For a woman of her age

The degree of passion she exhibited

Completely baffled me

From what started as a casual chat 

To carrying it forward to bed

It was a gradual process 

I was nursing my wounds from a five years old relationship 

Even if the memories lingered 

I tried to keep myself preoccupied

Fortuituously, she came into the scene on social media

From coming across her artsy images 

To going through her erotica blog

She overwhelmed my thoughts 

Beauty with brains would be an understatement

Such was her mystical aura

The day we met, I was jittery 

But with her calm poise

She took the lead 

What transpired will remain etched till my grave

Her sexual prowess was electrifying 

When she galloped me

With open tresses

Plastered on her sweaty breasts

She was a sight of goddess Kali

Seething in fury

I didn't last...

But she was relentless

She sucked by flaccidity 

Till I became erect 

And we went on till she was calm

We kept meeting

Every encounter with her she taught me the art of love making

Sometimes with the eyes

Sometimes with feel of the senses.

©LR

 The art of smoking 

When you clutch it with your feet

And pass it on to me 

While having a panoramic view of your dense forests

I inhale not just the smoke 

But your musky essence. 

©LR

 So she wished for consensual non consent kink
Rather a display of taking her against her wishes
Something rough, painful and hardcore 
With her monstrous breasts 
And thick waist
I felt I will be suffocated to death 
If she galloped on my lean frame

So I turned her around 
The sight of her massive butt cheeks
With the almost negligible crevice 
I initiated by fingering her 
She twiched at my inquest 
But I grabbed hold of her neck
And without warning invaded her rear 
She gasped in pain
She was in the zone of convulsing, moaning and crying 
The thickness of her flesh stretched my foreskin
It was agonising but the thrill of her tightness 
Was divine death

While I uttered explicit profanities 
She shuddered with orgasmic ecstasy
And her desire to be used and abused
Was fulfilled to the core. 
©LR

 The compressed ambience 
And the suffocation was unbearable 
But that's the only way we had to make out
In the car

The air conditioning couldn't cool our sweaty flesh

Clutching her butt cheeks
I grinded her on me till she was out of breath
Realising she was draining 
I thumped her from below
Stop she moaned 
But I was on the verge of climax
I kept pounding clutching her tresses

That's when I realised people were staring from their cars

Since we were stuck in the Gurugram traffic for hours 

But I continued 

Till the traffic moved on

©LR

 I slipped my hand in her pantie

She was literally drenched 

The initiation with passionate kissing 

While mauling her breasts

She was in a daze

She wanted me to plummet into her volcanic core

Even though I was throbbing in agony 

To feel her universe 

But I wanted more

Grabbing her legs

I placed her by the mirror

And went betwixt her legs

To worship her 

I wanted to register every emotion 

That glimmered on her face

So in between eating her out

I glanced at her countenance 

Lost eyes

With tears rolling down her cheeks

She was gasping for breath

Grabbing the cushion she covered her face

And that's when I entered her 

Throwing the cushion aside

I brought her closer 

Cross legged, as we latched on to each other

The mirror photographed our animalistic carnival.

©LR

 The sight of my juices 
Glued on your lips
Tricking down your cheeks
You being submissive

Yeilding to my darkest layers
Powerless to my rage 
Chained in my kinky maze

The woman I have always craved 
Is an undisputable achievement in itself.
©LR

 The high tides and the incessant rain
Washed away our desires 
To make out in the beach

So we returned to our room
And watched nature's glory from the porch
In the throbbing silence

Till I couldn't take anymore
Spreading her legs
I started eating her
The shrill of her moans
And the chanting of my name
Against the crashing waves
Was in symphony with nature

She begged me to enter 
But I continued exploring her further 
Till her volcanic ashes smeared my hunger

Exhausted, I made her lie on top of me 
Our beats resonating 
The saltiness of the sea coating our fire.
©LR

 Her eyes betrayed her ruthless desires
Her words sounded hollow 
I couldn't focus anymore

 
Setting the camera on self timer mode
I walked towards her
In that fractured moment
Words were meaningless

Marshalling my courage
I stripped her
The acceptance of the fact of the inevitable
We indulged in the rites of passion

It wasn't just some random sex
It was a photographic odyssey 
Coz the camera captured every moment
Of her expressive ecstasy 
Sprinkling from her eyes. 
©LR

 There is no other woman I want more than you
It's been years
I have known you
From my teenage crush 
While you were my teacher
Till date the way you have blossomed into a sensual power
I'm magnetically drawn towards you
The endless women I slept with
Couldn't fill the ache I have for you
The thought 'wish she was mine even for a while' 
Keeps lingering 
The confidence in your aura
The kindness in your eyes
The grace in your curves
And your fiery intellect is elixir for my soul
You portrait arouses the beast in me
And I indulge in random sex
But I never find your expressive eyes in theirs 
They fail in comparison to you
Goddess Rati!
©LR

  The endless journey

From your toes

To the centre of your universe 

Will be an intimate discourse 

With my tongue as the guiding force

Exploring every highs and lows

With beads of gems glittering on your flesh

Will be my ultimate odyssey 

My lady.

©LR

 Don't constrain your pendulous breasts

It leaves marks on your luscious flesh

Leave it free 

Let it swing in the air

Let it bounce carefree

I love their breezy essence

When they lure me

With they are liberated.

©LR

You have come a long way Lagna, he remarked 
From the shy, unassertive and docile girl in JNU
You have metamorphosized
Into a bold, feisty and imposing woman
Your aura is unparalleled 

Well, I had to, I replied
Coz my odyssey is scripted 
I became what I was meant to be
Even though the path was fraught with trials and tribulations
Betrayed in love 
Back stabbed by so called friends
Maligned by people
I blanketed myself in words

I didn't explain 
I just weaved emotions
It is healing
The resilience that I have achieved 
Maybe that's reflects 
In my ink and in my being.
©LR 

From sharing a puff on the terrace 
To making out on the parapet 
It couldn't have been more thrilling 

During one of those restless nights 
When sleep eluded 
I found him there lost in his space

Who was he
Was he a flatmate 
Or a visiting guest
It didn't matter
For a while we both stood there
Weighing in silence 
Acknowledging my presence 
He moved closer
And shared his cigarette 

The fire in those dazed eyes
Was electrifying 
I felt my legs trembling with desire
I think he read me
So when he inched closer to kiss me
I closed my eyes 
But he didn't kiss me
Rather he laid me on the parapet 
Lifting my nightie
He went down between my legs
The way he inhaled and licked my petals
In between smoking his cigarette 
I could see celestial bodies floating above 
I moaned in ecstasy as he swallowed my universe 
He didn't just quench his thirst 
But doused my flame

He left wordlessly
As strangers we met 
And as strangers we departed.
©LR

 The moment I set my eyes on her
I knew I was going to take her 
And it was only two days of incessant and intense conversation
Which finally set the stage at a hotel

She was my senior
Her massive breasts and curvaceous hips 
A perfectly deadly Bong combo 
I could sense she desired youthful libido 
And she was ripe for my taste as well
What unfoldeded on the sheets
Was sheer magic 
From the passionately lingering kisses
To her ecstatic response to my probing touches 
She exploded 
Not just in her agonizing moans 
But drenching the sheets with her happy juices

Her stellar perfomance 
When she knelt between my legs
To pay reverence to my phallus 
If only my gasping breath could tell
Sex with her was exhilarating that night
We didn't sleep
We made the maximum we could
Next day she had to go back to her husband's place. 
©LR

 Not every story has a beginning

Nor every ending has a new beginning 

And that's how the encounter with her unfolded 

Monsoon has a restless element in it 

It makes you seek the unknown 

Soaking it's aura as I was treading the road 

I saw her there, alone

Drenched, looking forlorn

Even though it was deserted 

She didn't fear my presence 

She merely locked eyes with me

Dunno what it was but I went and sat beside her

And we both sat there in pregnant silence

As the rain washed our agony or longing

The showers gradually diminished

And we left

With our rainbows.

©LR

I don't love you anymore, she said 

Since when, he asked

Ever since you started taking granted to my existence 

When your indifference spoke louder than your silence 

When you reached out only at your convenience 

Whereas I made myself available to hold on to us

But you were obsessed with self

You blabbered about your achievements without bothering to nourish our relation 

But still I hoped...

Eventually I realised it wasn't our love

It was my love for you which kept it patched 

I lost myself in the process

It was agonizing to get over you 

But I survived by rising from my ashes, she concluded.

©LR

 The sight of you
Being eaten
Blindfolded

Someone between your legs
And someone milking on your breasts
While I watch you from a distance
Caressing my flaccid member
To rise to the occasion
As I can't satisfy your feral hunger
Due to my potbellied structure

Satiates not just my kink
But your smouldering hunger.
©LR

 तुम कभी मेरी आदत ना बन जाओ 
That's all he said
And that said it all 
We both laughed about it 
He never said much
But in those crisp remarks
I could sense his feelings

From JNU classmates 
When I avoided him like a fly
To the occasional banter
Over the years
As I felt secure 
He won't be like others 
We came a long way 

I felt his fondness for me
But he maintained distance 
For he didn't want to loose me as a friend 

And that's how the narrative continues....

Happy Friendship Day
© LR

 Those cascading tresses of yours
Arouse the beast in me
How I wish you braid them in hands 
While you kneel before me
Offering your willingness to be used 
As my slave

I tighten my grip around your tresses
To use them as my reigns
To control you
To guide you
While you worship my phallus.

©LR

The fantasy of you reading out your erotic poetry

While my fingers trace the curves of your sinuous flesh 

As I inhale the fragrance of your midnight waves

The thought of your bosom on my brawny chest 

Heaving with my luxuriant touch

That's all I want

My lady.

©LR

 Between you and me
The defined space 
The pregnant silence 
And the raging ache
The infinite longing...
And it's still beautiful. 
©LR

Why can't you love me back

When you know love is all that I have for you, he asked in his boyish simplicity 

I don't believe in love, I replied

Have you ever fallen in love, he questioned

Many times, I responded 

Then why don't you believe in my love, he argued 

Love came to me in phases 

Sometimes it seemed mutual 

Sometimes it was one sided 

But it left a gnawing ache 

When expectations weren't met 

And I was left stranded 

Alone 

Questioning myself 

That's when I decided I was done

And shielded myself from love, I finally reasoned 

He kept quiet for a while

And said even if you don't respond to my feelings

I will keep loving you not for eternity 

But as long as the pain of not having you resonates.

©LR

 I want to push my phallus down your throat
Till you choke 
Drenching me with your saliva 

And then I will glide it on your cheeks
Drawing a line from your neck
To your navel 
And if my pen gets dry in the process 
I will again dip it in your orifice 
And write all over you
With your musky juices. 
©LR

 What will you prefer tonight, my boyfriend asked

The mandatory, I replied 

Why, he questioned raising his eyebrows 

It's been a while, I have had my training 
I have been rebellious
I have had my ways with others
I  need to be disciplined  
To be tamed as a subservient, I reasoned

 
Fine with me, he said 
My hands were also itching to smack your butt cheeks
The tinge of purplish shade on them 
Satiates my appetite, he smiled

And we both had our ways....
©LR

 He opened the door even before I knocked 
Were you expecting me, I asked
Let's just say I am not surprised to see you here, he replied

He was doing an internship under my tutelage 
Youthful, but his eyes were brutal 
He had an effect on me 
I tried to focus on the subject 
But his eyes penetrated my very flesh 
I wondered why at this seasoned age
When sex was a luxury 
I rarely indulged 

The day he sent a message with an address 
I walked into the hotel room to find answers
Ours eyes spoke 
While we remained silent 
He bolted the door 
And cradled me on his hips
Kissing passionately like famished souls 
We had feverish sex 
As my moans echoed in the corridor

We remained plastered in each other
Exhausted, we lay by the door
We kept quiet 
But my flesh echoed 
This is what I had craved for over the years
Youthful libido.
©LR

 That guttural moan
When I squeeze your neck
As I take you
From your ample rear 
Is music to my ears 

And in an animalistic symphony 
We have sex 
Gyrating to the tunes of flesh. 

©LR

 You didn't make me fall in love with you
Rather I fell in love with you
For love is all that I could feel for you
Coz love is all I am capable of. 
©LR

 I could see their shadows from the window
As they made passionate love

भैया had returned home after a year
भाभी stayed back to look after my parents
She was the typical भाभी stuff
Sumptuous breasts
Curvaceous waist 
Heavy duty buttocks 
And if I say I lusted for her
Will sound cliched 

Fantasizing her to masturbate was the norm 
A glimpse of her cleavage when she served food
Enhanced my appetite
And now as I watched them making love
I achieved voyeuristic pleasure

As भैया took her from behind
The jingling of her bangles 
Along with her muffled moans 
Was music of carnal pleasure

I didn't masturbate 
I came...
Seeing their nude shadows.
©LR

 The tightness I felt
When I penetrated her
Was just like deflowering a virgin
It was unexpected 
Considering she was married and older to me

She gasped for breath
Holding me 
Clawing my flesh
As I slipped in and out of her universe
She secured me tightly between her legs
And locked eyes with me for a few seconds 
I could see tears rolling down her eyes
Confused, I asked her if she's fine

The pleasure I achieve in this kind of pain
After years of forced celibacy 
You made me alive once again, she replied 
And kissed me.
©LR

 I never feel lonely in my solitude 
Rather I get exhausted in a room full of people

The uproarious laughter
The jarring banter 
Everything rings like chaos in the distance
I become silent 
Observing them

I walk away to be in sync with nature
Inhaling the fragrance of zephyr
Assimilating the aura of nature
It's so peaceful having them as company

And I walk further into the horizon
Where I find myself alive again.
©LR

 I destroyed her life
With my youthful brazenness

Highly educated 
And unsettlingly seductive 
A bureaucrat's wife

From messenger chats
To the luxuriance of her flesh
And her maddening prowess in bed

I slept with girls of every age
But she was the ultimate catch

Sex it was for me
But I could sense she was in love
From serving glucon D after our passionate session
To yeilding to my tantrums
She gave it all...

But I destroyed everything
I bragged in front of my friends 
About her
They started their chances with her

She realised and withdrew 
I pleaded for another chance 
I assumed she was addicted to 

But she simply evaporated 

I still miss her after all these years
Searching for her in every medium 
But she has blocked my existence

I not only destroyed her name
But killed her forever. 
©LR

 Where do you want to be kissed, I asked

My universe she replied spreading her legs 

How do you want to be kissed, I played along

Get lost over there, till I find myself, she replied.
©LR

 She took her time
And I took mine 

We didn't make it to the bed
We had it in the kitchen 
On the slab
On the dining table
On the floor
Everywhere we could indulge in 

She was my mother's friend 
To say she was hot, would be an understatement 
She was a ticking bomb 
The most sought after woman in our colony
Men of every age lusted for her
She knew her effect

She used to teasingly ask " बेटा गर्लफ्रेंड कोई है क्या"
Embarrassed, I kept silent for my feelings for her were anything but pure
Mama had to go the village for some emergency
So entrusted her my well being
I shifted to her house since her husband was mostly away
Staying under one roof
With a bomb ticking 
The eventual was bound to happen

She was preparing lunch
Soaked in sweat 
With the outline of her bra visible from the back
I couldn't resist myself
I crept behind her
Inhaling her sweaty fragrance 
As she turned back suddenly 
We were inches from each other 
Eyes locked 
None of us made any move for a few seconds 
She smiled and kissed my hands 
Gliding them over her neck
To her pendulous breasts 
And finally on her curvaceous waist 
I didn't wait further...
Lifting her petticoat
Bending her on the kitchen slab 
I took her from behind
While holding on to her breasts
I didn't last...
She didn't display any disappointment 
Rather she took my flaccid member in her mouth
We continued...
Everywhere 

She took her time
And I learnt my lesson to stretch.
©LR

I took my chances with him

I knew he couldn't satisfy me

But still I went ahead with him 

I didn't have to seduce him

For he was already enraptured with my feminine grandeur 

So when we eventually met 

I took the lead

Kissed him passionately 

Till he was out of breath

He was tiny 

To envelop my universe 

So I mounted him

While smudging him between my pendulous breasts 

He didn't last as expected

So I pushed him between my legs

Till I spilled ashes

I simply didn't have flimsy sex

Rather I consumed him

So that whenever he had sex with his wife

My sexual prowess will haunt his thoughts. 

©LR

 I wish you were here
To see the residues of our leftover indulgence
Trickling down my legs
Honeyed
And musky

I smear them on my lips
And inhale our passionate success
So intoxicating it is
I shudder in orgasmic bliss 
As I feel you
Betwixt my legs. 
©LR

 I see your face

And I find freckles of seasoned age

Creases at the edges

Silvery traces lining your tresses 

And that's what makes you utterly beautiful

For you are a woman of years

Enriched by experiences 

And that displays on your face

It radiates of serenity and grace

I see your face everyday

And still enraptured by the beauty of ripened age. 

©LR

 What do you think, he asked 

His voice was menacingly inviting 

And he was right behind me

His hot breath literally chilling my flesh

We were in the art gallery where his work was displayed

I was one of his disciple 

Even though he was almost of my father's age

His irresistible charm was difficult to ignore

He flirted with everyone 

But maintained distance from me

I wondered why even though the undercurrents were unmistakable 

The deliberate graze of his fingers on my flesh

The locking of the eyes

But still the distance

When I knew he had been slaying women with his flair 

It's a magnificent composition sir, I replied

Without daring to look into his eyes

Not as magnificent as the canvas of your curves, he remarked 

I froze, speechless 

He hissed down my neck

Every pore of mine became delirious 

He knew his spell

Audaciously, he stripped my layers 

Stay right here, he commanded 

And I did as told

He collected his paint and brushes 

And started to paint on my bare flesh 

I stood still in spite of the feathery titillation of the brush on my back

Time elapsed...

And finally he commented I am through 

You are the masterpiece I had saved all these days 

To be curated and explored at leisure 

Saying so, he grazed himself in rhythmic movements on my back

Smudging the fresh paint

Messing himself

Biting and marking my flesh

This is ART, he articulated 

When the colors of passion 

Is embedded with the colors of paint! 

©LR

 I didn't fight anymore
For I knew somewhere you wanted to get over
So you trampled my feelings by eyeing others
You disrespected my being with your caustic remarks 

It hurt
Still I stretched it a little longer
Hoping...
But it wasn't meant to be
Coz you were another seasonal colour 

I withdrew back to my solitude 
Even if I miss those rosy moments of indulgence
But I don't message in that dormant window
No more...

I can't fade into insignificance in your shadow.
©LR

 I was tired of expecting from you

I was saturated with your callousness 

I stopped fighting

I gave up

And started withdrawing into a cocoon 

Laughter faded 

Eyes forlorn 

And loneliness became my existence

But it was peaceful

For there was no expectation from you

I walked the rest of the journey alone

There was no one

Except the footprints of my solitudinal sojourn.

©LR

And I kissed him

Even if he was startled, he didn't resist

It had been years of restricting 

The undercurrents had been intensifying 

I knew he wouldn't take the lead

Besides the immense age difference

He felt intimidated by my silent presence

Every time he tried to make eye contact

I avoided him

For I  didn't want my eyes to betray my desires

We both were aware of each other's timings

While I went to the terrace at 4 a.m everyday to water the plants

He used to study there

The undercurrents that hung in the air at that hour were literally suffocating 

But that day, I just went ahead and kissed him

He gave in

And melted in me

And we kissed and kissed

Like famished souls 

Conveying our desires through hushed moans

As the birds tuned to our melody

As the sun smiled on our skin

A beginning...

©LR

 Her fragrance was difficult to ignore
It wasn't any perfume 
It was the scent of her sweat

We were in a bus
I was sitting behind her
I couldn't see her face
But her sweaty presence ignited my senses

She was dozing 
And when she dozed backwards for a few minutes 
I sneaked towards her to inhale her

 
My hands strayed towards my trousers 
And I caressed my member in the blanket of darkness 

As the bus jerked to the final stop
She woke up and left
Covering my soiled trousers with my bag
I felt alive

Sweat fetish, they term
For me, liberating...
©LR

 Just when I assumed I was done with love
The universe conspired
To place you in my life

Love wasn't on my mind
When I started interacting with you
But emotions trickled
And I found myself in love again
With you
Knowing the arid future between us

I never imposed myself 
Or pursued you
For the feelings were only mine

You left...
And are there somewhere 
In the lush of greenery
While I have continued to survive 
With your barren thoughts
So much for love...

©LR

 Of million dreams
And endless nights
Of incessant chatter
And reading books together 

Of stealing a kiss 
While snuggling against each other
Of meaningful silence 
Yet weaving poetry together 

Still so less
And so much more
Just being with each other.
©LR

 You aren't meant to be loved
You are meant to be ravaged 
Not just with my raging member
But with the toy as well
So that every crevice of yours is gagged 
And filled

Till your moans become agonising 
Till your eyes become hypnotic 
Till every pore of yours smells of your musk.
©LR

 And you left me with hope 
Assuring we will meet someday

Fructifying all that we had painted together
Your presence kept me warm during winters
But your absence has left me scorching desires 

You left without a proper burial
Still I hope...

©LR

Before I reach your lips

I will kiss your eyes

The essence of your femininity 

Is etched in their depth 

I will kiss them first 

Till I feel your warmth 

Keep them open

When I explore every high and low tide of your flesh 

I wish to register every sentiments

That swim in your eyes

When I make love to you. 

©LR

 Who are you, they ask

I am love, I replied 

How can you categorise yourself as love
When your thoughts and ink are brimming with lust, they remark 

Love is my core
My essence 
All that I have yearned for over the years is love
But it remained illusive

So I metamorphosized it into passionate words
I created a sacred space where I visualised myself being loved
The way I have always desired
Sometimes tender like the looming clouds 
Sometimes feisty like the crashing waves
Where heaven meets earth
That's where I stand
Infinity in love. 

©LR

 Sex would come secondary 
If I ever have you 
But thought of you and me
In front of the mirror 
Visualising your expressions 
While I eat your neck
Clutching your hair
Is my kind high

The nape of your neck 
With a few strands of hair
Turns me on

So the day we meet
I will relish not just your neck 
But the reflection of my ravenous effect.

©LR

 I will never love anybody
The way I have loved you
The purity of our bond
Is beyond social comprehension 

Whatever we have
Had 
Stays between these academic doors
Even if I am chained in matrimony 
I will treasure the moments we have weaved, forever
Saying so, she kissed my forehead 
And left 

Choked with emotions
I felt my soul leaving with her
She was my English teacher 
The love that blossomed 
Between our meaningful silences 
While our eyes caressed each other
Was purity unparalleled 

The slight graze her hand sent my heart racing 
Even if we were drawn towards each other
In spite of the age crevice 
We never confessed

Some feelings don't need expression 
Just felt
In silence 
©LR