluate your voluptuous endowment 
And steamy thoughts 
Becomes so overwhelming at times

I visualise you, beneath me
Even if it's not you 
Someone else
Bearing the power

Consumed with passion 
I do not realise 
What I do
Till I'm done

When reality glitters
I see bloodied scratches and hickeys 
All over my brawny flesh 
Such is my rage for you, Woman!

©LR

 She was everything a man would desire 
An embodiment of classic sensuality 
Those almond eyes
With midnight knee length tresses
And her junoesque aura

It wasn't her epicurean flesh 
But her kindness that made her more beautiful

I was her tenant
Gravitating towards her was but natural 
From giving food to taking care during sickness 
Her maternal instincts flowed seamlessly

When and how we crossed the boundaries between tenant and landlady 
We don't know
It felt like a natural progression

Sex with her was not only engaging
But euphoric 
Not only was she patient with my urgency
But guided me with her seasoned experience

Even though she was highly educated 
But she preferred the home setting for the well being of her son

We had ample time to ourselves 
When her husband was in professional domain 
When her son was in school setting
She came to my room
Where we discussed wordly affairs 
She actuated me with her knowledge

There were moments when we sat on the terrace
Soaking the zephyr 
Sometimes soaking in the showers
Sometimes feeling the chill in the air
It was these pregnant moments 
That beautified our bonding

I had to leave when I cleared my civils
I didn't bid her goodbye 
For my heart was drenched with emotions 
Maybe she understood

My memoirs with her 
Will stay forever.
©LR

 বাউদি (boudi) loved applying অলট (alata)
And I loved applying it on her feet 
Every time the crimson faded
I was more than the willing painter

She knew my weakness
Feet fetish as the connotation goes

Washing her feet with warm water
Wiping them with my গঞ্চা (gamcha)
And tenderly painting them with the artistic freedom
I achieved salvation

Any lustful feelings beyond that
Never crossed my mind
I worshiped my দেভি (Devi)
In my own way...

©LR

 You haven't left me
Your memories are still trapped on my mind
I don't try to erase it
Even though we had our share of conflicts

 
I cherish the moments shared with you
You will be with me
For the rest of my life
As embers of my passionate indulgence.

©LR

 The feelings for you

Has intensified over the years

I see you as a maternal figure 

Who assimilates all my scares and fears 

Guiding me further

I revere you as my path finder 

Who never judges

Rather infuses me with fervor 

I fantasize about you as my neighbour

Whom I admire

But not in a decent way

I visualise you

As my lover

The woman I fervently desire 

Your curvaceous elegance kindles my youthful fire

I see varied facets of you

The strong feminine aura you radiate

It's difficult to escape

You my lady, 

The transcendental seductress.

©LR

 The bureaucrat's wife
There was a talk about her in the town
Even though she hardly attended any social gatherings
Everyone was curious to see her

Her husband being in the upper echelon of bureaucracy 
They had class and stature

But I had the golden opportunity to chaperone her
Once in a while
Everyone thronged around me to provide fodder 
I gossiped whatever I managed to know about her

Her captivating aura
With her minimalistic dressing 
The fragrance she wore 
When she sat in the front seat next to me
I was euphoric

I was more than willing to please her
But she maintained dignified distance
Considering I was a mere driver

Not to miss her sensual curves 
Which was a raging topic amongst every circle 
I was only fortunate to oogle
Whenever she draped six layers

The illusive bureaucrat's wife 
Whom no had seen
Yet a raging fire enveloping the entire forest.
©LR

 The unprecedented intimacy I shared with you
Still baffles me, when I tenderly finger the memories

The tension you created with your smouldering words
Kindled my infinite fire 
Stunned by the pleasure 
Trickling between my legs
I tossed in agonising ache
To have your youthful power
The rapture of blood throbbing in my valley 
Was something I never felt before

I visualised you charging
Every stroke of yours awakened my smothered desires
I felt alive
It was a kind of sexual salvation
With you

A feeling which I will forever treasure.

 
©LR

 She was my passionate study
I drank every movement she made 
While I captured her sinuous curves and crevices

Even if she was a housewife 
She was a pro
Shedding inhibitions 
Manifesting her smouldering sensuality

Pulling her blouse 
Displaying her magnificent cleavage
And the sight of her bra strap
The consuming desire to possess her 
Then and there
I somehow managed to control myself

Till she slyly said "देवर जी और कितना रुकें आपकेलिए..."
And that set the stage in motion. 

©LR

 Some souls drift away
Some souls stay 
In the heart 

Even when there are no words at play
When the silence is more pronounced 
When they both respect each other's space 

Till the universe conspires again...
Till then...
They wait.

©LR

 One night
Only one night
I want to spend with you
Beneath the stars

With nothing to say
Only love in our hearts
Tenderly touching each other's flesh
Imprinting each other's essence

Just one night 
I wish to live with you
Till we find dawn in each other's solace.

©LR

 You still manifest in my dreams

Even though it's been two decades of our relationship 

I visualise you in my dreams

Sometimes when I get lost

Sometimes when solitudinal existence becomes overwhelming 

You manifest in my dreams

Consciously which I can't

Subconsciously, I do

Coz I shared a flourishing relationship with you

Mentally arousing 

Physically draining 

We were relentless

Like Ying and yang

We breathed life in unison 

You have stayed 

And will stay

In my dreams...

©LR

 

I shuddered with orgasm after orgasm

Moaning your name

You weren't there

But the image of your hard smoothness of your masculinity

Gliding in and out of my rivulet

And then you bowed between my legs

Kissing and probing my depths

My legs became limp with the unbearable suffering

You stayed there

Till we both were exhausted

And with those lingering images

I climax again and again.

©LR

 

The fullness of her breasts

The abysmal cleavage

The marital jewelry perched precariously on her neck

She radiated sensual rage

Sweats of hunger formed on my forehead

She was unaware of my presence

Doing her chores absent mindedly

The entrance door was ajar

I had a full display of her ample cleavage

The purpose of my visit to return the cylinder 

Hung in the air

How long I stood there, I don't know

But my reverie was broken

When she saw me standing transfixed by the door

बेटा, सिलिंडर देने आए हो या जलाने, she asked me teasingly

Embarrassed, I stood speechless

But I got the cue

Closing the door, without wasting time

I pounced on her breasts

Latching to each of her assets with vehemence

सिलिंडर भी दिया

आग भी लगाई आंटी के साथ

सिलसिला कुछ ऐसे सुरू हुआ...

©LR

 And he slaved away

On me

Trying to demonstrate his boyish masculinity 

I couldn't feel his tumescence

I was ways ahead of him

Seasoned with years and artistic experience

I could see shame swelling in his eyes

Caressing him, I climbed on top of him 

We shared a cigarette in silence

Lowering my breasts on his mouth

I grazed my petals on his flaccid member

I could feel him slowly rising 

To the hour

I let him devour my breasts

Till I was sore

Till he was ready 

To penetrate my incandescence

I rode him seamlessly 

While he clutched my waist

He didn't last

One lesson at a time lad, I chided him

Next time when you come with the books

I will guide you to the next chapter 

You still have a long way to go

To achieve the finest performance

Not just in school 

But in bed. 

©LR

 A drop from you
Won't fill my ocean

Rather an ounce of my nectar 
Can quench your eternal thirst.

©LR

 

The mounting pleasure

Against the wall

Me clinging to his shoulders

While he, maraudes my breasts

Heart beats in tandem

As we gyrate our hips

To the symphony of carnal passion

I chant his name in religious fervor

While he groans to a rapturous ending.

©LR

 My eyes still search for you
You are there 
Somewhere in the distant horizon
Coursing your life
Without me

My eyes still become moist 
Reminiscing the moments we composed together
With words of love and hope

My eyes have retreated behind the bars
Realising the futility of waiting for you
For there was no us 
It was only you

You entered my life like a tornado 
Leaving a trail of embers of memories

The silence in my eyes
Echoes...

©LR

 The sense of owning
When I squeeze your neck
Till you choke 
With fearful eyes
In anticipation of my next move
Is my kind of high.

©LR

You need to be manhandled 
To be brutally and passionately made love
Every crevice of yours needs to be explored 
And expanded

Clutching your tresses 
As you scream for mercy 
Would be orgasmic for my ears 
The brutality with which I will take you
That will be my way of reverence 
For your raw feminine energy 
My lady.
©LR

She yielded 

After the customary protest

She had to

For I had pinned her down

And started kissing her neck

She inhaled deeply 

Her eyes became blurred with desire 

As she wriggled beneath me powerless 

I spread her legs

And forced myself

She was moist

Cradling my hardness 

In her furnace 

Was it my raging desire or her's 

I explored 

Till I found myself 

In her...

We were done 

Let's do some other day somewhere else, she suggested 

With another concept 

She was my secretary 

And my office was the chamber of our desires.

©LR

 One look at her

And I deduced she must be a Bong

Those powerful eyes

And gigantic bust line 

Was defining 

I was waiting for my turn to register my issue 

The queue was long

But her looks kept me immersed 

Particularly the peekaboo of her cleavage 

Our eyes locked

And she smiled

Finally when my turn came

It was already time for lunch break

Sorry sir, you have to wait, she said

As she headed towards the cafeteria 

I followed her

She sized me up from head to toe

Aware of my intentions

Follow me she said 

Mystified, I did

We headed towards a deserted passage 

She waited

I waited 

For the first move

The thirst is yours not mine, she whispered 

Saying so she lifted her saree

And secured my head

Between her legs

The power of her musk overwhelmed my senses

I took my time

Licking her thighs

I gradually moved up to her foliage 

Her muffled moans echoed in the passage

I gulped every ounce of her juices 

Till I was satiated 

Till she became silent 

Did my work get expedited

The answers is pretty obvious 

Rather many of my bank work 

Had a smooth passage.

©LR

 She knew my weakness
For my eyes always caressed the swell on her chest
Sometimes I saw her layers stained
She was lactating
The terrible waves of wanting
Kept me in lustful haze 

The twilight had cast it's spell
I was on the terrace soaking the zephyr 
She came upstairs to collect her clothes
And my eyes swelled seeing her pendulous breasts

A coy smile from her
And I got my cue
I followed her to the dimly lit stairs 
Pinning her on the railing 
The smell of her milky essence 
Aroused my senses

Ripping her layers
I found my treasure 
Her nipples were taut with excitement 
I latched on to one
While marauding the other

Her nectar 
Sensations came in waves 
Urgent and overpowering 
She gasped in pleasure
And I went through a dizzing kaleidoscope of emotions 
Till I came

And that evening 
Was the beginning of my rendezvous 
With my tenant. 
©LR

 Satisfying the fragile ego my husband left me restless 

Wanting for more 

With the blink of an eye was finished

While I feigned passion

And cried of exultation

When he was done

Not me

So when I met गुरुजी 

I knew where it was heading into

He was our family priest 

Consulting him in every matter was undisputable 

During one of those meetings

While I was alone with him

बेटी क्या गम तुम्हे सता रहे हैं, he asked

He read my mind

I broke down and poured my heart out 

He remained quiet for a while

आश्रम में मिलो कल, he said softly 

And I went

When I entered his cottage 

A chill spread over my flesh

Closing the door, he asked me to strip my layers 

I did as I was told

I was under his spell 

He removed his धोती 

And sat cross legged between my legs

He started with gently stroking my petals 

I opened....till I was eagle spread 

The urgency of his caresses inflamed my senses

I was gasping for breath

I came...in orgasmic outbursts 

I lay spent in ecstasy

बेटी अब जब भी मन विचलित हो, में हूं तुमको निर्वाण देने के लिए

And that was my genesis towards salvation 

With गुरुजी.

©LR

We boarded the bus together

It was the last bus for the night

I chose to sit behind her

Even though we were the sole passengers

The whiff of her sweaty fragrance

Overwhelmed my being

I bent a little forward and inhaled her tresses

She knew

But remained silent

I slithered my hand on her shoulder

Gradually moving further

Till I could feel the tenderness of her swell

Unbuttoning her blouse

I marauded her breasts

She started loosening herself

Her nipples, welcoming my intrusion

The melody of her moans got drowned in the ebb of the zephyr

The bus was about to reach the last stop

Turning towards me

Smudging my face between her breasts

Drink, she whispered

And I did as much as I could in those last few seconds

The bus stopped

And we departed to our respective lives.

©LR